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 Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 6:55 am
This thread is mainly for me to rant about how much my life sucks, drama takes up too much time and the various pit-falls I experience - with any luck I will post more good then bad... yeah right.
I am flying home for February! 4laugh heart I am so excited to go see every one heart I miss my mommy and dad... and there is a new baby cousin that's having her first birthday - I have not seen her in person yet biggrin I'm gonna tickle the baby! XD mmmwwaahahahahaha!
sad My grandmother died Dec 30th 2006 at the age of 84. She was so warm and loving to all 9 of her children, 23 grand children, and 7 great-grand children - everyone was welcomed into her heart and home. [
I was sad, but we knew it was going to happen. She's been on dialaisi for the past year due to her failing heart, and then about 2 or 3 months ago the doctors told us her liver was going south too ... She oftten told me that she was tired and I knew she didn't mean "I need to lie down for an hour" kind of tired...... She's been missing grandpa for the past 9 years - they were like turtle dove - or didn't you catch the 9 kids bit? 3nodding
I lost my job. They wrote out 2 'verbal warnings' over the past 5 months and then tell me last week monday that I can quit and not have anything put on my purminet record OR they fire me - either way sucks for me because I an SOL right before the holidays sweatdrop If they disliked me so much why play around with me, why say I have potentual if they don't feel I am compatible with the job? Webs of lies were solved, and my husband's chain of comand is pissed off... yes this is a big deal. When the military people over your husband are mad about the way one of their men's wives are treated you had best back away slowly... biggrin Lt V. is on our side even when we shoed him the stuff we knew that looked like I was screwed out of a job for no real reason but had no way to fix/aviod it. He's trying to find me a GS job better then the day care one.
Ok November has been a strage month already. I am still trying to tell myself that it is ok.
Nov. 3 my husband tells me he has skin cancer and that tuesday he is meeting with the surgen to talk about treatment options eek crying
Nov. 7 we see the surgen and he tells us that this is the MOST CUREABLE cancer on the planet and there is nothing to fear - makes the appointment for surgery the next morning.
Nov. 8 Surger goes well and 4 more moles are removed for analisis. My love and soul mate is safe once more...
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work at the day care is demanding, but SO much better than any other job I've had.
I am angry because I am not getting "it" as often as I woulld like... My husband says I look "fine" as in ok... but I think he isn't telling the whole truth. Comments?
I am angry because I am not getting "it" as often as I woulld like... My husband says I look "fine" as in ok... but I think he isn't telling the whole truth. Comments?
I got the job at the day care center heart life is much better heart yeah!
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 6:57 am
My mom told me if I moved to Italy with Jesse (my husband) that I'd never finish college.... I ******** hate her right now because she called it crying
I have to retake three classes, get A's in all three of them in order to graduate, and I don't think I can do it.
I dislike my bosses too they ******** everything up
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 11:25 pm
Think of it in a possitive light. Your Mom just wants to say you can't so that you won't and she will be right. So prove her wrong and do it. 4laugh
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Posted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 3:59 am
I know, that is how I was trying to look at it, but I'm running out of steam. Not to mention I rarely get A's..
You are right, it would be so stupid to give up when I am so close to my BA.
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 1:54 pm
That's the way to think about it. 4laugh
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Posted: Fri Jun 23, 2006 7:06 pm
seems silly to complain at all about my life.
Really it is a good one, however, there are just somethings that feel too important to just let go. As an example, I didn't get the grant I wanted to for this fall, therefore had to drop the classes I signed up for... I actually cried. Going into the scholastic web-site and droping those classes felt to me like quitting without trying - admition of defeat without a fight.... but I have to realize it is not me quitting it is more like taking a break.
If my brains and emotions are this out of wack I need to take a breather to re-group and do something else for a short while.
Any thoughts?
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Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2006 10:34 am
I have a job therefore life is better biggrin
I get to work with babies, pre-toddlers, and todlers!
Yeah, the diapers aren't cool, the potty training sucks, and snack time is a mess, but they are cute --- no really they are!
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Posted: Fri Jun 30, 2006 3:28 am
Day care center? Are you in england? because i might know you XD
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Posted: Fri Jun 30, 2006 6:06 am
Ceilia_Rose seems silly to complain at all about my life. Really it is a good one, however, there are just somethings that feel too important to just let go. As an example, I didn't get the grant I wanted to for this fall, therefore had to drop the classes I signed up for... I actually cried. Going into the scholastic web-site and droping those classes felt to me like quitting without trying - admition of defeat without a fight.... but I have to realize it is not me quitting it is more like taking a break. If my brains and emotions are this out of wack I need to take a breather to re-group and do something else for a short while. Any thoughts? I totally see how you would feel that way. I would have cried my eyes out.
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 1:41 am
Wings Of Onyx Day care center? Are you in england? because i might know you XD yes onyx, because there's only one day- care centre in the whole world... rolleyes
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touch tiddles Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 4:08 pm
Wings Of Onyx Day care center? Are you in england? because i might know you XD Nope, I am in Italy heart but there is bound to be a CDC on the English base too smile
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 4:10 pm
touch tiddles Wings Of Onyx Day care center? Are you in england? because i might know you XD yes onyx, because there's only one day- care centre in the whole world... rolleyes hey hey! Be NICE mister cross-dresser - who won't take beauty tips talk2hand
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 4:12 pm
Ishirai Ceilia_Rose seems silly to complain at all about my life. Really it is a good one, however, there are just somethings that feel too important to just let go. As an example, I didn't get the grant I wanted to for this fall, therefore had to drop the classes I signed up for... I actually cried. Going into the scholastic web-site and droping those classes felt to me like quitting without trying - admition of defeat without a fight.... but I have to realize it is not me quitting it is more like taking a break. If my brains and emotions are this out of wack I need to take a breather to re-group and do something else for a short while. Any thoughts? I totally see how you would feel that way. I would have cried my eyes out. Sadly I have done my share of that... over this and other issues .... so many issues sweatdrop OOooh good news though - my new job does have tuition assistance programs, and the base has a different collage that might have lower requirments that will accept ALL my curret credits eek heart how sweet would that be? ::hopes, dreams, wishes and prays while loking into this new merical:: mrgreen EDIT: but only if it is in the child care field and if you are in a GS possition (full time) which is no good to me since I am part time NAF
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Posted: Mon Jul 03, 2006 2:26 pm
Ceilia_Rose Ishirai Ceilia_Rose seems silly to complain at all about my life. Really it is a good one, however, there are just somethings that feel too important to just let go. As an example, I didn't get the grant I wanted to for this fall, therefore had to drop the classes I signed up for... I actually cried. Going into the scholastic web-site and droping those classes felt to me like quitting without trying - admition of defeat without a fight.... but I have to realize it is not me quitting it is more like taking a break. If my brains and emotions are this out of wack I need to take a breather to re-group and do something else for a short while. Any thoughts? I totally see how you would feel that way. I would have cried my eyes out. Sadly I have done my share of that... over this and other issues .... so many issues sweatdrop OOooh good news though - my new job does have tuition assistance programs, and the base has a different collage that might have lower requirments that will accept ALL my curret credits eek heart how sweet would that be? ::hopes, dreams, wishes and prays while loking into this new merical:: mrgreen That would be so awesome for you. I hope that it works out 4laugh
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