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Sure enough, A restless young Queen stepped into the throne room, which the doors were opened by the two guards posted at the other side. Rosa was indeed a stubborn women but she did have reasoning behind it. First one was, she was put into a unwilling sleep, so why would she just want to sleep more now that everything was back to normal again? Plus, she had her son to take care of. That being her biggest priority, no way would she sleep for no reason at all. Nodding a thank you to the two knight guards at the door, Rosa smiled softly as she turned and began to walk forward toward the throne which Cecil was sitting at. Little Ceodore was asleep soundly in his room, so she let him sleep more. Waking a young child his age would not be a good thing! Rosa then lifted a hand, making a silent gesture with it as she raised it to her lips, she just knew he would most likely say something to her about sleeping! "I have had enough sleep, More then I needed. So don't worry. " She said with a small smile, as she sat down there in his lap, setting a arm around his shoulders. "I don't know that you can handle Ceodore on you're own, he needs his mother too!" She said playfully, sure he could care for his own son, but when it came to the jobs no one liked, it was the mother that seemed to always be best at and not be so completely disgusted! "Now, how have you been holding up? You seem a little.....restless you're self?"

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A small smile spread over the young Queen's lips, she just knew he would say those words, even though there was obviously nothing wrong with her! "No thank you, My beloved paranoid King. " Even the Queen here could be playful.It definitively wouldn't make her any less of a lady to have some life in her.Now all she needed to do, was help Cecil lighten up a little more so he could enjoy little moments like this as well. She hated seeing him so over-worked and stressed. "I am fine." She said again, smiling as she looked into her kings soft blue eyes lovingly. "I believe Baron would stay strong without me, though you on the other hand...You've suddenly made me wonder just how long you could last without me!" She wasn't talking about death, of course. Just not being around in general, busy somewhere away from the Kingdom!

The queen paused a moment, thinking silently to herself. Uh oh! Rosa was thinking, that couldn't be good! "That sound's like a pleasant idea. I think I know who we can ask if we want to sneak out together...Edward has sneaked out of his Kingdom many times, and, if someone spots us, he can use a sleep spell from his harp while we go to the Enterprise. I can ask Edward to watch Ceodore for us, just for a few hours. " This world was really an adventure awaiting. "We rarely do get any time to spend together, just us..I think it may be good for both of us to get away for a short time, let you're mind rest as well. The Kingdom will be fine for a few hours. "

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Rosa blinked a little, her smile growing. Even though he was being far to serious about this, it was very sweet. Though it did sound as if he took it the wrong way even! However, she couldn't kill the sweet moment, and just had to lean forward as she placed a gentle, soft kiss upon her husbands lips. "I love you, Cecil. But I don't want to ever think you wouldn't want to continue if I wasn't around. But, I think you misunderstood. I didn't mean by..death, I meant if I wasn't around the Kingdom, busy with the others. " The young queen said, still keeping her gentle smile. "Though I know I would never want to think of not being able to see you every morning and everyday. I've loved you in the beginning, as I always will. " Hugging him a little as she sat there in his lap, Rosa rested her head against his shoulder.

"He is in the pub, I believe. It was the last place I seen him, he wasn't drinking. Everyone was listening to him play his music.I'm certain he would help, he has done it before in his own Kingdom. " She thought for a moment, was she being to silly with this? "I suppose if you think we can get out without all the knights trying to follow everywhere we go, you can try to alert the Kingdom of our short departure. Though if you don't like this idea, we can stay in the kingdom and find something to do together?"

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Rosa listened to her overly-stressed husband speak, of everything that was lingering and tormenting his poor mind. She really wished he would have spoken to her about these things much earlier, as to help him through everything. He didn't need to be thinking like this."Cecil. Please don't say such things. You are in no way at fault, what happened to Drake..it was beyond us. There are always going to be times when we can't always be there, and leave the others to watch and protect them. Though, if you still insist on believing that was you're fault he was taken away from us, then it is also my own fault. As his mother, I should have never left him alone at that young age. He was so close to us, though whom ever it was had plans to not be noticed. We could never of known this horrible person took him. Especially when we were all asleep. " She took a small pause before continuing. " Don't do this to you're self, It is no wonder you are so stressed. You're causing it to you're self by continuously thinking of all these bad memories. Drake is here now,he knows we love him...That is all that matters. Think of the better things, rather then the negative. Though, If you are worried for Theodor, why don't we take the airship, and search for him instead? I would rather you have one less thing on you're mind and see you at peace then stressed as you are now. "



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Rosa still didn't blame him for that, not at all.Cecil was just as stubborn as she was, so this might not be a victorious talk in getting him to stop blaming himself! "No matter what, None of that is you're fault...No one blames you and I am certain one hundred percent Drake does not blame you for it..." Rosa listened to all he had to say, about both Drake and Theodor. "Please don't keep doing this to you're self..He wouldn't want you to ether...Just...be his father, that's all he could ever want even if he doesn't say it. "

"We can still try, It won't hurt us to just search for him. I don't think I could enjoy any peacefulness now, knowing how you are feeling right now. So let us take the ship in search for you're brother." She said with a faint smile.


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Rosa sighed again, sitting up so she was no longer resting her head on his chest, instead just looking at him now. She could tell he wasn't completely paying attention to her words anymore, and instead, going far into the past of things long forgiven rather he wanted to believe that or not. "Cecil. I can repeat myself over and over again, though I don't think you will listen or take it to heart. No one, and I know this, hold anything against you. Drake, Theodore, everyone. Theodore is a smart man, he's you're brother and a brothers love is stronger then one could ever imagine, you're feelings here now show that, and I know he feel the same of you.Things happen that we just can't stop, or change. Whatever happens in this life we can't hold forver, or we will only be enveloped into darkness we won't be able to over come....You over came yours, don't let it return, Cecil.."



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