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Roy stood there listening to this guy ramble on. He showed a faux display of surprise when the boy smiled. he figured the emotion was beyond his understanding. Sure, Roy knew exactly why he didn't smile. Some great pain or hurt in his past and that was fine. Roy wasn't castizing him about that, he simply wanted the boy to live. To truly live.

Roy had known his own share of hardship and hardache. Of course, he'd never say anything along those lines. Always thought it would be a major disrespect to others who had gone through more than he did. But still, he had his views and he had his right ot them just as this boy did.

But something bugged him. It was a trend he knew all too well but it still didn't sit well with him. The boy was gun ho about death and obedience. He seemed to not mind death if it meant doing something for his villiage. Which was all well and fine but his seemed...it seemed deeper than that. Like he'd leap to any reason of death if it meant some loft ideal of retribution or pentence. Of course, Roy might have been reading to much into it but he didn't think so.

As he answered the questions, Roy began to show a face of bordem and listlessness. Upon finishing the words, Roy played off a yawn and looked to him. "You done yet?" He began to walk around the area a bit, randomly tossing the rock in his hand still idoly. "I've heard that speech so many times before I got it memorized from far better Shinobi than you or me may ever be. "To be as a weapon to defend and attack those my country tells me too. To obey my country without fault and execute my mission without failure. To bore me the hell to death because they can't see the bigger picture." he ended and sighed.

"You suffered a lot. That much I'm not debating. You don't smile. That much I understand. You lost something. Something you can't get back. So did I. Not saying you gotta go running up and down the street cheering and hopping around like some bubbly idiot on crack but...if you lost someone in the war, do you really think their happy seeing you down here all moody and obsese with revenge? Shinobi are weapons. That much is true. Shinobi are tools. That much is a painful annoyance. But before all of that, Shinobi are human. NEVER forget that. You said that as well but you twisted it to not be as it should. Human means to live and breath and enjoy this short time we have on this earth. As far as we know, you get no second chances, no do overs, no retakes. This is it, the here and now. You get it right or die trying dammit.

Your nindo isn't some contract with your village or contry. It's a contract with yourself and your soul. You can break contracts with a country. You can abandon a villiage but you only have yourself in this world at the end of the day and you can't lie to yourself. Your nindo is a promise to yourself. A vow to do something spectacular that you yourself will be proud of in the end. If you vow to grow stronger, than do it for yourself, not for some villiage, not for some country, not for anyone but yourself. And if, with that strength, you end up protecting thsoe that you hold dear, then you know you gained it for a good reason...you can't bring back those who have died. Just like they can't bring you back. SO do what you can while your here and live each day to its fullest."

Roy sighed and scratched his head and sighed...he hated when he got too passionate about things. "Bah...whatever...you pass." Roy sighed as he turned around to walk off from the kid. "But for future reference, simply 3 word answers would be just as good. damn your long winded when you feel like it."

He stopped at the second and simply looked around at his surroundings and thought about things up until now .Firstly he ad passed Gennin exams and then left the village after the attack of the masters and was found by his best friend Hiro soon after they stumbled upon Iwagakure where they found Yamato who back stabbed them and ran his a** back to Suna so he could squeal on them like the jackass he was a traitor to his comrades that was considered complete trash on Tobi's book .

It made him so angry that he was hopeless to do anything as Yamato ran away it made him so angry he wanted to run back to Suna and murder the b*****d ,but with the security there he wouldn't have a chance but now he was coming after them with reinforcements .Tobi could picture the b*****d with a smile on his face running back to Iwagakure with Nova right beside him thinking Now were going to get em' .

This was all his fault for dragging Hiro into this hell hole and he so badly wanted to do something about but couldn't .Now if they died it would all of Tobi's fault it was his fault that Hiro wouldn't be to become a puppet master .He just needed power the power to secure the safety and happiness of his friends.

His eyes burned s tears were going to burst out but something also came as his tears fell a red pupil condition the legendary doujutsu the prized weapon of the Uchiha clan the Sharingan! He popped up and looked at his hands and looked at the chakra flowing through his veins and every little texture on the ground he looked around for something to look at.

He soon found that this was the gift the gift his mother said she would give but couldn't in his time of dire need this was the gift the Sharingan it wasn't complete but it would help them greatly .He decided to turn it off ad keep this a secret from the others.If Hiro was to see these devil eyes he didn't know what he would think so he returned to the group and sat down to start on his second and longer round of push ups.

"Yeah lets fight " He said jumping into the air atleast 5 feet ready to topple Izumi with a punch he was going to use his gokken stance so hopefully it would hurt...bad.part of the reason he challenged Izumi to a battle was because he wanted a rematch from there last confrontation.

(15+6=21>14= hit)

(Damage. Will fill it in later.)

((today is the last day of my christmas break,so expect my posts to be slowing down a lot. sad ))

((Same here))

Giglamesh had been spending a while know watching roy retest shinratsu from a alley, and while it simply infuriated him that the upper ranks went over his decision to fail him, somthing inside him knew it was what he had wanted. Giglamesh had taking a liking to a student, somthing wich he had never wanted, he saw the look of confusion in shin's eye a confusion he knew all to well.

He was siting atop a wood crate in a alley quite close simply realaxed and listening to the situation. He had grown bored and was placing a apple on inside of his elbow balencing it there, thenrapidly flexing his arm tossing the apple high in to the air of which he would catch and do agin. But somthing sparked fimularity in gig as he witnessed shin looking around in obscurity. He would then stand and walk directly at shin. Roy had gave a simular talk to shin that he did, and the speeches he has been given seem to fianly have sunk in to shin head.

Giglamesh would walk directly past shin and wouldnt even give him a second look but he would state somthing and while his voice was low it was always deep and should be heard. "Nu kuru naisa...........Live for today, but always look foreward to tommrow." Giglamesh would simply keep walking even as he spoke as if he wassnt directing it at anybody, as if saying it aloud.