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As Ben heard this, his eyes widened and anyone could see that he was burning with anger. He clenched his fist and it shook a minute but then he took a deep breath and kept listening. Obviously something had happened to Keira and to think that just before this happened she had helped him and he wasn't able to help her. And Oh God...the things that must have happened to Synge mentally if she was in on all of this. He had a moment of horror as he thought but then realized that if he didn't KNOW something happened to her by just feeling alone then she would have woken him up.

Dear...God...raped...blood...what a sick bas...mother ********! How DARE he come in here while I was sick and screw with my friends!

Ben no longer felt like sitting...he jumped out of his chair and looked like he was out for blood.

I WILL KILL THAT PIECE OF s**t! WHERE IS HE?!

Not even Ben knew he could be so loud and so angry, it was new to him but he felt like he should do his best to take care of the thing that did this and the energy serum made him feel much better...perhaps too good.

Ben was about to retaliate when he was let go but he caught himself and grabbed his cheek. Good ol' Cap, helping him wake up. However, he realized the reality of what all was said and through his hands in the air.

DAMMIT! I AM ******** USELESS! What would I do? That's right...Dammit...

He shook his head and then pulled out a smoke, lighting it and heading out the door.

Look...I am gonna...go get some air...see ya later...

Ben rushes out into the streets feeling utterly defeated at always having to depend on people. He was hungry but that was the farthest from his mind now, he was focusing on the anger and the reality.

(( Be back after lunch ))

((I want to rp but my PSP is about to run out of batteries so I will be in after class!))

(( I is here...don't know if that's a good thing or not. ))

((Ugh...I can't say I really wanted to wake up and read all that Dave. It gave me a ******** headache. Most of what you were defending yourself about was not even why I mentioned God-Moding. Meh...either way, I am about to have to write a reply to each paragraph. Ok so number 1...

#1 - Why would you apologize for God Moding that was expressed or implied and then go to say that this is not what occurred? You are contradicting yourself there is what I really thought. It's like you are apologizing and then making it seem likr you shouldn't even be doing so in the 1st place. My opinion but whatever...

#2 - I will have to dissagree with you here. You may not think he's your God Mode character, but he is. Obviously with Ben you never shown me any God Mode traits. Why Cap though, you did it all up and down the board yesterday. Yes, I understand that you needed a C stronger with "powers" to make this place safe and that's fine. I never had an objection to it. The only issue I have is with all this is that you do it every season. I know there are rules, but even when one hides their face, they are still outed by the wards. Now, I have no issue with them as far as that they need to be up there. But the fact that they can always detect evil makes me not like it. I mean, I can understand if Shea did something and he was inside the tavern then the wards and s**t would do their job. This is fine, I just don't like it when he isn't inside and is told by you that he needs to be feeling scared and s**t.

#3 - I know you put them up, but there was lack of detail in it. I don't expect you to go and post like crazy with everything the wards do. I just was under the impression that if evil were to take place in the tavern, that it will be delt with...

#4 - Damnit...I never said that him sensing the rape or finding it out the way he did was God-Moding. You clearly missed what I was saying. stressed

#5 - Again...I never said that was God-Moding stressed

#6 - Yes see...you said it would likely cause discomfort. That is fine, but I didn't know it would do that. So when Cap came in last night, you pretty much tried to make my C do what you wanted him to based on the wards which I didn't know what they would do. I mean, it's ok to SUGGEST that he felt these things and you can say TRY and stuff like that. It's only when you tell my C or anyone else's for that matter to do somethng, it's God-Moding. And when Sea walked in with no problem, I already told you that I don't know what the wards would do so if I had god-moded, I didn't even realize it. Not to mention I figured if his face was covered then no problems...

#7 - Hmm well he was actually intended just for Keira, but I decided to bring him in to "mingle" with the others. Obviously the other two that met him did not like him and that is fine. I never intended to have him go in there and be a saint in their eyes. However, when Cap came in last night, Shea was OUTSIDE of the tavern. He was NOT touching ANY walls. So this is what made me begin to get angry about everything. I mean, it was all going fine out there and I wasn't going to make him do anything. Then, he showed up telling my C what to feel and s**t. Now I gave it to you, maybe not how you liked...but that is the annoyance of a group RP as you stated right? Maybe next time use words like he SHOULD feel and whatnot, but don't expect my C to react the way you want him to even based on your wards. Which, I believe didn't even pertain to all this ward business bc he was outside not toucing any walls...

#8 - This is why it's so frustrating Dave, because I want to RP here, but constantly have to deal with this...

#9 - *Duley noted* and yes, I have come back despite my anger towards some things becuase I like this place. There is no doubt in my mind that the reason why is because of the way you set it up. Although, you have lost one that was a regular here, not to mention me almost, due to all of why this OOC convo is going on. So maybe you are doing something somewhat wrong, but at the same time right. I suppose you need to find the balance between them. which, I thought you did with Ben until Cap showed up so yeah...

#10 - I accept your apology and I am not angry at all. I just wish you can accept that not everyone can RP how you want them. I know you are use to people who can counteract the "God-Moding" of your character with their own. I, however cannot do this so it frustrates me so. I just hope we can find a balance and I hope you can learn to use words like should, could, would, and try. That is all..))

((Hey, I was busy writing my OOC post! Leave me alone! sweatdrop blaugh ))

((Done! But Cap and Shea are already involved...there is nothing we can to about them now. *Takes hand and shakes* truce!))

((Lol LNS is going to be all giddy that we made up xd ))

((P.S. I dunno if I will be RPing dtoday. My husband is all down and out so if he won't pass out, then I will be spending time with him.))

((OK well ttyl! *huggles LNS* :p))

After some time of watching the empty tavern, Cap falls fast asleep.