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 Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 3:04 pm
im always paranoid like s**t
i have panic attacks if i get scared or start crying too much and dont stop (dont know how)
im morbid (not morbid in the sense of being immature as hell) but yet squeemish at the same time? talk about ironic O____o
i like the taste of blood, but i do not think of myself as a vamp, vamps are fake
i obsess about the paranormal
i obsess over my poetry and stories and live by them
(i live in a fantasy world)
BUT at home i act like a good little christian (mormon/lds) girl and nothing of my gothyness or darkness obsessions are shown because parents would put me in a nuthouse
im deathly afraid my parents will make me stop talking to my bf, or something bad will happen bewteen us and i end up having a depressed fit O.o or aka: worry wart that he'll die or something or leave me though i know he never will.
im very very shy where i dont like getting out of the house, i feel self conscience about myself where i refuse to go outside or go anywhere because i feel im not to be seen (im messed up looking xP)
im a tomboy and i hate it but like it at the same time, which makes me self conscience most the time cuz i like large band tshirts
i fall in love with my story characters at times. dont know why but not "literally" just obsess xp
i hate church even more ever since i moved and secretly hate the youth group even though i always have a smile on my face and reply with a "good" when they ask how its going. my faith is slipping in some areas and they are all preps too.
i hate too much, judge too quickly, but my love is extreme (towards my bf)
i like banging my head on the wall and getting a red bruise on my forehead
i umm cut a while back because i like to think of them as battlescars my charactsers have in my stories and also carving my bf's initial (also on account of blood). on a side note, i dont do it anymore because im paranoid like s**t and it feels like my mom stalks me.
hmm xD i think i said too much s**t whee sorry cry
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 1:46 am
don't feel sorry. i can relate to some of that, i'm an ex-cutter. i don't even remember why i started.
paranioa is normal. i get it every night.
band t-shirts are the sex!
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 1:49 am
CryztalizedTearz You two have a very interesting relationship you know that? [Invader Stykz] -[* pops eyes into mouth, munches*]-
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 4:14 pm
little_evil_goth don't feel sorry. i can relate to some of that, i'm an ex-cutter. i don't even remember why i started.
paranioa is normal. i get it every night.
band t-shirts are the sex!
thanks smile
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 1:49 am
Macabre_Tales little_evil_goth don't feel sorry. i can relate to some of that, i'm an ex-cutter. i don't even remember why i started.
paranioa is normal. i get it every night.
band t-shirts are the sex!
thanks smile
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 11:24 am
I think birds have scary feet or whatever you call it!
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 5:08 pm
-[I used to listen to nothing but Ricky Martin and Madonna.]-
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Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 12:02 am
i don't know whether to laugh or cry for you.
i can't say the word "squirell". it comes out as "sqiwel" or "sqrible" every time! crying
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 8:04 pm
L.E.G= Lol, thats weird...sqrible? xd
Stykz=....I have nothing to say...really...I laughed so hard I can barely talk now
I treat my teddy bear like a real person
[Probably because I think he's a ghost trapped in a teddy bear]
Even when I'm going to change clothing I stuff him under a pillow so he wont peek
stare
Go figure
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Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 9:53 pm
-[Hey! That was also when I rocked out hardcore to the pokemon soundtrack.]-
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Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 10:32 pm
ninja
My mum bought me a Glow in the Dark Cherry Flavored Dickie sucker at Spencers and Im still pondering weather to eat it or not..
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 12:51 am
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 12:56 am
...or dont...your choice
I mean, common...
Are you going to listen to the guy who loved Ricky Martin, said the world was flat, and probably head banged to the pokemon theme song?
xd
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 1:33 am
Wow elizibeth, getting a little hostile there. :3
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 9:26 am
I hide my saddness with a smile!! AHH!!.... that's a secret right... well i .... secretly wished to chase after a sandwich.... and i can't spell good cause i have mild LD!!!... lol like barely there but still! AHAH!!... it runs in my family!! and now u have secrets!
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