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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2007 4:48 pm
I hate going unconsious but atleast this time I didn't have the devil in my dreams. After I guessed an hour I woke up "Senka you b***h I wans't trying to kill myself!" I yanked my sleeve down "I'm just a cutter now give me the kunai back!"
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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2007 4:52 pm
"Nah." I said. This really pissed her off, and she tried to lunge at me but we had her restrained.
"What's on your hand?" sked Martica.
"Engagement ring." I said. Martica looked shocked.
"No way! We have to plan a wedding!" she squealed! I think Martica has multiple personalities I thought and quickly left the room.
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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2007 4:57 pm
"HEY!!!!!!" ay I used my eye to try to untie myself it actually worked new ablites are awesome. I rubbed my wrist. Then found her. "You couldn't think to untie me?"
"Nope." I shook my head. I went into the kitchen I went to grab a fork and knife for some pancakes. Senka swipped it out of my hand, then i grabbed a spoon.
"It's a spoon what damage can i do to myself with a spoon?"
"I don't know what your capable of."
"Ok fine I'll make coffee then." She handed me milk.
"You'll drink this and like it."
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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2007 5:10 pm
I was really pissing her off. This is really just alot of fun! I then went to her room and removed anything sharp, she's going to freak!
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 4:41 pm
I went into my room then notcied half my stuff was gone, my reaction I slipped into my favorite ablity.
"Hi senka" She could see the look on my face. She backed into a corner. "quit thinking you run my life K? Alright I control my life and with my ablity I can control anyone elses don't ever force my hand again." I smiled deactivated it and walked off.
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 4:48 pm
Martica had really freaked me out, then I heard Caya crying so I went in there. I saw Itachi in there rocking her, Aww so cute! I thought. Then I kind of just sneaked off, and picked up a bridal magazine.
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 4:56 pm
God senka pisses me off but then again I have to like her atleast deal with her she bailed me out of prison. Then I walked to the door.
"Martica where are you going?" Hidan asked.
"Shut up." I walked off I was really pissy today. Finally I got there grabbed a kunai then walked off with it. No way in hell was I paying for it. I went into an ally cut myself a few times then walked off to get drunk as hell. I'm slipping back into old, bad habits again.
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 5:15 pm
I got a phone call from Martica.
"Hello?" I said.
"Hhii Seska! I thoughttt yuuued pickk uup." she said, obviously drunk.
"Do you want me to pick you up?" I asked.
"Yesh." she said, then collasped in a laughing fit. I sighed, this isn't how I wanted to spend my night.
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 5:21 pm
She finally got here "Necccct sime cime ith eeee." She sighed then she lokked at my wrists.
"Martica........" She said shaking her head. Then she dragged me away when we got home she handed me a pill and I took it.
"WTF?"
"You got drunk again."
"I knew that."
"I noticed more cuts...."
"Yeah big whop I'm an emo whooped di do."
"It's not safe."
"I really don't care."
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2007 12:21 pm
I planned an intervention. Itachi, Hidan, and me were waiting for her when she came home. This is going to be interesting.
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2007 12:30 pm
I came in the door after a little break from everyone (meaning some more cutting) everyone was sitting in a circle. "Wow ok I'm gonna go...." Senka sat me down then used a jutsu so I couldn't move. "b***h....."
"look this is an intervetion..."
"Not another one I'm beginning to hate these."
"I'm not going top pursue that question, anyway Martica look your practily killing yourself, drinking, stealing, drugs and then cutting yourself."
"What?" Hidan looked confused.
"It's all true I don't deny any of them."
"I mostly want to know why."
"Great question but I don't even know why."
"I mean you've got friend Hidan and two kids what more could you want?"
"Maybe I'm destorying myself because I feel that I've done every things so I begin to think there's nothing left for me."
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 3:32 pm
"There are a lot of things left for you!" I yelld, she looked a little bit startled.
"Like what?" she asked.
"There names are Saisu and Rin." I said.
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 3:47 pm
"What good of a mother would I be to them?"
"so you give up and ditch them on Hidan?"
"He could do a better job alone."
Hidan got up. "It takes two to raise kids."
"my god everyone just leave me alone! Senka you were an ANBU who'sonly goal was to kill me. Hidan you would of never known me and Saisu was doing fine with Sasuke. I'm facing the truth I have no purpose."
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2007 4:50 pm
Then I was fed up! She had no purpose! I saved her sorry a** life! I was an elite ANBU! I destroyed my life, granted I do thank her because without her I wouldn't have Caya or Itachi.
"Let's see if your right." I said.
"What?" said everyone, including Martica.
"I'm going to kill you." I said icily, it's my life's mission.
"I don't think so!" said Hidan. Then he froze. I had shoved my hand threw his body, "Don't interupt me." I said. My eyes turning silver.
"Let's fight Martica." I said taking a stance.
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2007 5:04 pm
We went into the forest. Senka was still fuming she waited weilding two kunai one in each hand. I was not going to resist this was how my life was suposed to go. I braced myself for my death blow...... I wanted to feel that blade in me in fact I'm begging for it. I let out a tear.
"Hidan watch ove Rin and Saisu. K? Find someone who can love you more then I ever could." He broke down. I saw senka coming. I shut my eyes.
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