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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 5:21 pm
The Dude smirked: "What I would do? I'd smoke up, put on my shades and go hug every one who'd snerk at my furry a**. I'd also ask every single chick to scratch me behind the ears. If they have a sense a humor, they would, too."
He finished his second bottle: "But I am stuck here, ya know. And I'm just a beach bum, not a strappy Olympic contender like yourself."
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 5:41 pm
Ambrose couldn't help but smile at the mental image. He could indeed picture the Dude doing just that. But he wasn't The Dude - far from it. "Maybe" He said quietly, finally. "I think I'd prefer to speak with at least a couple of them in a more controlled situation first, at the very least."
He kicked at the carpet "I do think that is the big problem. I have things going on in my life that I can't very well abandon. I can't exactly participate in the Olympics if I'm stuck on this Island, except for perhaps the special Olympics" He said bitterly. "And there are people that I need... Angelina specifically..." He shook his head and looked back at his companion. "How can you do that, I mean, just drift? No direction in your life, no... no cause or greater purpose?" The concept was so alien to Ambrose to just be and not worry about the specifics. He had always been driven - be it by his parents or by his own goals, not content to just let the world pass him by.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 6:26 pm
As Ambrose spoke, the expression on the Dude's face got a tad sharper. The kid's only worry was about himself, not about everyone else stuck on this island. He had Olympics to go to and he seemed to care little about what would happen to Greer or Cassidy or Em, only wishing to get the hell out himself. When Ambrose was finished, the Dude put down his empty plate on the floor and stood up. Calmly, he took out a cigarette and lit it. Then he looked at Ambrose in the twilight of the room and said:
"You know what, Dogboy, I ain't your babysitter and I ain't your mother. And I sure as hell don't have to explain myself to you. You know s**t about life's direction and greater purpose."
He took a drag from his cigarette and continued, before Ambrose had a chance to speak up:
"So you sit here and get over your self pity, you selfish son of a b***h, while I am going to go warn the others about the recent developments. Come out when you are ready to face the world like a human being."
With that the Dude opened the door and walked out into the light.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 6:52 pm
The words came at Ambrose like a slap in the face. Immediately he felt like the biggest heel in the world for his actions and disregard for the others and the situation that they most likely were all in. The insults that stripped him of his humanity even in his own actions "Face the world like a human being" were not lost on Ambrose.
The only person he had felt comfortable talking to had just walked out on him for being an absolute a**. He was miserable, and he had been wallowing in his own misery. There was a much bigger scope to this than just him, and he felt like a child. His biggest fear was the rejection by his peers, and in focusing too hard on that he had gotten just what he was trying to avoid. Some gentleman he was, some gentleman indeed.
The man whom he had looked down on with his first impression was proving in all aspects to be a better "man" than he tried so hard to be. More self-loathing and pity brimmed in his chest, and he swore at himself for it.
He was out there doing what Ambrose should be doing. And Ambrose was still sitting there. Doing nothing. Too much of a damn coward to do anything about it.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 8:19 pm
Five minutes after the Dude had walked out there was a knock on the door: "Ambrose? I am sorry, man. I was being an a**. I brought Greer. Can she come in?"
There was silence. The Dude knocked again. No answer.
"Crud." - he leanded with his forehead against the door, then turned around to face Greer. "Well, erm. I think we wait. He might need time."
Greer suggested they should go eat first and the two left.
It was maybe ten minutes later when there was a second knock on the door. The Dude's voice asked: "C'mon Ambrose, let us in. Greer doesn't bite. She is a smart cookie and she might help you out here. And I am sorry. "
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 8:24 pm
Greer smiled a little at the cookie comment, and then spoke up in what she hoped was a caring, concerned tone.
"Let us in Ambrose, please? We're all going through this together, and we need each other's help."
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 8:26 pm
Ambrose had been in the shower when the Dude had come by. His speach had really shaken him, truly making him feel like an utter b*****d, despite how much he honestly wanted to be a good person. He had been right, absolutely right. And he really needed to clear his head.
He blocked out the world, soaping himself up and scrubbing hard... hoping that maybe, just maybe all of the deformities woudl wash away like so much soap suds..... to no avail, it just left him with a clean, shiny sparse coat of fur.
Finally, coming out of the shower, his sleep-pants on, and toweling off his hair, he heard the (second) knock on the door.
He heard the Dude's voice and came to the door, but hearing his words made him hesitate... even if just for a moment. Greer. She was here... She'd see him like.... He shook his head resolutely, The Dude's words reverberating through his head. With a deep breath he jerked the door open and swallowed his anxiety, trying his damndest to look confident. However, he was having a very hard time meeting the Dude's eyes after his parting words.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 8:35 pm
((Whoops XD Oh yeah - and post order: Dude, Greer, Ambrose, Matthew ))
"Hey Ambrose." - the Dude said simply and walked into the darkness of the apartment. "I''ve filled in Greer on some of the details, but it woudlnt'' hurt for her to hear it out of your own mouth."
With that he plopped onto the same chair he was sitting in before
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 8:49 pm
Greer had long ago mastered the art of sticking a genuine-looking smile on her face and keeping it there, come what may. It had got her through many a time of just not knowing what was the appropriate response was and hoping a smile would get her through. It was certainly serving her now.
"Hello Ambrose! How are you feeling?" Following the Dude in she stayed standing near her decidedly altered friend, deciding that the best way to give aid was to be a comforting, physical presence.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 9:00 pm
Ambrose's nervous, stiff posture actually loosened a bit as Greer's first reaction wasn't horror or shock, but frendliness and concern. A small smile found its way to his face - barely - and he stepped aside, welcoming them in and gesturing to the chairs.
"H...hi Greer" He squeaked. He nodded at the Dude as well "Thank you" he mumured quietly to him and retreated to his bed to sit on the edge.
"I'm feeling.... well... I'm not quite sure to be pefectly honest. Physically... the pain's receeded for the most part... Mentally..." he trailed off, realizing that being honest would either make him look weak or fishing for sympathy.
He looked back to the Dude, catching a moment belatedly that he had suggested explaining.
"I.... I received a second injection the other day. Supposedly just the second injection of the study I'm a part of. Let me remind you that they told me that there weren't going to be any permanent affects to whatever it was. Yesterday afternoon - right at the end of our match - I started itching like crazy. I showered and called it a night early... then.... " He heaved a breath, getting annoyed again "I started sprouting HAIR." He sighed, and continued "IT.... continued for the rest of the night until the end of it I was like this. Greer - you know about medicine and things like that somewhat, right? You can't do this with just hormones or drugs - the hair and nails maybe, but.... but the rest? Matt's right about this being Genetic, isn't he? Is this permanent? Can it be reversed? Do you honestly think that they are still going to keep up their end of the bargain and let me leave in 4 days... and.... do you think ... " He hesitated "That the other injections people are getting.... you know..." He swallowed hard, realizing he was probably overwhelming the poor woman.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 9:05 pm
The agitation and hurry in the Dude's voice back at the cafeteria had sparked Matt's interest. Something was definitely going down... so, being the curious little scientist he was, he had followed.
He'd wound up in front of Ambrose's duplex a few minutes after the Dude and Greer had. He felt awkwardly out of place; he'd only seen Ambrose once, and briefly at that. Still, if something was wrong... He didn't know how much help he could be, but he wanted to at least find out what had happened.
Completely oblivious to Ambrose's current state of affairs, Matt tentatively knocked on the doorframe of the room, glancing at the shadows in the dark.
"Err.. hello? Anyone? Sorry if I'm intruding. Is everything alright...?"
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 9:15 pm
The Dude stood up from his chair and trotted over to the door, not really looking at Ambrose and wheter he was protesting to the new intrusion. Matt actually might know something here. Opening the door, he blocked the insides of the room out for Matt thru his own bulky shape and said quietly to him:
"Yo. Before I let you in, you have to promise not to panic and keep your voice down, okey? Okey. Go in. Be kind."
With that he turned his head around to Ambrose and Greer and said: "You guys talk, i am gonna see who else I can find in the village. I'm not gonna be much help here anyway. See ya soon."
With that, he let Matthew into the room and walked out.
((Okeys, have fun RPing, folks XD))
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 9:21 pm
She was really, really not the person to be doing this. Greer had never understood people properly - not the way she understood insects, anyway. The nonverbal alienness that scared everyone else away from arthropods was exactly the thing that had drawn her in. You couldn't say the wrong thing to bugs and garner worried looks or ridicule. You couldn't get an ant upset because you hadn't nodded fast enough or anger a mantis for missing a joke. Insects were safe and sensible, unlike humans. And here she was, expected to make everything right with a kind word and a warm smile. Bah. Not all females were born with the empathy gene.
Her mother had been, though. What would mummy do?
Nodding to the departing Dude Greer stepped forward, wrapping Ambrose a light, tentative hug and giving him plenty of room to react badly since she wasn't precisisely sure this was the correct form of action.
"To be honest, I'm no doctor, but we'll figure this out and make it right somehow, I promise. I've been injected and lied to, the same as you. We're in this together."
Please, please, please let her not have just messed up!
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 9:26 pm
Ambrose heard the knock at the door and Matthew's voice. He hardly knew him... but he had seemed to know more about the facilities itself than the rest of them, and had seen genuine enough. He was here on vacation for God's sake - and if he was in the same situation as well....
He took a shaking breath - his nervousness crying out at suddenly being on display for what seemed like half of the residents of the Island, but he held firm... or at least thought he was doign a good job holding firm.
"No... no I wouldn't say everything is "all right"" Ambrose began as the newcomer came into the room, and he clicked on the lamp by the bedside table.
He didn't pull away from Greer's hug, though he seemed a bit unsure of how to react to it as well - on one hand it felt so comforting... and on the other, the feeling of his fur rubbing against her clothing was a painful reminder of his situation.
"Thank you, Greer.... honestly. It means a lot - and from your volunteering of information about the mosquitos not being the right species... well, we knew we could trust you. Even if you did think you were with the scientists...." He gave a small smile.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 9:42 pm
Matthew paused as the Dude walked past him, a feeling of slight dread and confusion welling up at the beach bum's words. He took careful heed of the warning, and walked into the room, treading quietly. This was definitely one of those 'proceed with caution' situations. Even the air felt thick with an ill-at-ease sort of quality to it.
He couldn't really see much of the room, wondering why he'd been told not to panic, and why it was so dark. Had Ambrose gotten hurt somehow? The sudden lamplight chased away not only the dark, but also the confusion as to what was the matter.
Matthew stared for a moment, letting his eyes readjust to the light, and then for another moment after that. His brain was doing frantic cartwheels trying to piece together what it was seeing just now; at the surreality of the situation before him. Though he'd only seen Ambrose one short time, he could definitely tell the man looked... well. Look at him. 'Different' was one of many words racing through his mind at the moment.
With a suddenly rather dry feeling in his mouth, he spoke quietly in disbelief. "Ambrose.. is that... is that fur?"
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