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" Tell me about it, it's enough to drive a guy to do some crazy things"

Chubbs was feeling the effects of the whiskey start to play with his senses. He forgot how much of a depressive drunk he was.

" Think nothing of it mate, what are complete strangers for?"

Chubbs gave him a wink and sipped his drink.

Chubbs looked at the bar, and started circling an infinity symbol on it with his claw. He sighed again, he wasn't sure what he should say.

" Yeah...I do... I mean look at me... I'm a killing machine.. I didn't want this though. I wanted kids... to be the knight that chased away the mosters, not be the monster"

Chubbs looked down at the floor and closed his eyes, trying not to cry.

Chubbs drank some more and then another and filled up his and Vasile's glass. He looked over at him with a raised brow.

" Everyone seems to know this damn chicks name, how would I know her?"

Chubbs wanted to know if he actually knew this woman or not.

" How would I feel?, I dunno, normally I would have panicked and gone to fess up out of guilt. Right now, I only know two feelings, calm and happy...or the combined pissed off levels of a grizzly bear, a wolverine and a tasmanian devil"

Chubbs listened carefully, and smirked a little, hearing about Billy. Hah, sucked in. Then Jamal, yeah, Chubbs pretty much hated all the staff, one most of all.

" If ya talkin bout who I think ya are, I seen her once. I'd have my reasons to hurt her, cuz I was trying to help Awen, and she did nothing but be a complete and utter b***h to my face."

Chubbs sipped his drink again and frowned.

" Jamal's not the only one mate, I don't like em, one bit. Especially Sabin, he's the one guy, buzzer or not, I would go for on sight"

Chubbs made his drink a little extra stronger this time, even though he was getting a bit more intoxicated.

" What bout you?, any thoughts?, think you did it?... ya know, could probably go see where I woke up in the jungle, might have an idea about what I got up to"

Chubbs chuckled and rest back against the bar, looking up to the ceiling. He was feeling a bit tispy right now. It could have been anyone really, even the knife gave options to those that weren't predators.

" It'd take some one like Jesus to have a chance of organising this mob. And a genius like Einstein to come up with a plan of how to get the chips out or stop em from doing a mass buzzer knock out."

Chubbs turned and looked at the dog like guy.

" This I don't think was planned or the fault of any of the islanders. This I think was a screwed up experiment. Think about it, the lock down was an experiment, and now everyones waking up with days missing in their heads. We weren't in control of anything we did in that time. It's just a big balls up"

Chubbs blinked and then frowned, thinking. The images he remembered when he woke up. Closing his eyes he tried to remember again.

" I don't remember feeling like I ate or anything, and I've been eating alot now days. If I attacked something, I don't think I ate it."

Tapping his skull, he tried to focus on what little he had.

" There was this flash, lik... uh... green.. like scales..... and a hissing sound. But all that comes through most of all was I was pissed!"