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 Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:02 am
Elapsed Dreams Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams If I could share them I would, hey if I knew you in person they might adopt you like they have all of my good friends. xd My house is the "safe place" for all of my friends, so if you wanna share them we can. 3nodding
But what's really weird is that one sign of issues with my older brother they send him off, I come out as lesbian and they accept it too much.. I really don't like how they're trying to make up for what they've done to my brother by spoiling me. He gets murdered then all the sudden I can paint my room and have all my friends spend the night, stay up all hours of the night and not do my chores for weeks and they do nothing. I only do those things to see if there's even a limit anymore, which I think it stops right at murder..
Last month I just happened to tell my mom I was in the mood for Costco cake, so what does she pick up the next day after work? A Costco cake.. She has never done that before..
Don't get me wrong I'm glad my parents are accepting it just bugs me that I don't know if it's because they feel guilty about my brother or if they really accept it..
They are open minded and all, but I can't help but wonder if they accept me for me or if they accept me for my older brother.. :/ Wow I'd wonder that too. I'm the oldest so I just took on the the role model position for everyone hehe. I'm the youngest, basically the only "good child" since my grades were good I didn't get into drugs and I had no violent outbursts that made it dangerous for people around me. xd {"Interesting" family, I know rofl }
Kinda the same here, when my parents want to compare who's good and who's not I'm the one they compare to for "good". sweatdrop Lol that was the case for me for most of my young life. Everyone was always nice to me and I always did what I was told. But then I started thinking for myself and came out. That changed everything. Suddenly they all got tougher on me and expected me to be able to do anything. Meh.
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:18 am
Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams If I could share them I would, hey if I knew you in person they might adopt you like they have all of my good friends. xd My house is the "safe place" for all of my friends, so if you wanna share them we can. 3nodding
But what's really weird is that one sign of issues with my older brother they send him off, I come out as lesbian and they accept it too much.. I really don't like how they're trying to make up for what they've done to my brother by spoiling me. He gets murdered then all the sudden I can paint my room and have all my friends spend the night, stay up all hours of the night and not do my chores for weeks and they do nothing. I only do those things to see if there's even a limit anymore, which I think it stops right at murder..
Last month I just happened to tell my mom I was in the mood for Costco cake, so what does she pick up the next day after work? A Costco cake.. She has never done that before..
Don't get me wrong I'm glad my parents are accepting it just bugs me that I don't know if it's because they feel guilty about my brother or if they really accept it..
They are open minded and all, but I can't help but wonder if they accept me for me or if they accept me for my older brother.. :/ Wow I'd wonder that too. I'm the oldest so I just took on the the role model position for everyone hehe. I'm the youngest, basically the only "good child" since my grades were good I didn't get into drugs and I had no violent outbursts that made it dangerous for people around me. xd {"Interesting" family, I know rofl }
Kinda the same here, when my parents want to compare who's good and who's not I'm the one they compare to for "good". sweatdrop Lol that was the case for me for most of my young life. Everyone was always nice to me and I always did what I was told. But then I started thinking for myself and came out. That changed everything. Suddenly they all got tougher on me and expected me to be able to do anything. Meh. Well that's rude. >.< Oddly enough that's how they were when I was younger but the older I get the more they realize I'm not a little robot that can do everything I'm a weirdo with lots of issues. rofl
I wonder how they'd react if you started acting like a robot again. XD Probably confused, but oh well. X3
Oh! So there's no reason to be jealous Mr., my parents might seem better or something {what ever caused the jealous thingy} but they're just normal weirdos that think one way and act another. xd
Oh gowd, I just got a random image of you spanking your parents {like a parent spanking a bad child} for acting like butts.. No clue where that came from. ninja Maybe no sleep and extra coca-cola? Yeah, that sounds right. Bloody nose..? How does that fit in..? O.o Ah- um, yeah nvm not internet thingy it's here in person. Just realized I typed what I was thinking.. rofl
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:20 am
Elapsed Dreams Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams If I could share them I would, hey if I knew you in person they might adopt you like they have all of my good friends. xd My house is the "safe place" for all of my friends, so if you wanna share them we can. 3nodding
But what's really weird is that one sign of issues with my older brother they send him off, I come out as lesbian and they accept it too much.. I really don't like how they're trying to make up for what they've done to my brother by spoiling me. He gets murdered then all the sudden I can paint my room and have all my friends spend the night, stay up all hours of the night and not do my chores for weeks and they do nothing. I only do those things to see if there's even a limit anymore, which I think it stops right at murder..
Last month I just happened to tell my mom I was in the mood for Costco cake, so what does she pick up the next day after work? A Costco cake.. She has never done that before..
Don't get me wrong I'm glad my parents are accepting it just bugs me that I don't know if it's because they feel guilty about my brother or if they really accept it..
They are open minded and all, but I can't help but wonder if they accept me for me or if they accept me for my older brother.. :/ Wow I'd wonder that too. I'm the oldest so I just took on the the role model position for everyone hehe. I'm the youngest, basically the only "good child" since my grades were good I didn't get into drugs and I had no violent outbursts that made it dangerous for people around me. xd {"Interesting" family, I know rofl }
Kinda the same here, when my parents want to compare who's good and who's not I'm the one they compare to for "good". sweatdrop Lol that was the case for me for most of my young life. Everyone was always nice to me and I always did what I was told. But then I started thinking for myself and came out. That changed everything. Suddenly they all got tougher on me and expected me to be able to do anything. Meh. Well that's rude. >.< Oddly enough that's how they were when I was younger but the older I get the more they realize I'm not a little robot that can do everything I'm a weirdo with lots of issues. rofl
I wonder how they'd react if you started acting like a robot again. XD Probably confused, but oh well. X3
Oh! So there's no reason to be jealous Mr., my parents might seem better or something {what ever caused the jealous thingy} but they're just normal weirdos that think one way and act another. xd
Oh gowd, I just got a random image of you spanking your parents {like a parent spanking a bad child} for acting like butts.. No clue where that came from. ninja Maybe no sleep and extra coca-cola? Yeah, that sounds right. Bloody nose..? How does that fit in..? O.o Ah- um, yeah nvm not internet thingy it's here in person. Just realized I typed what I was thinking.. rofl Lol they definitely wanted me to be a robot. And yeah I wouldn't mind spanking them sometimes. The adults I'm supposed to look up to act like children a lot then tell me how I'm a child for playing Pokemon. XD
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:39 am
Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams Silver Sage-General :/ Wow I'd wonder that too. I'm the oldest so I just took on the the role model position for everyone hehe. I'm the youngest, basically the only "good child" since my grades were good I didn't get into drugs and I had no violent outbursts that made it dangerous for people around me. xd {"Interesting" family, I know rofl }
Kinda the same here, when my parents want to compare who's good and who's not I'm the one they compare to for "good". sweatdrop Lol that was the case for me for most of my young life. Everyone was always nice to me and I always did what I was told. But then I started thinking for myself and came out. That changed everything. Suddenly they all got tougher on me and expected me to be able to do anything. Meh. Well that's rude. >.< Oddly enough that's how they were when I was younger but the older I get the more they realize I'm not a little robot that can do everything I'm a weirdo with lots of issues. rofl
I wonder how they'd react if you started acting like a robot again. XD Probably confused, but oh well. X3
Oh! So there's no reason to be jealous Mr., my parents might seem better or something {what ever caused the jealous thingy} but they're just normal weirdos that think one way and act another. xd
Oh gowd, I just got a random image of you spanking your parents {like a parent spanking a bad child} for acting like butts.. No clue where that came from. ninja Maybe no sleep and extra coca-cola? Yeah, that sounds right. Bloody nose..? How does that fit in..? O.o Ah- um, yeah nvm not internet thingy it's here in person. Just realized I typed what I was thinking.. rofl Lol they definitely wanted me to be a robot. And yeah I wouldn't mind spanking them sometimes. The adults I'm supposed to look up to act like children a lot then tell me how I'm a child for playing Pokemon. XD They ruined Pokemon!! gonk Earlier there was that show on and all of them were constantly happy go lucky and the sickening type of happy where you want to punch them! >.<
Pokemon used to be awesome, they ruined it, the older is much better. The ones I grew up with were close to perfect, other then team rocket- their lines got stuck in my head for years..
"I'll poke your mon".. rofl {VERY stupid pick up line for pokemon. XD}
You should look up to yourself then, adults are idiots when it comes to the very important stuff. My parents are 40 and I know more then them at 17. =.= Well other then math, that's my dad's thing. I get caught up with number games I made up to really do anything with it. rofl
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:43 am
Elapsed Dreams They ruined Pokemon!! gonk Earlier there was that show on and all of them were constantly happy go lucky and the sickening type of happy where you want to punch them! >.<
Pokemon used to be awesome, they ruined it, the older is much better. The ones I grew up with were close to perfect, other then team rocket- their lines got stuck in my head for years..
"I'll poke your mon".. rofl {VERY stupid pick up line for pokemon. XD}
You should look up to yourself then, adults are idiots when it comes to the very important stuff. My parents are 40 and I know more then them at 17. =.= Well other then math, that's my dad's thing. I get caught up with number games I made up to really do anything with it. rofl Pssh I just started reading encyclopedias when I was 7 so I think that helped me. I'm great with anything school-related but a bit lacking in human interaction hehe. But eh I still love the new pokemon games. N's awesome owo. And besides I still get to see Ash in his trunks on the show.
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 11:00 am
Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams They ruined Pokemon!! gonk Earlier there was that show on and all of them were constantly happy go lucky and the sickening type of happy where you want to punch them! >.<
Pokemon used to be awesome, they ruined it, the older is much better. The ones I grew up with were close to perfect, other then team rocket- their lines got stuck in my head for years..
"I'll poke your mon".. rofl {VERY stupid pick up line for pokemon. XD}
You should look up to yourself then, adults are idiots when it comes to the very important stuff. My parents are 40 and I know more then them at 17. =.= Well other then math, that's my dad's thing. I get caught up with number games I made up to really do anything with it. rofl Pssh I just started reading encyclopedias when I was 7 so I think that helped me. I'm great with anything school-related but a bit lacking in human interaction hehe. But eh I still love the new pokemon games. N's awesome owo. And besides I still get to see Ash in his trunks on the show. I read those when I was about 5ish.. I think I was 5 at least, after the wack to the head with a wooden sword my memory is very scattered and missing. xd Same here until recently, I want to run when I see someone I don't normally see and I get very jumpy around people like they're there to do something bad. rofl Yeah, gotta love those issues.. At least you'll get better with people with practice. 3nodding heart
Yeah that stuff is still good, just for me switch Ash with Misty in a swim suit and we're good. xd Ask and Brock remind me of my older brother, so it gets awkward thinking of them as possibly hot. rofl It's like reminding yourself your parents were once horny teens like everyone else- just wrong in a funny way to others. 3nodding
Well not the thinking they're hot is wrong, just awkward for me to hear sicne they remind me of my brother so it's like someone is saying my brother is hot. burning_eyes
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 11:12 am
Elapsed Dreams I read those when I was about 5ish.. I think I was 5 at least, after the wack to the head with a wooden sword my memory is very scattered and missing. xd Same here until recently, I want to run when I see someone I don't normally see and I get very jumpy around people like they're there to do something bad. rofl Yeah, gotta love those issues.. At least you'll get better with people with practice. 3nodding heart
Yeah that stuff is still good, just for me switch Ash with Misty in a swim suit and we're good. xd Ask and Brock remind me of my older brother, so it gets awkward thinking of them as possibly hot. rofl It's like reminding yourself your parents were once horny teens like everyone else- just wrong in a funny way to others. 3nodding
Well not the thinking they're hot is wrong, just awkward for me to hear sicne they remind me of my brother so it's like someone is saying my brother is hot. burning_eyes Yeah I know. I just don't know what to say to someone new. sweatdrop Misty always scared me with her rage fits and Brock just did period. burning_eyes But I always liked Ash for his oblivious nature since I can relate. Lol that's hard for me to imagine.
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 7:37 pm
Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams I read those when I was about 5ish.. I think I was 5 at least, after the wack to the head with a wooden sword my memory is very scattered and missing. xd Same here until recently, I want to run when I see someone I don't normally see and I get very jumpy around people like they're there to do something bad. rofl Yeah, gotta love those issues.. At least you'll get better with people with practice. 3nodding heart
Yeah that stuff is still good, just for me switch Ash with Misty in a swim suit and we're good. xd Ask and Brock remind me of my older brother, so it gets awkward thinking of them as possibly hot. rofl It's like reminding yourself your parents were once horny teens like everyone else- just wrong in a funny way to others. 3nodding
Well not the thinking they're hot is wrong, just awkward for me to hear sicne they remind me of my brother so it's like someone is saying my brother is hot. burning_eyes Yeah I know. I just don't know what to say to someone new. sweatdrop Misty always scared me with her rage fits and Brock just did period. burning_eyes But I always liked Ash for his oblivious nature since I can relate. Lol that's hard for me to imagine. I normally don't have to start those things, someone would be interested in me so they'd walk up and pet my hair which always made me want to crawl out of my skin and run. burning_eyes I only really started a friendship with one person at my school. We were in the lunch line and just had to talk to the girl next to me, not for love or anything just to talk since she gave off a lonely vibe. "Do you like anime?" started the friendship of the woman who's like a sister to me now. rofl We were halfway through the line when we started talking and by the time we hit the end she was sitting with me at lunch and watching me draw my crapy drawings. rofl I was as brave as I was on Gaia for the first time in everyday life. X3 You should try it, it might work out just as well. 3nodding
I'm the same way as Misty; one minute just fine then when I get pissed it can turn out like hers. rofl But normally people are smart and give me candies to distract me from being pissed. It really works, like a shiny! xd
I think Brock is adorable constantly hitting on every woman he meets. Too bad he doesn't realize the female police are doing the female nurses. rofl Yes even when I was little I set up couples like that. 3nodding
I found it funny how a big perv like Brock and my brother Brock share the same name. That I know of my brother wasn't anything like that and the only "woman" he talked to really was me. xd
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 7:43 pm
Elapsed Dreams I normally don't have to start those things, someone would be interested in me so they'd walk up and pet my hair which always made me want to crawl out of my skin and run. burning_eyes I only really started a friendship with one person at my school. We were in the lunch line and just had to talk to the girl next to me, not for love or anything just to talk since she gave off a lonely vibe. "Do you like anime?" started the friendship of the woman who's like a sister to me now. rofl We were halfway through the line when we started talking and by the time we hit the end she was sitting with me at lunch and watching me draw my crapy drawings. rofl I was as brave as I was on Gaia for the first time in everyday life. X3 You should try it, it might work out just as well. 3nodding
I'm the same way as Misty; one minute just fine then when I get pissed it can turn out like hers. rofl But normally people are smart and give me candies to distract me from being pissed. It really works, like a shiny! xd
I think Brock is adorable constantly hitting on every woman he meets. Too bad he doesn't realize the female police are doing the female nurses. rofl Yes even when I was little I set up couples like that. 3nodding
I found it funny how a big perv like Brock and my brother Brock share the same name. That I know of my brother wasn't anything like that and the only "woman" he talked to really was me. xd o.o I always set up couples like AshxGary and FaytxAlbel (Star Ocean 3) lol. Eh I might. Still nervous about talking.
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:31 pm
Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams I normally don't have to start those things, someone would be interested in me so they'd walk up and pet my hair which always made me want to crawl out of my skin and run. burning_eyes I only really started a friendship with one person at my school. We were in the lunch line and just had to talk to the girl next to me, not for love or anything just to talk since she gave off a lonely vibe. "Do you like anime?" started the friendship of the woman who's like a sister to me now. rofl We were halfway through the line when we started talking and by the time we hit the end she was sitting with me at lunch and watching me draw my crapy drawings. rofl I was as brave as I was on Gaia for the first time in everyday life. X3 You should try it, it might work out just as well. 3nodding
I'm the same way as Misty; one minute just fine then when I get pissed it can turn out like hers. rofl But normally people are smart and give me candies to distract me from being pissed. It really works, like a shiny! xd
I think Brock is adorable constantly hitting on every woman he meets. Too bad he doesn't realize the female police are doing the female nurses. rofl Yes even when I was little I set up couples like that. 3nodding
I found it funny how a big perv like Brock and my brother Brock share the same name. That I know of my brother wasn't anything like that and the only "woman" he talked to really was me. xd o.o I always set up couples like AshxGary and FaytxAlbel (Star Ocean 3) lol. Eh I might. Still nervous about talking. Ash and Gary would go good together. xd I normally don't do guy pairings, I like to stick with the women~ X3 Oh or the Pokémon pairing! whee heart What's one of your favorite Pokémon? ^ ^
I'm not saying it'd make you not nervous. You should have felt how hard and fast my heart was beating when I kinda blurted the question out. xd I stutter to so it was almost super bad but it was understandable. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:38 pm
Elapsed Dreams Ash and Gary would go good together. xd I normally don't do guy pairings, I like to stick with the women~ X3 Oh or the Pokémon pairing! whee heart What's one of your favorite Pokémon? ^ ^
I'm not saying it'd make you not nervous. You should have felt how hard and fast my heart was beating when I kinda blurted the question out. xd I stutter to so it was almost super bad but it was understandable. sweatdrop Hehe well I always loved the idea of Ash and Pikachu.
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 11:06 pm
Lmao I find my coming out story a bit embarrassing to confess but I've become more ok with telling it. Anyway my parent before had found out I had been watching porn on the internet. The first time they caught me they luckily couldn't get on my computer or see what was on it so my mom gave me a hectic beating and a bit of a lecture and how watching porn was worst than doing drugs (she was hysterical so she didn't know what she was saying). While my dad simply laughed about it, told me it was normal, and try not to get caught next time. They didn't see what it was so they believed it was straight porn. After this my mom did not trust me for months, and asked my older sister to hack into my computer and read my history. My older sister told my mom she found nothing, but in reality she found gay porn and confronted me in private asking my why this was on my computer. I told her at first it was a friend being a d**k sending it to me telling me it was one thing and when I clicked the link it was gay porn. She said believed (which I doubt she did because my lies work on my folks but not on my older sister) me since her boyfriend sent her old lady porn as pranks. She just told me to clear my histories before my mom decided to do that again. Then the second time my mother went on a rampage of anger took my laptop and got my cousin to look through my hard drive. Now I had my history all erased but my hard drive still had all my links still saved, so he found out and told my mom what was on it and she told my dad. They confronted me about it and I had no choice but to tell them. To be honest I did not accept being gay at that time because I was watching all of this and sort of seeing if there was a way to get my self to stop being attracted to men. I told this to my parents and they believed it was sort of a phase or I was confused so they sent me to a therapist. To tell you the truth sending me to therapy was the best thing because she helped me realize that there was nothing wrong with me and that I should accept the fact that I was gay. Once I told my parents that I was 100 percent sure I was gay they accepted it right away. I was a bit shocked especially that my mom accepted it cus my mom is a very religious woman, she is a converted muslim. She was a christian to begin with and when I was like in the 5th grade she converted to Islam and became like a strong headed muslim woman. So I was scared she was gonna give me religion lesson and worst case scenario kick me out, but she told me that she put her children before her religion and if this made me happy then thats all she cared about. My dad said the same thing which I expected because my dad is the nicest, sweetest man you'll ever meet. He told me that even though it pained him to know that his only son was gay (which I completely understand and don't hold against him), his love for me was far greater and all he cared was that I was happy. I told my older sister during christmas, but she told me she already knew and that she didn't care if I liked men just as long as I didn't try to steal hers (I love my older sis sooo much). I then proceeded to tell my friends one by one a year later. I told my lil sis out of the spur of the moment and she was like "Oh thats cool".
Yeah and now I am very out and open, except to any of my other family members like aunts and cousins because I have a very hispanic family lmao. We gossip like crazy so if they found out they would give my mother such a hard time, so whenever they befriend me on fb I block them from seeing my posts or pics. BUT recently (like a couple of days ago) one of my cousins saw a pic of me in pride on my fb and has started to tell all of my family that I'm gay. It doesn't bother me to be honest but it bothers me that they don't mind they're own business and are giving my mother and father a hard time. And my older sister is so mad and is literally ready to beat the s**t out of whoever is talking bad about me. So yeah thats my life rolleyes
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 11:27 pm
Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams Ash and Gary would go good together. xd I normally don't do guy pairings, I like to stick with the women~ X3 Oh or the Pokémon pairing! whee heart What's one of your favorite Pokémon? ^ ^
I'm not saying it'd make you not nervous. You should have felt how hard and fast my heart was beating when I kinda blurted the question out. xd I stutter to so it was almost super bad but it was understandable. sweatdrop Hehe well I always loved the idea of Ash and Pikachu. They are adorable together. 3nodding Mine is eevee + vulpix~ They'd have some interesting babies. xd
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2011 7:02 am
Elapsed Dreams Silver Sage-General Elapsed Dreams Ash and Gary would go good together. xd I normally don't do guy pairings, I like to stick with the women~ X3 Oh or the Pokémon pairing! whee heart What's one of your favorite Pokémon? ^ ^
I'm not saying it'd make you not nervous. You should have felt how hard and fast my heart was beating when I kinda blurted the question out. xd I stutter to so it was almost super bad but it was understandable. sweatdrop Hehe well I always loved the idea of Ash and Pikachu. They are adorable together. 3nodding Mine is eevee + vulpix~ They'd have some interesting babies. xd o.o Indeed they would. @insaneclaw: Daaaaayum that's quite a story. sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 9:59 am
I actuality just came out last night to my mum. She had been asking me for a while now about any relationships I might have been in, "of which i haven't had any". I finally told her I think I might be bi, she was surprisingly accepting. she talked about, "this is the age of questing who you are, and the age of wonderment. Do to my disability, she said my life will always be difficult, and do to my sexuality it's only going ti get harder. she went on to say "you love who you love, nothing's wrong with that. I feel so much better for just telling one person. that's my short coming out story cool
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