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Posted: Tue May 03, 2016 10:30 pm
Nothing. Nada. Ghosted.And it wasn't like America was desperate for the D or trying to build some big relationship here. There were Options for the first and the latter seemed like some far off maybe one day rather than something she'd want right now or even ever. But the problem was, Taym had seemed...friend-shaped. And usually she was good at telling the difference between some ******** and a friend. But not this time. No answers to her texts and a conspicuous absence at the garage when she'd gone to check and make sure he wasn't like, dead or in a hospital or something. Hit-n-quits were fine, of course. She'd left a happy trail of them from one coast to the next and this could have gone just the same, had he been a bit more honest about what he wanted. America felt like she'd been fooled, tricked into liking him and sharing her stories and offering her friendship. It'd been a long time since that had happened, and by the time she'd stopped texting to get an answer out of him, the thought of it all had her seeing red at any reminder of the man. And there he ******** was, right near the end of her shift and looking real at home on that barstool. He had the misfortune of accidentally catching her eye as she recognized him, her expression going from startled to angry smile between one breath and the next. And then she was whirling away, taking an order, and stalking back into the kitchen. Before he could slip out, she was there again, setting a plate in front of him with a clatter and a sweet, "It's on me." The dish was, of course, chicken.
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2016 10:45 pm
He wouldn't have met her eyes anyway but certainly didn't now, and after a moment he stoically unrolled his hitherto-unused silverware in the manner of a man prepared to tuck in.
"Will the humble pie be for dessert, then?" he asked calmly and, it must be said, not sounding especially humble.
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2016 10:59 pm
"As if it'd do you a bit of good, hun." One of the tables, as yet unaware of any stirring drama, waved at her. Still all high mettle and possibly especially angry because that had been a good line, she turned away with a honeyed drawl, "Have a nice life, Pedro."
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2016 11:08 pm
"Ivy's outside," he said, just barely lifting his voice enough to be heard. "Since I can promise you it wasn't her idea."
Against all his principles he took a bite of the chicken, or at least against some because casually eating while you propped open a book in the other hand in the face of someone more angry than you was cool, so that was OK.
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2016 11:29 pm
His casual attitude was a little bit lost as she pointedly ignored him in favor of her customers. But her shift was pretty much over anyway and a waitress who was a much more familiar sight around Darlene's took her place, giving Taym's plate a quizzical look as she did so. A glimpse toward the door would show a crouched figure near Ivy, offering some tender bits of leftover steak that Nasir had kindly let her take. The kitchen, it should be said, had been weirdly busy and studiously going about their business whenever she'd stormed in to kick a wall or berate a paper towel dispenser for being a stupid a*****e. " Noooooo, I know it's not your fault. You are a good and pretty fluffy baby and I'm sure you're a good friend and honest and oh, yes you've got a soft tummy don't you? Yes you are a good Ivy and I'll be your friend even if it means putting up with your shitty mister casting his shadow 'round here. You just tell him not to bother with America Jones again, okay? I'm taking back any and all invitations, open doors, and friendly faces."
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 1:31 pm
The peanut gallery would be treated, as soon as America left the building, to the sight of the skinny scruffy barfly in the shop shirt labeled Pedro putting his book down, gazing into the middle distance for a moment, and then vigorously scrubbing a hand over his face in the manner of one who has reached the brink of agitation. He jabbed the fork into the chicken like a flag into unclaimed territory and slipped off the barstool, tamping a pack of cigarettes down on his palm even though they didn't need it just because it felt good and appropriate. He arrived just in time to catch the retraction of friendly overtures, hand cupped around his cigarette as he lit it. "How'd you manage this?" he asked, as if she wasn't in the middle of being pissed about him to his oblivious and thrilled dog; as if he didn't deserve it, as if they were picking up the conversation that had been cut off by sunrise days before. He made a vague gesture at the bar and then towards her general waitressiness, to elucidate. Even though he already knew, because Borr had as much as told him how she'd managed it when he hadn't meant her.
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 2:33 pm
"Mister Borr is a nice and good fellow, isn't he Ivy? Yes he is! It's real fortunate I managed to meet some genuinely friendly folks." He remained ignored as America scratched his dog's ears and made kissy faces at her.
She wanted to say, Magic is real. Wanted to ask, Do things sometimes go all funny, sorta sharp and then a little sideways when you look at them? It'd be nice to laugh, Those two old assholes, are they always there?
But all she has at the moment is hurt distrust and the desire to let him know he ******** up and that he's gonna miss out because of it.
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 2:40 pm
He smoked in silence for a few seconds, outwardly calm and inwardly wretched, confronted with the fact that his many, many justifications--she was pretty, she was funny, she was outgoing to the point of reckless, she was aggressively independent, she'd forget him in a day--withered under the light of the fact that whether they were true or not it was still an a*****e thing to do. (And he was, maybe, even more wretchedly, a little flattered that she cared at all.) "If I try to say sorry," he assayed eventually, "do I have to relay that through the dog?"
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 3:49 pm
Her answer was to stand up, straighten her skirt, and walk away. And, moments later, turn sharply and storm back toward him.
"You know," and here her voice both lowered in volume and raised in spirit, "If all you wanted was a one night stand, that's fine. But don't act like you're gonna be a person's friend and just ******** ignore them like they're nothing. I don't know-"
Someone exits the bar and she's all smiles for them, "Did you enjoy your meal Mr. Samuels? Damn right that boy knows how to cook, you should stop by in the morning sometime, try those cinnamon buns. You have a good night, honey!"
And just as suddenly she's back to railing at Taym, "I don't know what kind of game you're into with that bullshit, but maybe put it in your ******** profile or something that anything lookin' like friendship from you has a one night expiration."
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 4:42 pm
"I didn't figure your friends were in short enough supply that you'd care," he answered, and by contrast his voice was flat and empty and tired, although a testy edge crept in as he added: "It wasn't a game."
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 4:49 pm
"What kind of a*****e do you take me for, of course I ******** care! Isn't that the ******** play here? Make a girl comfortable enough to offer a piece of her tomorrow and next week and then be like, ha! Fooled her! 'Cause if that's not what you were aiming for, it sure as hell's what you got!"
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 6:02 pm
Ivy, cowed by the sudden change in tone, slunk back to her post by the door, curling up to watch the proceedings with sad eyes now that any opportunity for more steak had passed. Taym, for his part, irritably knuckled at his eyeball. "I wasn't aiming for that, no. I wasn't aiming to be the one offered a piece of tomorrow and next week, either, but I was," he added, dire, and then just as quick as he'd riled himself up he deflated all over again, although, it must be said, largely due to the exit of another customer, initiating a game of what felt like chicken as he waited to see whether she'd beat him to speaking the moment they were out of earshot.
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 6:13 pm
She seemed to settle a bit at that, suddenly less angry, less anything really. "Well I guess I really did read too much in to someone just being friendly for a bit. My bad, then." Because she didn't have some amazing excess of friends here, having only been in town a couple weeks. She'd been maybe a bit lonelier than she'd thought, to mistake friendly for friendship. "But you could have just said no 'stead of nothing at all."
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 6:16 pm
"I'm not good at--at words. And especially I'm not good at definites," he said, after an agonized awkward pause. It was, stubbornly, not quite an apology. Maybe he was still waiting to relay that one through the dog.
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2016 6:21 pm
"Well then, what exactly was stone cold silence supposed to be mean?" She crossed her arms over her chest, still not trusting him even a bit, even if he hadn't meant things the way she thought he had.
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