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 Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 8:45 pm
Ty nodded and looked at him before reaching up and gently rubbing a spot on attors neck that would lessen the pain in his head. He had read up on a bunch of pressure points and this one would help him at least tonight fall asleep well. "I'm sorry he beat you up...And im sure. I...don't want elliot to think less of me." he didn't want Attor to either but he felt...better knowing that he had at least saved him from having to know what Lucian would do to him. "Yes you should sleep. I will wake you every few hours to make sure your brain is ok and not swelling as can happen with people who get attacked and punched." He said with a smile as he nuzzled him. "Sleep well please." he said as he lightly fell asleep as well, curled gently against Attor.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 8:49 pm
Attor made a little sound as Ty started rubbing the spot on his neck. He shut himself up quick, but he wasn't able to stop that first sound. He blushed a little no matter how much he was trying to fight his feelings for Ty they were still there. "Ch this...this is nothing." Attor said trying to make Ty not worry so much. "Von totally beat me up worse then this before...." Which so wasn't true...but it could have been worse. He felt like if the old man hadnt scared Lucian off with the shot gun he might have continued to smack Attor head into the floor....until.....well that didn't happen so no reason to think about it. "Yes nurse Tynan." Attor said with a chuckle trying to lighten the mood a little. "Good night Ty..I..." Attor stopped himself from saying I love you and cuddled into Ty more before slipping into sleep.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 8:54 pm
Ty smiled at him and was glad he was helping the other feel better. "Get lots of sleep." he said as he watched him fall asleep. When he was asleep Ty reached out and touched his face softly. "Love you too...Brother..." he said softly, almost a whisper, knowing Attor had almost said it. He knew Attor did, and he knew he did. He just knew he loved him as a brother and not quite in the same way that he loved Elliot...But tonight...he had seen a side of Attor that he really liked...He rested his face against Attor and cried over how close he had come tonight to having been raped, how if the man with the muggle weapon hadn't come in Attor might have died! He might have had to watch his best friend and the closest thing to a brother he would ever have die infront of him! Holding Attor close he cried softly into his shirt till he soon fell asleep as well.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 9:13 pm
Attor never heard what Tynan had said and didn't really even remember the times he was woken up that well. But his night was filled with the horrors of what happened. Most of which he suffered silently to out of it to react, but when he was starting to get closer to waking up he whimpered in his sleep. This round of the nightmare particularly harsh. He saw Lucian's yellow and redish eyes as he punched Attor, Attor fell and was paralyzed. And he had to watch as Lucian had his way with Ty. "No..." Attor whimpered in his sleep his voice shaky like he was about to cry. And when Lucian was done he got up and slowly walk over to Attor before taking of his knife and stabbing it into Attor's chest. A screamed out flailing before rolling off the bed in a tangle of blankets. He grabbed his chest and just lay there trying to catch his breath from being scared so bad.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 9:17 pm
Ty woke him off and on and when he was sure his head was going to be ok and he wasnt bleeding out he just let him sleep. He felt him fight a few times in his sleep but let it be, cause he knew he was doing the same thing. He just pet him and tried to help. In the morning he heard him whimpering and frowned as he opened his very tired eyes. "Attor..." he said softly before the male flailed about and went rolling from the bed screaming. "ATTOR!" He called out as he moved to the side of the bed to peek at him. His hair was a bit messy from all the fighting and the fits last night but he didn't look as bad as he felt. He knew his eyes were a bit red from crying off and on silently through the night. "Are you ok whats wrong?" he asked as he slipped from the bed and hugged his friend and helped him back into his bed and held him close.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 9:21 pm
Attor calmed his breathing specially upon realizing the whole thing hadn't been real. That it was just his mind playing out alternate endings. Attor clung to Tynan not saying anything till he was completely back to breathing right. "I...brain was just being mean to me....had a nightmare.....things went differently...I couldn't save you...I couldn't save myself..." Attor said finally letting go of the place on his chest where he had been stabbed in his dream. He hugged Tynan tight again with both hands. "I'm sorry I startled you...."
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 9:27 pm
Ty nuzzled him and shhhed him softly. "Shhh Attor i know you will always save me. I know you will always be here for me and i'll always be here for you. Don't worry about it cause he did stop and hes gone now. He didn't hurt me. You saved me Attor." He said as he held his friend close and closed his eyes. He hated how upset and terrified his friend sounded. He hated it so much. He kissed Attors face softly and pet his hair gently.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 9:33 pm
Attor seemed to calm down much more as Tynan held him. For a moment in Ty's arms he forgot about Lucian and Elliot. It was just him and Tynan the way he dreamed for things to be. Attor closed his eyes as Ty kissed him and he smiled lightly, but then frowned a little. "But he still did damage...." Attor said sitting up and ran his fingers through Ty's hair. "Are you ok?" Instead of Tynan comforting Attor is should be the other way around. Attor wasn't the one almost raped and he had been in fights before so this was no big deal to him right?
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 9:37 pm
Ty looked at him and blushed when he asked if he was ok. The touch to his face had Ty leaning into the hand. It was nice, to be here with him... He wanted to nod and say it was fine but as he thought about it he started to shake, to tremble with fear as he tried to look at Attor. "N-No...I...im scared. i've...never been with someone like that and to think...h-he might have been my f-first...to think of his h-hands...and...his...his mouth...and then he threatened to kill me...so t-thinking of dieing...Attor im so scared..." he said as he leaned in and curled into Attors chest softly. He was so terrified. He was so worried. "I don't want him to come back. I don't want to ever see him again! I don't want to worry that hes going to keep trying to be my first!" he said as he cried into Attors chest. He would need to send Elliot a letter sometime today and tell him to get here soon so he could have his Elliot there to help comfort him too...
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 9:57 pm
Attor wrapped his arms around Ty and began to stroke his hair. "Its ok to be scared..I'm scared too...I'm sorry I brought him into our life. If he had never seen you out of school he probably would have never taken interest.....I promise no matter what I will protect you from him..." It was the truth Attor would lay down his own life for Ty.
Attor thought again about what Ty said he blushed a little not able to help thinking a small thought that reared itself in his mind. But what he was thinking and what he would allow himself to do were two different things and he frowned as reality took over. "Maybe...." Attor looked away not wanting to say this at all. "Maybe you should take it to the next level with Elliot? That way it could take away part of the fear?" Oh that stung deep in his chest but he held on to Tynan non the less. Oh how much he wanted to offer himself instead, but it was just as much his responsibility to behave as much as it was Ty's.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 10:11 pm
Ty looked at him and sniffled. He felt better knowing that Attor was scared too. He looked away as he tried not to think about what had almost happend and then blushed when he said that he should take things to the next level with Elliot. He looked at him and blushed. "R-really? You...think...think i should ask him?" he said even as his head said that asking Elliot would propbably scare him and make him too uncomfortable...knowing that it might scare him and it probably wouldn't happen for a lot longer. He blushed at the idea and knew he liked it and wanted to ask but knew he would be too scared. "I...can try to bring it up...he still gets flustered when i kiss him..." he said with a small smile as he thought about the face Elliot would make when Ty asked him to have sex with him.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 10:15 pm
Attor was looking the other way now he sucked his lip slightly where there was a cut from one of Lucian's punches. It reminded him he must look at sight right now..His head turned to the mirror cross the room and he couldn't really notice his state. All he saw was Ty and him in bed together. He sighed out loud not meaning to, it was only an illusion, they might as well be in the dorm filled with others. Attor looked away again holding Ty tighter he would enjoy this while he still could even if it was fake.
"Yeah you should. You've been together long enough and...its about time you catch up with me an loose that virginity." Attor said trying his best to joke a bit. Wait had he ever told Tynan he had had sex before....Attor blushed not sure if he had or not. Then having a flash back to that Hufflepuff girl he had escaped with out to the green house. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to have relations with someone that wasn't special, but it sure felt right at the time.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 10:23 pm
He looked at him when he said he had...lost his...and blushed. "you...you arnt?" he asked softly as he looked at him. He felt weird now...he didn't like knowing that his best friend wasn't one and hadn't...told him when it had happened. He thought that Attor would tell him soemthing like that...He bushed and wondered what fgirl had been special enough to get Attor...His best friend...his brother... "I guess i should try...it...its only right now and...I...don't want to be the only one you know..." he said as he absentmindedly played with Attors shirt and sighed. "I just...dunno what to do or how to ask him...."
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 10:30 pm
"No....I'm not...remember that Hufflepuff girl Lucian joked about being a slut and everyone had such a fuss about it and protected her. Well..." Attor rubbed his nose in a nervous fashion. "Turns out she kinda is one...I mean not in a mean way...just she asked...and I agreed....." Attor blushed and felt guilty...why did he feel guilty about this? Its not like he was dating Ty or had some pact to have sex with him first or something.
Attor laughed..."You are so not the only virgin I know..the twins are virgins, pretty much all my friends from the business league are virgins, and Quillian just sorta has to be a virgin I mean really..what girl in their right mind or boy for that matter? ....Well eh, don't ask I think.....asking makes things a little weird and planned out. I'm sure you've kissed him before right? Do it again and if it feels right just start...you know like touching and....." Attor blushed and loosened his grip on Ty talking like this with Ty was not a good idea first thing in the morning. "I'm...hungry I'm gonna take a shower then breakfast if your ok with that...." Attor didn't wait careful not to show certain parts of himself he got up and headed to the shower.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 11:12 pm
Ty looked at him as he left. so he had with that one girl? And Ty...hadn't even with Elliot...He had kissed him, they kissed a lot when Ty could get him to calm down and stop being worried about it.But... Touch him? how? where? Like his face? He didn't understand... Sighing as Attor walked away and to the bathroom he bit his lip a little and wondered what he was supposed to do. He knew why Attor had hurried away. Ty had problems like that in the morning too, especially when he had his dreams about Elliot. He was in too much shock right now to be worried about a morning wood though. He curled up on the bed and tried to wait it out for Attor to come back but he grew scared as he looked at the window. What if Lucian was still near by. He grabbed the blanket and went and sat next to the closed bathroom door to wait. If Lucian came then he could be really close to Attor at least.
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