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 Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 12:08 pm
Kilana I just feel weird for being so confused about everything. ;_; *Pats* Don't. It's quite alright to be confused, especially when it comes to relationships. They're confusing for sure. I'm constantly being confused about my conflicting emotions. I guess I'm a lot like you in the sense of I always have that one part of me that tries to maintain a rational grip on the situation, which sometimes makes it difficult to move forward, because while you try to tell yourself that it's only a means of self protection, it can be detrimental to the relationship because if you can't fully trust someone to not hurt you, then have you in a sense doomed the relationship to failure from the start? gonk See? You're not alone! heart
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 1:11 pm
a~chan Kilana I just feel weird for being so confused about everything. ;_; *Pats* Don't. It's quite alright to be confused, especially when it comes to relationships. They're confusing for sure. I'm constantly being confused about my conflicting emotions. I guess I'm a lot like you in the sense of I always have that one part of me that tries to maintain a rational grip on the situation, which sometimes makes it difficult to move forward, because while you try to tell yourself that it's only a means of self protection, it can be detrimental to the relationship because if you can't fully trust someone to not hurt you, then have you in a sense doomed the relationship to failure from the start? gonk See? You're not alone! heart Yeah, I think part of the thing that also bothers me is the fact that I can't openly trust him completely. I mean, I really want to -- and to an extent, I pretty much do. But that small part of me is like "lol wtf how can he really say all that stuff and mean it? just be careful" and bleh. ;_; I don't want to be doomed! ;_; I think I also care too much about what others think. So what if I want to get married so soon? Why do I care what they think? Well, for some reason, I do care. Eh. I guess I just don't want them to think I'm crazy, or doing something stupid. This is, after all, my first real life boyfriend. Not saying that means it won't work out, but, yeah. c_c; I don't know. *FLAIL FLAIL* ;_;
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 8:02 pm
Okay, if any UFGers have children and decide they want to bowl with their toddler, please just leave the lighter balls at the lanes. stressed Don't go putting them with the 14lb-ers.
PEOPLE ARE SO FRUSTRATING. crying
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 8:28 pm
wafflezinmahpantz Okay, if any UFGers have children and decide they want to bowl with their toddler, please just leave the lighter balls at the lanes. stressed Don't go putting them with the 14lb-ers. PEOPLE ARE SO FRUSTRATING. crying Do you have any idea how long it took me to straighten that sentence out to where it didn't involved throwing your children at the pins?
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 9:53 pm
Ugh, glad thats over. I plan on coming back, but I hope they find someone better to replace me anyway.
Either way, I really want to see that review tape.
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 1:18 am
And now look what you've done to yourself. Stop getting your hopes up, because you KNOW you'll just end up being more upset.
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 9:27 am
Jahoclave wafflezinmahpantz Okay, if any UFGers have children and decide they want to bowl with their toddler, please just leave the lighter balls at the lanes. stressed Don't go putting them with the 14lb-ers. PEOPLE ARE SO FRUSTRATING. crying Do you have any idea how long it took me to straighten that sentence out to where it didn't involved throwing your children at the pins? Hahaha! Glad I'm not the only one. xd Some children really should be used as bowling balls. stare
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 11:12 am
Kilana Yeah, I think part of the thing that also bothers me is the fact that I can't openly trust him completely. I mean, I really want to -- and to an extent, I pretty much do. But that small part of me is like "lol wtf how can he really say all that stuff and mean it? just be careful" and bleh. ;_; I don't want to be doomed! ;_; I think I also care too much about what others think. So what if I want to get married so soon? Why do I care what they think? Well, for some reason, I do care. Eh. I guess I just don't want them to think I'm crazy, or doing something stupid. This is, after all, my first real life boyfriend. Not saying that means it won't work out, but, yeah. c_c; I don't know. *FLAIL FLAIL* ;_; That's almost exactly how I feel too. I feel bad because I know it'd hurt him to think that I don't trust him completely but I just can't seem to bring myself to completely let go of that small little voice warning me to be careful. Sort of like, it feels too good to be true type of thing. Very confusing but I'm trying my hardest to just let things run its course and think positively about the situation. Hopefully that'll work. xD; I know it's easy to say we don't care what others think but in reality I think we all really do to some extent. Especially when it involves those close to us and care about us and vice versa. True, you shouldn't let what others think guide your life completely but I think it's normal to care a little about what your friends or family might think. And the whole not wanting to look stupid in front of them, well that definitely is a normal thing, I don't think a lot of us actually want to appear completely moronic in front of others. It's alright to listen to what others tell you and take their advice and file it away for future reference but in the end, it comes down to what you want and what you feel. Don't let the fact that it's your first real life relationship hinder anything you do or say or choose. I mean yeah, not everyone is lucky enough to find their soul mate on the first try but it's been known to happen. 3nodding wink *Hugs*
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 12:16 pm
I'm at a cross road in my life (finally). The choice is whether I move down to Georgia and live at Fort Benning with my Uncle; or do I move in with Heather and Emily forcing myself to stay in the same god-awful state. x.x The former looks more promising and not so cold.
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 2:08 pm
Lady Pyre Jahoclave wafflezinmahpantz Okay, if any UFGers have children and decide they want to bowl with their toddler, please just leave the lighter balls at the lanes. stressed Don't go putting them with the 14lb-ers. PEOPLE ARE SO FRUSTRATING. crying Do you have any idea how long it took me to straighten that sentence out to where it didn't involved throwing your children at the pins? Hahaha! Glad I'm not the only one. xd Some children really should be used as bowling balls. stare Absolutely inarguable point! UNIVERSAL TRUTH ACHIEVED!
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 4:55 pm
Hahaha. I want the suck-o-meter in the Gaia Tool Bar ad as an emote. xp
And... yay? Finally got a cash card... now that those dumb cats are only selling for 10k. Might as well keep it for all that will net me. xp
Oh well. At least I have some... stuff... to buy stuff with... if I ever need said stuff.
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 5:27 pm
******** yay, internet stable!! whee heart
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 6:04 pm
Ha ha, that lyric is quite suitable to me at the moment.
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 6:36 pm
When I asked him, "If you could be anything in the world right now, what would you be?" I thought he might've said a rock star or something that people unhappy with their lives would say, but he replied very cheerfully, "A doctor!" I felt like I couldn't have loved him more. Despite the different disciplines we're studying and how different you'd imagine us to be, we have so much in common... He's chasing his passion, and so am I.
It's both wonderful and tough having a boyfriend and best friend in the same person. You feel so lost when that person is gone.
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 6:39 pm
*pokes toolbar* I don't see where I'm getting gold for using this junk off Gaia.
And the gold count seems wrong about 95% of the time.
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