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SerratedSprinkles Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 11:48 pm
"I was talking," he avoided the question. Now that was just childish, Rai he thought to himself. "You know what I meant. Why does it matter so much to you?"
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 11:54 pm
"Because I'm a fellow Professor and your senior as a teacher here." Eric kept searching Rai's eyes as he removed his hand. "...plus when I want to know something, I don't let off until I'm told and believe it."
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SerratedSprinkles Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 11:57 pm
"I was just thinking about my daughter and wife." A quick smile. It was, in fact, partially true.
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:06 am
"And? Thinking about your family wouldn't make you so nervous. And don't say it was also me that made you nervous"
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SerratedSprinkles Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:09 am
An eerie smiled graced Rais' lips and a tear weld up in the corner of his eye. "If you really want to know.." he leaned his mouth in close to Erics' ear, and whispered : "Did you know I'm a murderer?"
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:14 am
"No, how so? How are you a murderer?" Eric wiped Rai's tears away with his thumb.
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SerratedSprinkles Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:16 am
Rai rested his forehead on the other mans shoulders "I killed them. My daughter and my wife. I murdered them.."
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:23 am
"You are not the type that would kill someone, or at least intentionally but accidentally deaths aren't murder."
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SerratedSprinkles Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:26 am
"How do you know that? You don't really know me." He didn't know why, but the tears wouldn't stop, and those mans words wouldn't leave his head. Kill her, she betrayed you. Kill them both Kill them both Killthembothkillthembothkillthemboth. He grasped onto Eric and held on for dear life.
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:31 am
"You are not a murderer I know that. It does not count if you were influenced or done against your own free will. I can see it in your eyes. You are not a murderer." Eric rocked the other male trying to comfort him.
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SerratedSprinkles Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:34 am
"I still killed them. It was my fault for falling under the influence of him. She told me to stay away, you know? My wife did, I didn't listen. If I did, they both would have been alive." He clung to Eric. It had been years since he last thought of this.
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:38 am
"Shhh...it's not your fault believe me it's not. You are not at fault for what you can't control. I am sure she would not want you to blaming yourself for it."
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SerratedSprinkles Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:41 am
"It feels like my fault. I didn't kill them cleanly, either. I'm sure it was painful. I still remember it clearly.." his breathing calmed own and he rested his head and loosened his grip.
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:44 am
"Try not to think about it. When people are in passing you are to only remember the good times." Eric cradled Rai's head trying to soothe him.
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SerratedSprinkles Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 7:31 am
"It's hard to deal with...I haven't thought about them in years." He gave a curt laugh, "Possibly why it hit me so hard." He buried his head in the juncture of Eric's neck and shoulder.
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