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 Posted: Thu Jan 15, 2009 6:02 pm
Outlaw Night It has been over a year a half since I last got on gaia. Believe it or not I never even planned on stopping back then but one bad turn of event after another and another made me lose myself completely. For over a year, I pretty much stopped caring about anything and I mean anything and just isolated myself from the outside world. I lived so long not knowing the pain people felt when they lose something important but then my time came. I not only learn what it meant to lose something important but what is also means to lose almost everything all at once. It hurts 10 times no 100 times more than the time I fell off the roof of a 2 story house and broke my leg. It has been about 2 months since I finally snapped out of that state and started to go about life as normally as I could. I finally realized that despite everything that happened that nothing will get done if I just do nothing. That also there is nothing else in this world that could possibly happen that could be worse that what I went through. This is truly rock bottom for me. All there is left to do is to crawl out and start over. Time will make things better I am sure of that. On a brighter note, I see a lot has changed and this guild as well. A lot of old members are still here as well with some new faces unless there were name changes. Well I hope things have been going well for each of you. I hope to try to become more active again so I will see you all around. I really sorry to hear you've had such a shitty time - but I'm glad to see you posting, and hope to see more of you!! biggrin You've been missed!! 3nodding heart
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Posted: Sun Mar 01, 2009 8:32 am
Well today was going to be busy but fun.
7am wake-up, 8am/8:30am pangcake breakfast-making with my dad @ the church 'till 1pm
then 1pm 'till whenever SCA hang-out/meeting/heraldry (probably 'till 7 or 8pm)
And bah.
See, my dad & I try to do the pancake breakfast thing together whenever we can - it only happens once a month.
Usually I can't make it, because of my medical stuff.
But today I got up, ready and everything (flipped my sleep cycle in 1 day, so I'd be able to) - and then I realized it was already 8am - dad's usually up & showered by then, so I knock on his door and double check ...
Appreantly he didn't get enough sleep last night. sad
And I'm sad & dissapointed ... But I don't want to SAY anything because its not his fault - he just couldn't get to sleep. But at the same time ... I'm still dissapointed & sad... Not in my father - just at the fact the situation. sad
*siigh* so I'm up and make-up'd ... with nothing to do.
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Posted: Wed Aug 12, 2009 6:31 am
Today I learned a new use for milk crates today:
http://ecorenovator.org/diy-superefficient-fridge-1-kwh-day/
Get a chest fridge and/or freezer and have two columns of milk crates for storage wink
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Posted: Sat Aug 15, 2009 4:27 am
Today I had a dream today. In it you could buy a two sided tshirt, one side was a tacky horzizontal giant three stripe bold colour blue white red with giant Pepsi logo in centre, advertised for starting giant coke vs pepsi gang fights in Mexico; other side was a really nice black, with red Canadian hockey on it. This was not the weirdest part of the dream, but it was the funniest (so mundane and random).
Rofl, gotti vs simplicity? rofl
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Posted: Sat Aug 15, 2009 5:42 pm
Lol, that is a weird dream. My avvie looks like a dream. Someone that can grant wishes. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Aug 15, 2009 6:59 pm
Start a thread in chatterbox granting the wishes of the first four people to wish for coke or pepsi? And then send them the "Big old tire" item from the fishing game?
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Posted: Sat Aug 15, 2009 9:39 pm
jupiter4000 Lol, that is a weird dream. My avvie looks like a dream. Someone that can grant wishes. sweatdrop It does, super cute! I loooove those borelasis hairs - I want them allllll!
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 9:15 pm
How is my day....That's a big question. It's been two years since I talked to any of you and a lot has changed in my life. The boy I was dating at the time talked me into quitting Gaia (and many other fun things) because he thought they were 'stupid' I don't even know why I did it...I kinda lost myself in trying to make him happy. But this October he left me. I thought it was the end of the world, it sure felt like it, but now I'm so glad he did that. I'm starting to get to know myself better again.
Then he decided my birthday (yesterday...This is how it all working into today xd ) was a good time to tell me he regrets leaving me, that his life is s**t without me, and he still loves me. I felt nothing. No I felt satisfaction that the man who told me i wasn't good enough for had finally realized how much he had lost. I know id he had said that a month ago I'd have gone back to him, offered to try over, but not now. I know better. I feel strong and empowered. It's a good feeling. I'm still feeling it today.
So that's whats been up with me. I missed you guys and I heart you all.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 3:05 pm
Alexiandra How is my day....That's a big question. It's been two years since I talked to any of you and a lot has changed in my life. The boy I was dating at the time talked me into quitting Gaia (and many other fun things) because he thought they were 'stupid' I don't even know why I did it...I kinda lost myself in trying to make him happy. But this October he left me. I thought it was the end of the world, it sure felt like it, but now I'm so glad he did that. I'm starting to get to know myself better again. Then he decided my birthday (yesterday...This is how it all working into today xd ) was a good time to tell me he regrets leaving me, that his life is s**t without me, and he still loves me. I felt nothing. No I felt satisfaction that the man who told me i wasn't good enough for had finally realized how much he had lost. I know id he had said that a month ago I'd have gone back to him, offered to try over, but not now. I know better. I feel strong and empowered. It's a good feeling. I'm still feeling it today. So that's whats been up with me. I missed you guys and I heart you all. That is awesome! I'm so glad to hear that you've gotten over the guy so well, after being controlled so much in your relationship. Alex moving on to bigger and better things is great! heart
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Posted: Mon Jan 18, 2010 8:41 am
Thank you very much smile
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Posted: Thu Jan 28, 2010 9:42 am
Days are kinda blending together. Overall, work has been crummy but for no one reason in particular. People are quitting left right and center for whatever reason (suppose that is the way of the food service industry), so the bosses are stressed and working all these extra shifts. And asking me to work more too. I reaaaally really don't want to. sweatdrop Nights suck enough as it is 2 days a week, lol. Nights are like....a butt ******** of cleaning, plus you have to serve people until 10, with only 30 minutes after that to sweep, mop, clean the food area, and close the computer. It almost always takes us more like 40-50 to do that. Plus with all the new people coming in too, it can take till 11 to get out of there. Also new people don't do s**t during the day. I got there yesterday at 4 to a pile of frigging dishes! Should *not* be happening. And it was stupidly stacked too *pet peeve* - like they put the long bin on the bottom, then 2 pans on top, with more long bins on top of that! Who does that? Are you trying to make jenga dishes? Then the list of s**t to do is changed so that all the heavy/time-consuming stuff is supposed to be done in the last hour. Well, s**t now we definitely will take longer. D:
/endrant, lol. I don't wanna work, I just wanna bang on my drum all day dammit.
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 12:02 pm
Don't take extra shifts; say no and you've always been working as many as you can handle. They hired a bunch of shady people. They pissed them all off into quitting. They can deal with it.
Today I cleared out my bookmarks for the month:
Cat summoned for jury duty (don't know how credible this story was, but funny enough)
http://www.kare11.com/news/whatsup/whatsup_article.aspx?storyid=835398&catid=333
Raising awareness:
http://nonadventures.com/2010/01/09/the-breast-intentions/
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Posted: Mon Feb 01, 2010 10:31 pm
I think I'm falling in love. heart
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 6:24 am
Alexiandra I think I'm falling in love. heart that is awesome! i bet you feel all gooey on the inside.... who is the lucky lover?
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