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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2010 7:01 pm

TheOctober

Aakosir

TheOctober

Well, I hate my school/life/style/everything. I mean, how can someone go through school with a friend in the hospitable, multiple threats to them, and even border line emotional problems? It is like the world is already trying to kill me.

Survival of the fittest is a cruel, cruel thing. I guess I must have really ******** up in a past life or something. Because, NO ONE has the right to treat me like this. But, they still do. Well ********. Just ******** man. ********. I could just act like a deaf, mute, kid for the rest of my time at school. But, that would end in trouble. DX

Oh well....

I felt the same way in Junior and Senior year. I broke up with an ex and all hell broke loose. Him and his friends started to harass me. The principal stepped in, but they did not stop. It continued through the summer. I came back to school and back to it all. I got pregnant and had to do an alternative schooling because of all the emotional stress. I would have misscarried if I had stayed in school. Internet school is great. I am currently doing it for college and I'm acing all my classes. Maybe you should look in to distance learning. It helped me. A lot.

I am transferring next year. DX What happened(happens) to me is more of, well... They treat me like a circus freak. And, because of how shitty the school is, no one will care.

Hell, last year, I was told "I would celebrate if you died." And that was in math class when I refused to work with some dumbass boys that harassed me. This will be my ONLY year at my school where I will have a little safety net of friends who would murder to protect me. O___o (Or even jump in front of a car for me.)

Yet, every single goddamn day, I have to stare into stupid people's faces and lie about how fine I am. It gets annoying after a while; Not being able to be how you want to be is hard. If I show one point of pain to the cruel beasts, they will use it against me. So, I cover myself up in a thin sheet of pure crack head acting. If I do that, at least I won't be called an "Emo b***h" or even a "Wanna be emo slut."

And, my mum is refusing to put me on an online school because she wants me to be kind of able to know people. Or something. Right now all I am caring about is surviving through this LONG year. Oh well... I guess if I keep my head low, no one will mess with me.... Or I could do a pile-driver to someone. biggrin

Yea. I had "whore" shouted in the hallways... I just ignored it though. I'm stubborn so I would not let them know it hurt. But my school did try, the kids were just assholes. It sucks your school didn't do anything.

Me and my mom are loners so she doesn't try to force me to go out and meet new people. The ones I meet just stab me in the back anyways. I have a trust issue, if you couldn't tell.

Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2010 7:14 pm

Aakosir

TheOctober

Aakosir

TheOctober

Well, I hate my school/life/style/everything. I mean, how can someone go through school with a friend in the hospitable, multiple threats to them, and even border line emotional problems? It is like the world is already trying to kill me.

Survival of the fittest is a cruel, cruel thing. I guess I must have really ******** up in a past life or something. Because, NO ONE has the right to treat me like this. But, they still do. Well ********. Just ******** man. ********. I could just act like a deaf, mute, kid for the rest of my time at school. But, that would end in trouble. DX

Oh well....

I felt the same way in Junior and Senior year. I broke up with an ex and all hell broke loose. Him and his friends started to harass me. The principal stepped in, but they did not stop. It continued through the summer. I came back to school and back to it all. I got pregnant and had to do an alternative schooling because of all the emotional stress. I would have misscarried if I had stayed in school. Internet school is great. I am currently doing it for college and I'm acing all my classes. Maybe you should look in to distance learning. It helped me. A lot.

I am transferring next year. DX What happened(happens) to me is more of, well... They treat me like a circus freak. And, because of how shitty the school is, no one will care.

Hell, last year, I was told "I would celebrate if you died." And that was in math class when I refused to work with some dumbass boys that harassed me. This will be my ONLY year at my school where I will have a little safety net of friends who would murder to protect me. O___o (Or even jump in front of a car for me.)

Yet, every single goddamn day, I have to stare into stupid people's faces and lie about how fine I am. It gets annoying after a while; Not being able to be how you want to be is hard. If I show one point of pain to the cruel beasts, they will use it against me. So, I cover myself up in a thin sheet of pure crack head acting. If I do that, at least I won't be called an "Emo b***h" or even a "Wanna be emo slut."

And, my mum is refusing to put me on an online school because she wants me to be kind of able to know people. Or something. Right now all I am caring about is surviving through this LONG year. Oh well... I guess if I keep my head low, no one will mess with me.... Or I could do a pile-driver to someone. biggrin

Yea. I had "whore" shouted in the hallways... I just ignored it though. I'm stubborn so I would not let them know it hurt. But my school did try, the kids were just assholes. It sucks your school didn't do anything.

Me and my mom are loners so she doesn't try to force me to go out and meet new people. The ones I meet just stab me in the back anyways. I have a trust issue, if you couldn't tell.

You poor baby~ I would hug you but,, my breath kills~ DX Yeah... All my friends want me out of it.

My mom is trying to get me to branch out but, I had a traumatizing summer. I think she is just going to have to deal for now. D:<