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Posted: Sat Mar 03, 2007 3:07 pm
Layla stood in a general shopping store looking around in a very confused manner. Her car was already full of stuff for Tamesis, items she gotten off of websites. Now since she was unsure of TamTam's real age she just shooted older rather than younger. She already spent several hours of hell trying clothes on. Tamesis may be quiet, oh thank sweet god in heaven for that, but he hated her doing anything for him. While his independence was nice (and all the websites told her to encourage that) it really slowed down the day. She had to sit there and wait while he slowly dressed himself and undressed himself several times till she found out his size. Then she just grabed that size and ran. Never has her credit card seen so much action.
She had furniture comming to her apartment, an entire new wardrobe in her car and several items that just made her life easier. Now she was trying to pick out toys for TamTam. Not that he was any help. He just sat in his carrier and watched with this unblinking intensity that made even the care free fox shift slightly in worry. Everytime she offered him a toy he just held it, no playing for him, he just held it. Finally she just grabed some stuffies and threw them into her cart. Now she had to try to find something else to get him.
"Someone please shoot me"
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Posted: Sat Mar 03, 2007 5:00 pm
Lavi and Ayame entered the store, Ayame nearly hopping with excitement as she clung to Lavi's pants leg and focused on the store before her. She loved going to the store, it always meant she went home with something new to draw with, or clothes that made her feel like one of her drawings. Her wings fluttered with excited anticipation. Impressively Ayame stayed quiet, contrary to her usual demeanor, though it must have been an effort for the sheer amount of physical exertion she performed instead
As Lavi began to walk so did Ayame, her eyes wide and taking in everything with an eager desire to "know". Her sight soon settled on Layla and the little butterfly girl could feel the womans stress, compelling her to draw but, for lack of something to draw on she tugged at Lavi's leg until her guardian ceased to go towards the clothing and, eyes on her ancy illusion, began to head in Layla's direction, much to Ayame's pleasure. Lavi lifted her gaze to see what she was being led to and found herself short of Layla, the stress evident in her eyes and the feeling of another illusionary guardian about her.
"Are you alright miss?" she turned to look down at Ayame for a moment, "It's ok, you can calm down, why don't you say hello since you've brought us over here littling."
Ayame smiled and nodded, satisfied, and went over to Layla, giving her a judgemental look before greeting her as she smoothed her dress, it's silken fabric a blending match of pink and silver to accompany wings and hair.
"Hello, I am Ayame!"
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 2:32 am
Layla was surpised at being aproched. That was a new one for her. Normally she aproched people or at least years of self defense training coupled with fox ears makes it hard for people to sneak up on a girl, but she was really stressed. She geussed she looked it since these people seemed to be really concerned. Layla smiled at the girl, she was adorable, maybe Layla want to play airplane. Really the fox was fine with kids, just as long as they weren't hers. So she gave the woman a strained smile.
"I feel like a divorced dad with his one a month visit" she said truthfully, laughing weakly as her tail and ears drooped with the bad joke. Okay so she wasn't funny right now. Looking down at her hands Layla realized she was deciding between a toothbrush and toothpaste. Since they were both for kids she just threw both in her cart and turned to where Tamesis sat paitently. He glanced down at the girl though and then looked back to Layla. No words were spoken but the fox reached over and picked him up and out. It had been a bloody battle getting him into that seat as he couldn't do it by himself but getting him out was easy enough, hopefully putting him back in would be easily. Layla didn't think her arms could carry him any longer.
"I'm a new mom" she admited, "It was sort of...sprung on me" she gave another weak laugh, and finding her hands empty she put one out. "I'm Layla, Layla Heaton. This is my son, Tamesis" Her other hand went too his head.
Tameis looked up at the woman with a long steady look, one that made a person think he was memorizing their details so he'd never mistake them for someone else. It was looks like that reminded Layla of cops, or certain shady drug deals, both types of people she liked to avoid right now. Luckly Tamesis didn't have much other cop like or drug deal like qualities. Layla wasn't sure if she could live with ethire one.
Silver eyes turned their attention to the girl next, he was slightly taller as he looked and frowned at her wings. He looked at her wings, than his, noting the many differences. Odd, there were more than one type of wings. And it seemed big people didn't have any. No that wasn't right, he saw a grown neko with wings. Wings differeant than his or the girl's. This Ayame person. How odd.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 9:42 am
Ayame grinned and turned her attention to Tamesis, where her eyes locked with his. He had wings too...but they were black and a little smaller. She quietly reached up to try and make contact but her cursed height was still not enough, thus she settled with waving at the other illusion. She fluttered her wings in a quiet attempt at companionship and continued to look up at him inquisitively.
Lavi nodded with a smile. so Ayame had led her to a new guardian who seemed about ready to collapse.
"Lavi, Lavi Devinheart. Good to meet you properly miss Layla. Ayame is a bit energetic at times, but she's mellowing out a bit, your Tamesis shouldn't be that hard to care for, he's so quiet and calm, what has you in such a rush and beyond the new bond between you, stressed? you're going to run yourself into the ground continuing like this."
She reached out slowly and ruffled Tamesis's hair with a smile. He was so quiet at his age compared to how Ayame had been then, how quaint!
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 12:21 pm
Layla gave another strained laughed as she turned to look at the little girl. Would she deal better with more energy? Or should she be greatful for this quiet one? Oh god she just didn't know. Damnit she needed some help! Next time she gets a kid Layla was going to get a damn dad involed. Then at least she could throw the kid at someone else when she felt like screaming her head off. Worse all this stress had brough some serious creativity on her (damnit) and she couldn't draw. Layla was miserable. And for some reason that made the kitsune happy.
"I'm ******** up" she muttered, mostly to her self then sinced at her choice of words. "Sorry. Not use to having kids" she admited blushing. Taking two calming breaths Layla closed her eyes, trying to pretend she was practicing a new move. She had to be calm for that. A few deep breaths later she opened her eyes again. "Anyway...sorry for being so frazzeled. I'm afraid I have a serious lack of cofidence in myself" She grined brightly after saying like.
Tamesis was glad to be on the ground. He watched his mother, tilting his head slightly at the new word then shruged as he turned to look at the girl. He took a few steps forward, but kept his wings back, for some reason the thought of the bright gril infront of him trying to touch his darkened wings didn't seem right at all. She was the light, she shouldn't be tainted with the darkness of his wings. She wasn't born into the dark like he was.
Was she? She had wings like him, maybe she was just a different kind of what ever he was. He heard his mother call him an Illiusionary, then eventually told him what an illiusion was. He was born of an illiusion, born from a trick of light (or shadows) maybe she was too.
"Illiu?" he tried to ask, only able to pronouce part of the word. Tamesis hadn't done much talking, mostly he just prefered to learn. He pointed to Ayame though, than to himself, "Illiu?"
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 5:15 pm
Lavi gave another soft smile and lay a hand on Layla's shoulder. "These are more then children, at least Ayame is to me, these are our charges as they come from a world with more chaos then you an imagine...." her voice lowered almost to a whisper, "it's something you have to see to fully understand..."
She perked back up quickly, setting aside the visions of turmoil and chaos she had experienced and turning towards what thus far looked to be a better future, at least from what she could tell of the other Illusions. I'll help you through this love, you can count on me to lend a hand when you can't stand on your own two feet from any problems you're having. All you need to do is know, just know, and you won't have a problem with your confidence or anything your adorable little Tamesis could put you through.
Ayame pouted when the little illusion held his wings away, making only one more brief attempt to touch them before her attention diverted itself to Tamesis himself. A little timidly she leaned forward and looked him over more thoroughly. She could feel something about him, hiding what should have been his element as Aure*[PD What are Friends?] had taught her during her visit.
Ayame listened as Tamesis tried to speak and found herself reminded of how she had been recently, able to understand but not to talk enough to be understood very well. She nodded, knowing what he meant and pointed at him, "Tamesis, Illusion." then back at herself "Ayame, Illusion!" She edged closer to peer right into his eyes, keeping her hands at her sides and out a little as she peered at him, her wings fanning open and closed slowly. After a moment she proferred a hand, slowly, and held it palm up to him. "Happy to meet you, Tamesis."
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 11:20 pm
Layla watched her close, ears perking slightly at the mentioned of choas and danger. Looking down to her quiet son with the big watchful eyes. Layla saw it was a sad thing when a child looked at you with no innocence in his eyes. No childlike innoce anyway. He had some innocence. The innocence of the stupid, which wasn't real innocence at all. And since she knew he wasn't stupid he'd be loosing that innocence soon enough, nothing she could do (or wanted to do about that)
"Well I live on chaos. It's what makes me money" she admited. When things got calm, she got bored and then she couldn't draw and then she couldn't sell her drawings for money. "Though I have to admit, help sounds great right now. My mom and I aren't on good terms right now. I tried to contact my uncle but he isn't responding back, which is rare for him" Which really was just a whole new worry on the fox girl.
Tamesis smiled when the girl understood what he said, it was a shy bashful smile, as if he really wasn't sure what to do with a pretty bright girl smiling at him, but at the same time proud that he managed to express himself. He frowned though as he struggled to say more. Speaking was just another thing he had to learn, another thing to know. Tamesis was obessed with knowing, knowing everything he possibly could. With knowlege came power after all.
"Ha-py to meeeee-t" he struggled with the syllables, slipping overing them as he tried to say the four words. "Yeeeeeeou" he finally grined when the words were out, promising himself that he would practice them at night. Tamesis found that he was rarely tired and didn't seem to need as much sleep at Layla did, which just gave him more time to pratice stuff.
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 6:31 am
Lavi nodded and then smiled as a thought occured to her, "Do you and Tamesis need somewhere to stay for a while? Tamesis can share a room with Ayame and you can take my bed, i've wanted a good excuse to camp out on the couch since I got it." She looked past Layla at the cart and shook her head. "You won't need nearly half of what you've gotten If 'm any judge of things, " she picked up a toy that looked far closer to a toy for a girl, "like this, i wouldn't think, unless you got it for yourself!" She smiled softly and placed her hand on Layla's shoulder caringly. "I'll do what I can to help you two out. Oh! look at his smile! That blush makes him adorable!"
Ayame grinned gleefully, her wings beating rapidly in her excitement. What could she do with this new playmate? What would he do? she waited eagerly, hopping slightly from her inability to contain her new found energy.
She soon found an outlet as she backed up a few steps and beckoned for Tamesis to follow. Surely there was something here they could do for fun while her guardian and the other Woman...Layla she had called herself?...talked!
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 4:00 pm
"I wont?" the fox looked back at her cart and her ears drooped. s**t what if she wasted a lot of money on stuff TamTam didn't need? Then the girl toy was brought up and a whole new fear hit her. What if everything she got for Tamesis was too girl? That would be a whole lot of moeny down the drain. The fox let out a whimper as she tried to calm herself down again, setting ehrself to work into a frenzi again. So she tried to focus on this woman's, Lavi's, words.
"Actually, I got a place to stay. TamTam and I are sharing a bed but I got someone looking for a bigger place" she admited. Good thing she had plenty of moeny stashed away from royalties. Oh yes did she love royaltiess, and the writer who just didn't sell his work to the publishing house but actually demanded a part of what the book sold. Of course their next book was going to get a bigger percentage but that was fine with her. She'd need more moeny now.
Layla than turned to her son where she stoped and smiled, looking at him. He really was cute, especially with that smile. She'd have to draw that sometime, if she could trick another smile out of him, or maybe she'd be able to remember it. She really hoped so, but didn't trust herself today.
As attentionwas brought to Tamesis's blush increased but his smile faded. He really wasn't one for much attention. Honestly Ayame, that was the girl's name right?, was much preetier, she should be the one to get the attention. Not him. He looked up at his mother who seem to keep on looking franticly at stuff. He really wondered what they were suppose to do with all the stuff. The clothes he got but how much did he need?
Then Ayame started to move on, Tamesis thought for a moment she was abandoning him before she beckoned with her finger. Smiling he moved forward, easily ditching his mother for this other girl. After all she was intresting, and he hadn't ever walked around by himself before. he should learn a lot from it.
"Aya" he said softly, only able to get on syllable easily but didn't seem bothered by it.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:14 am
"No, I could help show you a number of things you have that can be put back or show you things you might want. Having Ayame has..." She drifted off as she thought about Mereneth and her connection to him before she had gotten sucked into the illusionary world, surely leaving him crying....She shook her head and returned to the subject, now was not the time to get worked up.
She smiled, a facade but enough for ehr to run past the subject of Mereneth. "Well, you always know you have a place with me if you need it, I'm sure you know Shen? She can guide you to my place if these directions aren't enough." Lavi wrote down a set of directions, though close to illegible by writing on her knee, they might well do the trick. "And i'm certain Ayame would be pleased to have Tamesis over... She looked around to try to find the little butterfly girl and her new companion and her mouth fell open in shock, as the two were not to be found!
Ayame had taken Tamesis by the hand as soon as he started forward, a gleeful smile on her face, and tugged him on as fast as she could get him to go, laughing and flapping her wings as if they might enable her to bring them faster into the forest of clothing racks and valley's of varied supplies, toy's and other gloriously odd devices of which she had no knowledge of what they were for. She stopped to giggle and breathe as she looked Tamesis in the eye with a mischevious smile, They would have so much fun!
Lavi and Layla were at the back of her mind now, not the slightest thought fleeting forward to suggest that her escapade into the belly of the beast of a store might bring anything but entertainment. "Tamesis happy? This place is so big and there's so many things to play with!"
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:11 pm
Layla took the paper, looking over it and then brought it to her nose for a quick sniff, she was part fox after all. Oddly enough the scent seemed to tell her more than the writing she tucked it away into her pocket. If this illistration thing fell threw (and in her life she didn't expect anything to last) she would use this. Layla took anytime literatly. She could never talk to Lavi again for twenty years and she could apear on her door step asking for a place to stay for a while. Anything, even the street, was better than going back to her mom's.
"I don't know Shen" she mentioned, "Though I can always ask around" Or look in a phone book and call random people. Layla had no real shame. She smiled, feeling more and more relived the longer she talked to this woman. Things would be alright. Layla was strong, young, healthy and (dispite what certain sources might say) smart. She'd find a way to make it all work. After all she had more to worry about her, she had...Layla turned and yelped, "s**t!"
Tamesis, never one to think much of others to begin with, certainly took no time to ponder how worried Layla might be to discover he was missing and instead concentrated on the important thing. He was having fun, and he was happy. There was no reason to worry or stress. He held Aya's hand tightly, afraid she'd disapear like some wonderful dream if he let go. There was no darkness here, just comforting light and pleasing shadows. Or maybe it was pleasing light and comforting shadows. Tamesis wasn't sure how he really felt about the dark yet. He had to get use to the light.
"Yes. Aya hap-py?" he asked, his syllables spaced oddly but his grin shy and bright. Sparkeling silver surounded his pupil, shining with happiness, but he had to make sure she felt the same way. She was giving him a lot, just by being there, and he had to make sure that she felt the same way.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 3:56 pm
Lavi was shocked, and although not entirely swallowed with worry was a near panicing. She looked around, somewhat frantically before turning her attention back to Layla. "You didn't see where they went did you?" She pushed her buggy aside and kneeled down, eyeing under the racks in hopes of locating them; how long could they have been gone?
She stood back up and looked around before looking back to Layla. "Do we split up or go together....They shouldn't be in any danger, Ayame knows well enough to not have anything to do with strangers she hasn't met with me and found to be ok...but I don't know what your Tamesis is like." She continued to fret, glancing around the store and wanting to run off looking, only she couldn't allow herself to leave Layla standing there, the woman had been stressed as it was when she met her.
Ayame nodded, her smile broadening as far as it could, she liked the little illlusion, he was quiet but his smile felt like getting a new set of crayons, and it was constant! She fluttered her wings and tugged him into a rack of clothing to hide as a store clerk walked by. That was the one thing that might get in the way of her fun with her new found friend. She sat down on one of the circular poles that made a rack for some very big shirts and smiled up at Tamesis.
"Ayame is happy, Tamesis still Happy?" This little adventure had her giddy with excitement, and to have Tamesis with her made it more of an adventure, adventures were always more fun with another, especially when they were close to your age! Ger sight caught on to the glint of silver in his eyes as she focused on him. "Bestest friends?" She held out her hand again, smiling with satisfaction, near certain of his answer. She was ready to make another dash through part of the store again, him in tow, though she would wait on her friend this time. If all it took to have fun was to run around with him, they wouldn't need to find anything to do. Besides, there was something about him that made her wonder, that there was something....about him. [and before your mind wanders, no i'm not going in that direction...yet...i'm not sure where i'm going entirely, to be honest XD]
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2007 11:07 pm
Layla looked around, ears going back then shot back up as she tried to pick up the sound of their voices or something like that. Letting out a sharp sigh she turned back to her cart than away from it. she didn't care about all that stuff. She just needed to get TamTam back.
"I never told Tamesis any of that stuff" she admited, ears drooping a little, "But I got him last night" she added, in her own self defense, "I'm still amazed that I'm a mom at this point. But..." she galnced around, "I think it Ayame that lead them off, not making accusions or anything but your daughter, I've seen people like her" Like herself, "And they don't like to be still" Layla looked around, "They proably went this way" she mentioned, pointig in actually the right direction. "The other way involes going right past us which lowers their chances of actually being able to leave"
Tamesis moved easily with the butterfly girl, finding the child like company comforting. She was bright, like the woman-light but unlike the woman-light his presence didn't seem to be utterly distressing to her. Infact she seemed happy to have him around. He enjoyed that. So he gladly followed her into the rack of clothes, where they could spend a few more minutes alone.
"Tam happy" he asured her, smiling happily as he managed to say his first two syllable word properly. He kept his silver eyes on hers, falling silent when feet drew close and he tugged her deeper into the shadows natrually, years of training he no longer remembered told him to get ready to fun if their hiding spot was found. Run...or attack.
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Posted: Sat Mar 10, 2007 7:51 pm
Lavi did her best not to get mad at the woman for saying such contemptable things about her little Ayame. This was a crisis, and they were both frustrated and worked up. She took a quick breath instead of yelling back at Layla and nodded as the kitsune woman let her nose and logic do the work. "Then let's go, they may be little but i've learned to not doubt how far they can get in a small amount of time!"
With that Lavi turned to go in the direction Layla indicated, all thoughts of shopping temporarily forgotten.
Ayame looked back at Tamesis and grinned before he pulled her into the shadows as another set of feet went by. She looked over at Tam, he udnerstood how this worked fast! Yet his eyes..... She shook her head and took him by the arm again as they plowed out of the clothes and made a dash closer to where all the truly fun stuff was. "Tamesis like toys? We have more fun if we go to toys ."
She ducked into an opening between two set's of shelves, it was dark but spacious inside, and at the end she could see their goal!
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 8:13 pm
Layla would of been confused if lavi showed her anger. She didn't see the insult in what she said, probably because the fox didn't see insult in truth (or care what other people said about her). She saw the sparkle in the girl's eye, and it reminded her of one that was once in her own eyes. One that said the girl was looking for adventure and fun and sometimes to the wrong path to find it. God knows Layla did. Maybe because in the fox's mind she compared the girl to herself but didn't say so outloud also meant that Lavi could think that Layla was critazing when in reality she just stated. layla wasn't one for judgements, at least concreate ones. Her emtions changed daily and quickly.
"Right" she said softly, moving forward, her tail flicking as she kept her eyes pealed for blond little boys and buterfly winged girls. How hard could it be to find winged girls and demon tailed boys?
Tam looked a little confused when she mentioned toys. He hadn't had a chance to actually play yet, and it was a natural thing to him. In his past life all his 'play' was training of some sort. Of course in a few weeks he'd know all forms of playing (Layla believed in playing hard and working light) but for now he was a little confused at what she was talking about. Still Tamesis liked being with her so he followed her loyally.
"Where go?" he whispered, voice soft as he leaned close to her ear. He folded his wings closer to his back as his tail wraped around his waist so it look more like a belt and less like a tail.
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