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 Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 3:09 pm
I feel like I'm the other side of your mountain, Drew...I've felt tired for what seems like forever and I'm not sure how to shake it. Maybe I could try something magickal but then one also has to examine one's ethics before s/he can do such things.
Considering that and its consequences I still have no idea what to do. Really, now, I'm asking myself "What would Ame do?" but not even you, Lea, would get that reference.
Maybe I'll FB message her for something substantial...though I doubt that'll happen.
I hope I don't go down much further, or else we'd have another depressed and lost college kid on our hands. biggrin
heart heart heart s for everyone!
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 5:19 pm
Leavaros I'm so tired of crying, guys. As the President said, "It is time to put away childish things." Yesterday, everything changed again. I gave in to what must be. I don't rule me anymore--now I wonder if I ever did. Can-baby, can I call you tonight? Sorry, I wasn't online when this message was posted. You can call me any time, Drew. I always have my phone with me.
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Posted: Fri Jan 23, 2009 7:33 am
ugh... i so hate waking up with a flipping headache... it ruins the rest of the day, and i have to work in an hour... luckily i woke up early enough... about an hour ago to take an ibeprofin, so it's starting to go away, but i have a feeling that it's going to linger around a bit today *sigh*
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Posted: Fri Jan 23, 2009 2:10 pm
Ooh, yeah. I've seen a hand fasting, my long-time friend Eric (not Erik XP) had one. It was just like a wedding, but it's not really "legalized". He said she wanted to get married and this was him meeting her halfway. razz
They've been together for a while and have a baby boy. biggrin
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Posted: Fri Jan 23, 2009 3:32 pm
Awesome. Good for them! See, now that is what I would do. Keep pestering me to marry you and I will suggest a handfasting ceremony. Because I don't dig marriage. XD But thats really good, because they haven't split up so far, which goes to prove the point. The minute someone is legally bound to another the entire relationship changes. In a lot of peoples heads, everything is different, because legally they have to share everything with each other, and a lot of people are far, far too greedy to stay in that kind of a relationship for any length of time.
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Posted: Sun Jan 25, 2009 8:06 am
I feel like the earth has been turned upside down almost. It seems like everyone here is extremely stressed out and have problems right now.
With mine it seems every way I try to fix it, it only gets worse. I told all my friends about Cliff and Sean, the one who I was relying on supporting me the most is having a mental breakdown over it and is mad at me.
Though you all will probably be mad at me too, for not following your advice, but going against it. Not only am I not avoiding Cliff, but I'm sleeping with him too. Everyone except my friend Sean are absolutely fine with it. I actually think some of my friends saw it coming. They would tease me saying awe you are so cute together.
His dad doesn't approve of me either. He says I'm too young for him, though Cliff assures me he just wants to cover his a** so he doesn't lose any money.
And as for marriage, I think marriage can be a good thing if you don't rush into it. You really should consider it for a while before you do it. The handfasting is a good idea, but someone who is Christian will probably have to go for marriage. Living together for a year first would be a good way to simulate that, though.
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Posted: Sun Jan 25, 2009 10:09 am
Which is essentially a handfasting, Cari. But hey, whoever you want to be with, be with them. Love is a beautiful thing. You have my support.
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Posted: Sun Jan 25, 2009 10:43 am
Yea, I was just agreeing that it was a good idea whether you call it handfasting or not. And thanks, but I don't know how beautiful it is. He is still torn up about Eileen, the girl he cheated on and I betrayed. cry I don't feel too great about it either. At least one of my other friends agreed that Sean is overreacting and being stupid.
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Posted: Sun Jan 25, 2009 11:18 am
If he cheated on her, he musn't love her very much. I would never do that to somebody I loved, or claimed to love. Do you love him? Love is the most beautiful thing in the world, no matter how it happens. And while she may never forgive you (and will definitely never forgive him), you are still a good person, because you do feel remorse for it, and you do feel like you've betrayed her. Sometimes good people do bad things without realizing it until afterwards. Gods know I've done it a few times, but I do far more good. Have you talked to her about it, or is she not speaking to you?
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Posted: Mon Jan 26, 2009 8:17 am
She yelled at me, made sure there wasn't a chance that I was going to get pregnant, told me to stay away from her and her friends and now acts like she never knew me. So, I wouldn't really call that talking about it, though I did manage to get in a small apology.
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Posted: Mon Jan 26, 2009 11:11 am
Oh, I see. Well, at least you did apologize, and you do feel bad about it. When I was cheated on, there was no apology and he asked me to go out with him again after I found out. So as you can see, you're a much better person than they were.
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Posted: Mon Jan 26, 2009 1:32 pm
I'm actually feeling really, really good. Everything is finally at peace again.
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 1:32 pm
that's good drew...
O.o we had a freak power outage the other day, 6200 people without power for a few hours and it was snowing... it got cold
speaking of cold, i'm getting i'm getting another one... i swear, i get better, then get sick... i hate it... might as well just sleep all damn day, but i have school and work *sigh*
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:40 pm
Good for you, Leavy-Kun.
So until I get my Holistic Health Practitioner's license I'll have to work 20 hours a week or so at this one place that does massages... Probably make 2k/month there. Not bad for part time.
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 8:28 pm
That's good to hear, Leavy. heart I'm feeling better, too.
Grandpa got his results back today--but of course he has to go in for more tests before they'll tell him anything. Its weird, I'll talk to grandma about his condition and what the doctor said, but not him. Maybe it's because I know I call to hear how he's doing and grandma won't spare me as much as he would. Maybe, too, it's my job to make him feel special when I call. Or make them both feel special. Grandma is holding in there beautifully--usually they'd fight a lot, but I don't think she has the heart to do much of that anymore.
Meh. Me ranting. And don't even get me started on ******** university takes all my money.
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