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 Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 11:36 pm
Kilana Okay, so I guess despite conversation I think he's still going to do a thing that involves a question followed by a round object. <___<;;; Since I know he bought something at jewelry and left it there and I saw something "ring" on the receipt for Rock Band one person who apparently knows about the present asked "what would you do if he proposed? ... not that that's what the present is, but ..." and another person was like "=OOO I SAW YOUR PRESENTTTTT~~~!!" .... sigh. c_c;; Oh, and that he asked me, "come on, you know you'd want to spend years with me" after we did something cute. D; In other news, YAY ROCK BAND! Even though it's for PS2. Screw PS3 and 360, I'm too broke to buy either of those. But wow, Rock Band is a lot of fun. xd Drats, silly boy. And I'm currently experiencing a complete euphoria of the I ******** beat the system type. I managed to actually get the layout working. Which means, there's actually only one thing that can go wrong, and there's about three fixes I know of already for that. Well, I guess, technically, a lot of other stuff could go wrong, but it's not going to, because it was already a pain in the a** enough.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 7:31 am
There's a new pair of headphones but you can only get them from that stupid bebo thingy. I don't want to sign up for a site I'll never use just for Gaia items.
Damnit. emo
And I don't want to work. D: BAHHHH.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 9:37 am
I need books. But I don't want to go out in this weather when I already have a chest cold. =(
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 9:57 am
Today would be the perfect day for me to go and sit at Borders for a while, so why don't I? I confuse myself. ;~;
It worries me that he's excited about that game. Nevermind that it should be expected, but... oh well. Weirdo. <___<;
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 10:29 am
First, being offline sucks. I miss interwebs.
Second, Emily needs to clear this s**t up real soon-like. I'm patient, but not this ******** patient. You like me, fine. You don't like me, fine. Do not ******** give me this we need to talk about a few things, and then get pissy when I ask when the hell you'll be able to. YES. OR. NO. NOT THAT ******** HARD.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 10:30 am
Why? Why God why?! Why did he have to say that "L" word on the phone last night? Why did he have to take that next big step? I'M NOT READY FOR IT! I'm terrified of commitment, I'm terrified of relationships. Yes, there's part of me that likes being in them. But my mind remembers all the pain I went through during those two break ups.
I haven't felt this way ever, but I don't think saying that word over the phone is right! I love that he makes me forget to breath. I love that he makes my heart flutter. I love his personality, his humor, his intellect. But I am not in love with him over the internet. That just isn't something I can do again!
And now I'm worried he only said it because he's only after one thing. =.= Why can't men have more blood in their system? Wait... Nevermind. They'd be like women who live after a week of.... No need to continue. I don't know the motive behind saying those three words! We haven't spoken really for six months! And NOW he says those three words again, doubts that I meant them six months ago when I had said them, and then gets upset when I can't say it back!
I'm sorry I cut you off so long ago. I didn't want to make you feel like I was rebounding on you. That wouldn't have been fair! I needed time to heal, to figure out what I needed in my life. I didn't mean for you to just completely abandon me though! I needed a friend! And I'm worried that you'll just poof again. x.x I'd rather not get hurt again. "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." What happens when you're fooled a third time?
Why are men so ******** confusing?
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 11:20 am
Lady Evelyn Nyht Why? Why God why?! Why did he have to say that "L" word on the phone last night? Why did he have to take that next big step? I'M NOT READY FOR IT! I'm terrified of commitment, I'm terrified of relationships. Yes, there's part of me that likes being in them. But my mind remembers all the pain I went through during those two break ups.
I haven't felt this way ever, but I don't think saying that word over the phone is right! I love that he makes me forget to breath. I love that he makes my heart flutter. I love his personality, his humor, his intellect. But I am not in love with him over the internet. That just isn't something I can do again!
And now I'm worried he only said it because he's only after one thing. =.= Why can't men have more blood in their system? Wait... Nevermind. They'd be like women who live after a week of.... No need to continue. I don't know the motive behind saying those three words! We haven't spoken really for six months! And NOW he says those three words again, doubts that I meant them six months ago when I had said them, and then gets upset when I can't say it back!
I'm sorry I cut you off so long ago. I didn't want to make you feel like I was rebounding on you. That wouldn't have been fair! I needed time to heal, to figure out what I needed in my life. I didn't mean for you to just completely abandon me though! I needed a friend! And I'm worried that you'll just poof again. x.x I'd rather not get hurt again. "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." What happens when you're fooled a third time?
Why are men so ******** confusing? I think you're absolutely right to take your time and be honest with him. That's mature of you. If he doesn't know better than to pressure you and dump his emotions on you when you're in a fragile state, he should grow up a little before trying to win you back.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 11:25 am
Y'know... you guys were grumbling every time I mentioned wanting a Wii, and now you're playing more than I do- mostly because you kick me off to play. Bah. ><
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 12:00 pm
I should not be allowed in bookstores, and what am I doing? Going to a bookstore. Yeah, I'm a real genius. I need more money to satisfy my addiction! OH GOD! OH GOD! I'm a book junkie!
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 12:57 pm
Jahoclave I should not be allowed in bookstores, and what am I doing? Going to a bookstore. Yeah, I'm a real genius. I need more money to satisfy my addiction! OH GOD! OH GOD! I'm a book junkie! Pick some up for me, or I'll give you my germs.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 1:13 pm
Lady Pyre Jahoclave I should not be allowed in bookstores, and what am I doing? Going to a bookstore. Yeah, I'm a real genius. I need more money to satisfy my addiction! OH GOD! OH GOD! I'm a book junkie! Pick some up for me, or I'll give you my germs. I went and bought three! BUT IT WAS BUY 2 GET ONE FREE! *cries* I can't stop. I can't stop. crying
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 5:43 pm
@ Sirius: Trust me, I plan on talking to him a bit more tonight. I spent the day shopping with my mom (girl time rocks) and it was enough time to gather my thoughts.
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Nothing feels good like a pair of thick, sturdy blue jeans. Oh baby, I have BLUE JEANS! <3 And they show off my legs nicely. x3
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 5:52 pm
God, today sucks.
...that was nice though.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 6:36 pm
Jahoclave Lady Pyre Jahoclave I should not be allowed in bookstores, and what am I doing? Going to a bookstore. Yeah, I'm a real genius. I need more money to satisfy my addiction! OH GOD! OH GOD! I'm a book junkie! Pick some up for me, or I'll give you my germs. I went and bought three! BUT IT WAS BUY 2 GET ONE FREE! *cries* I can't stop. I can't stop. crying I'm willing to bet you've never spent a one hundred dollar Borders giftcard- on paperbacks only- in one go, though. That was a wonderful day. heart
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 9:42 pm
A Fatal Fairytale Jahoclave Lady Pyre Jahoclave I should not be allowed in bookstores, and what am I doing? Going to a bookstore. Yeah, I'm a real genius. I need more money to satisfy my addiction! OH GOD! OH GOD! I'm a book junkie! Pick some up for me, or I'll give you my germs. I went and bought three! BUT IT WAS BUY 2 GET ONE FREE! *cries* I can't stop. I can't stop. crying I'm willing to bet you've never spent a one hundred dollar Borders giftcard- on paperbacks only- in one go, though. That was a wonderful day. heart Are you willing to bet a hundred dollar Borders giftcard on that (with the exception that it be a hundred dollars, and that it be Barnes and Noble)? But have you ever spent 64 dollars at a book fair one books that are 50 cents each? 128 books in one go, TWAS A GLORIOUS DAY!
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