Welcome to Gaia! ::

Yup, for you. heart

I thought it didn't seem like you to do something like that.

I hope she realizes that too, or that it's just some sort of mistake.

Yeah, I hope you two can work it out.

It's pretty upsetting, because she saw what she saw (however it got out), it wasn't there with your intent or knowledge, and it almost seems like there's nothing for you or anyone to do that would help. I really wish I could help you, but...

Well, best of luck.

On my little bitchrant note, my friend who lives in the same dorm as the guy I like continually insists on not going to her dorm, going to my place, because otherwise she can't study, etc, etc. I'm so frustrated, because I know if I bring it up, she'll say something like, "Oh you should always let the guy come to you because they like the chase" or something to that likes. (It's pretty ineffective for several reasons: (1) He wouldn't know where to find me, even if he was interested. He can't 'come to me' if he has no clue where the ******** I am. (2) I'm not even particularly looking for anything more than friendship right now; I just seriously want to feel comfortable asking if I can contact him, or alternately to know that I won't care to contact him, when he leaves at the end of next year. (3) Dorms close this Friday. It's a little late to 'let him come to me'. (4) I think it's generally a pretty huge overgeneralization on the male population, and I don't get the impression that he fits into that generalization. (5) I really wouldn't be able to stand being in a relationship where the guy had all the power over when we see eachother and stuff. I can't stand getting to know people that way. If I don't actually like them, I'll never find out that way. Can any of the guys let me know if this is actually an accurate viewpoint, on my part?)

So, yeah. She's asleep right now, at my place, because she refuses to go to her place. And even if she was there, she would probably insist on keeping me in her room by talking so I can't go visit him. Why the hell am I such a push-over? Hell, I don't even agree with her advice, but I'm still following it, just out of fear that I might be bothering him otherwise. What the ******** is wrong with me?

It's a hard thing, to follow your gut. I've had to do it a lot with Rokoko. All I can really say, is learn when you feel you know what you must do, and when to say to those that'd say otherwise, "Thanks, but no." Or "******** you, I'm goin' my way." to be more direct.

Yuki, I know you have deep feelings for Rokoko...and I feel bad that this has happened and that my commission for you may be more hurtful now than joy-bringing. However, I have learned a lot from meeting people over the internet as well.

I can understand why Rokoko is upset. If she sent those pictures to you, they were your responsibility. It's possible she may have sent them to someone else who betrayed her or that someone else posted them from her computer. I wouldn't know, and perhaps you'll never find out. Either way, the best thing to do is say sorry, be honest about the situation and your feelings, and if you she's still upset, let it go.

I know you care about Rokoko, but the best thing a person can find in life is love for oneself. This advice applies to Chiku too; one must stand up for oneself. If you won't even fight for yourself, how can you hope anyone else ever will? Follow your heart and your instincts. Otherwise, what's the point? What's the point of life you can't make it your own, you know? You have to take chances. You have to break away from the people that hold you down, no matter how much you may love them, and some people that you love, you have to let go and just wish them happiness. If something is worth fighting for, fight for it, but you always have to know when to lay down your fire. If you truly want something, the universe will recognize that. Your desire is your power, and you can do great things. If we have known so much of pain, then we deserve happiness. Do all that you can, be satisfied with that, and if things don't play out the way you want, then you can move on knowing that who you were changed the world, even if only a little bit. You're both good people. Yuki, I think you need to let a lot of stuff in your life roll off your shoulders, and Chiku, there's nothing wrong with following your heart. I truly believe hearts can do no bad things, so there's nothing to be afraid of. Fear is our greatest pain, but if we never overcome it, what can we gain?

Believe in yourself, and if doesn't work out, it's not your fault. It's tough finding someone you're compatible with, but you'll never know unless you try.

sweatdrop

Okay. I shall try.

Actually, she's stopped being as annoying about it since finals ended, so it's not so bad.

Edit: Ooh, and I'm writing a story over the summer!

That looks pretty cool. What are you using to edit? I noticed a few jumpy transitions, but overall, I really felt that it was good.

The only thing that was kind of confusing to me at first was him seeing the band members with the black things on their heads and then cutting back to flashbacks. You may want to make the flashbacks grayscale or sepia to signify flashbacks, but I got it on the second or third time.

Anyway, awesome job, and the song is pretty good too. I'm quite impressed.