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 Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 5:43 pm
Aeolusis WOOOH!!!!! I AM NOW A LICENSED DRIVER!!! twisted Beware, for now the devil is free to roam!!! twisted xp Well I'm happy. Now I'm free to roam if I want to. Now I just need that ******** thing called "work", so I can pay for fuel and insurance. stressed YAY! GOOD JOB, TOM! biggrin
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 6:27 pm
Yay! Go Aeo! Now I just need to do the same! XD
Good luck on the work front. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 8:17 pm
9__9; oh my. Being in the top 4% of my graduating class certainly has perks. I just got a letter from the UC system about how I am guaranteed admission to one of the campuses. Unfortunately, I probably won't get my first choice because it's one of the more popular ones... u u I should start researching the others.
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 8:20 pm
Why am I reacting like this? It shouldn't be that big of a deal. Why am I starting to cry? Seriously. This isn't a big deal. What is wrong with me?
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 8:30 pm
do you think i should wait until he turns the tv off?
also, this bandaid is not going to do any good, i might as well just take it off
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 8:38 pm
Good god, why did I have to be reminded of her. Why couldn't there be somebody else? No, there still has to be that very real chance of us eventually getting together. And I really can't even bring it up with her.
And of course, of all the days for the counsellor person to be out sick, it had to be today, when I actually have something serious to talk about.
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 8:40 pm
Kilana Why am I reacting like this? It shouldn't be that big of a deal. Why am I starting to cry? Seriously. This isn't a big deal. What is wrong with me? I have that kinda reasoning going in my head right now. Minus the crying. ~ argh
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 5:55 am
Ah, I feel better today. Not sure if I actually want to go that far, but... we do need to talk.
Sucks for him that I've had two days to put everything together.
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 6:34 am
Snoooooooooow. ;-; It's pretty when I'm sitting inside with the heater full blast and tons of blankets to snuggle up in. Not so fun when I have to go out in it to get to work. I don't know if I'll ever get used to this cold. gonk
Wow this really is a nice bra. For once my cheapness paid off ahahaha.
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 8:28 am
Jahoclave Lady Pyre Oh, ******** the whole teetotaler thing. If my family doesn't stop yelling (They think they're talking, but they're ******** deaf.), then I think I need to be smashed before I get to the rest hom with more of the same. ... I suppose I could always take a double dose of painkillers... not like I'll be driving and there isn't any alcohol on hand. Maybe I'll even sleep through dinner. God, I hate Thanksgiving. I hate Thanksgiving too. Shall we fly to Paris and enjoy fine wines and food? ooh la la, come and visit moi!
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 9:54 am
Love at first sight. What an unusual concept. He asked me if I believed in it, and I told him no, not really. But he went on to say that that's basically what happened to us, before we realized what was going on. And in a way, I guess he's right. Maybe not at the exact "first sight", per se, but as soon as we started to talk it was apparent we would get together. And if not for both of our raging shyness in the arena of asking people out, we probably would have got together a hell of a lot sooner, probably the first time we hung out outside work. A friend of mine, who saw us interacting, said she knew we'd get together and that he'd be "perfect" for me. Well, so far she's right. We liked each other from the start and were just a little too shy to say anything initially.
And this is still the best thing that's happened to me, despite our small scuffles and small arguments, our small annoyances on each other -- but that's pretty much normal anyhow, isn't it?
Then again it's been such a short amount of time. 4 and a half months? I guess we just gotta wait and see. Though that's also the pessimist in me, I want to so badly believe in this relationship, to see if flourish, but I know there's always that doubt that lingers in the back of my mind. So many times have I had such a great start for them to randomly dissolve for no real reason. I guess this time is different, though, those were all online relationships. I can see this guy, touch him, and hear him. I can tell if he's lying a lot easier in person than over the internet. Ah. My inner hopeless romantic is battling hard against my pessimist. Sometimes the hopeless romantic wins -- "together foreverrr, I love you baby." Sometimes, the pessimist wins -- "well, it's just a matter of time."
Stupid emotions. Why can't I just believe? Why is there always that doubt? Defense mechanism I suppose. I have no reason to doubt right now -- everything's going good, and has been fine. Sigh.
... Well, that was a load off my mind. That doesn't feel like me. Sorry guys. D: At least it's out of my system now. Hopefully.
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 10:01 am
Soranoko 9__9; oh my. Being in the top 4% of my graduating class certainly has perks. I just got a letter from the UC system about how I am guaranteed admission to one of the campuses. Unfortunately, I probably won't get my first choice because it's one of the more popular ones... u u I should start researching the others. Davis = Bio + animal science. Campus = lots of trees and nature, biking will be your main mode of transportation for the first year or so. Shouldn't be hard for you to get into with your fantabulous GPA. Berkeley = Chem/engineering. Campus = spread all over the place, the city is crazy and liberal and filled with homeless people. Tough to get in. And when you do, this place with rip you apart. SC = The party school! SD = Bio? SB = Where my dad did his graduate studies. Riverside = The easiest to get into Irvine = Arts/drama? Lots of Asian people. Gorgeous campus... but it reminded me too much of my hometown and bored me. Merced = The new one... is it even open yet? I don't keep track. LA = ???? I just know it's hard to get accepted. [/rumors + most likely misconceptions] Yeah, I live in Norcal so I hear more stories about the UC's up there. Can't help you with Socal. xD
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 10:27 am
Crescent_321 Jahoclave Lady Pyre Oh, ******** the whole teetotaler thing. If my family doesn't stop yelling (They think they're talking, but they're ******** deaf.), then I think I need to be smashed before I get to the rest hom with more of the same. ... I suppose I could always take a double dose of painkillers... not like I'll be driving and there isn't any alcohol on hand. Maybe I'll even sleep through dinner. God, I hate Thanksgiving. I hate Thanksgiving too. Shall we fly to Paris and enjoy fine wines and food? ooh la la, come and visit moi! Wait, you're already there? No fair. And I got all the classes I wanted. Some small victory there.
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 11:06 am
He and his coffee are really pissing me off. >_>
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 12:15 pm
Love me, Mr. Coffee. Love me!
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