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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 5:16 pm
PetsittingThe cats--cat-things--cat-thing--whatever they were in spite of how Taym privately thought of them--had gotten much bigger, and their weight and the unwieldy nature of the carrier made him glad that the trip to Peyton's door was a short one. He was burdened down with the tools of their care: the bag of candy, the brush, the information card from the labs and the handful of toys they manifestly had no interest in, although Taym wasn't sure if this was the cats being minipets or the cats being, well, cats. He paused in front of Peyton's door, and absently scratched at one furry chin being pressed against the bars, and for a strange moment his upcoming departure almost (almost) seemed real. He knocked.
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 5:22 pm
PetsittingThe door opened wide to accommodate Taym and his burden, and she waved to a stretch of desk for him to set the carrier and all various gear on. A peek into the carrier showed the pair of cats a fair bit bigger than she remembered them, and she stuck a finger through the bars to rub at the soft tip of an ear before looking up at Taym. Taym who would be leaving in--she checked the clock on the wall behind him--a mere handful of hours. Too soon. All of a sudden her throat felt a little tight, but she smiled up at him, reaching out for the card. "Once a day, right?"
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 5:24 pm
HierarchyThey'd fallen into the comfortable post-small-talk lull, not that they ever had much in the way of small-talk anyway, and Taym was not drinking this time (and not eating either, not that this was a change of pace), and so he was lying on the floor of Kostya's room, bouncing an ancient rubber ball (tripped over in the hallways, absently snuck into a pocket) off the wall. He seemed bored; he seemed restless; he seemed, in short, like he very nearly always did. He was either feeling nothing particularly strongly about his impending deployment, or he was hiding it well. He was doing the thing he did, sometimes, when it was obvious that he was rooting around in his head for some question to ask, not because the silence was awkward or strained but simply because he found even comfortable silences distasteful, if they weren't filled up with alcohol or a book.
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 5:38 pm
Gratitudelizbot Text to Leona Tavish: Thank you again for your help, and belated apologies, again, for intruding on you and your brother. lizbot Text to Leona Tavish: You treated me with more respect than just about anyone else I've talked to about this mission, and the fact that you did so despite the fact that I'd barged in on you in a time of grief has not gone unnoticed or unappreciated. The gratitude and respect of a dumbass trainee can't possibly be anything but the most miniscule of comforts, if that, but know that you have it anyway.
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 5:43 pm
Petsitting"Yeah. Just the one, whichever one of them goes for it--it's usually Quint--and they need to get out for an hour a day, but not more than an hour. Better to leave them cooped up than risk letting them out for more than that. They've already been out today." He said all this automatically, rattling it off the same way he used to rattle off a list of requests for the next time he did her laundry--sort this here, drop these there. He paused to once again stroke a tiny nose through the bars, and then, awkwardly, he turned to extend Peyton a bony hand, almost businesslike, clearly uncertain of what to do or what to say.
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 5:56 pm
AttachmentIt hadn't taken much to identify the clear cycle of his attentions: the cool standoffishness, per usual, that collapsed gently but totally into clingy, possessive hands once the door was closed and he'd been once again reassured that she wasn't recoiling, and later, much later, the slow process of sealing-off, the reassembly of walls, the meticulous reconstruction of a barrier between himself and the rest of the world (or perhaps the walls had never come down, and he'd merely made a place for her in the world inside them, rather than outside). They'd cycled back through to the final stage again, and the inevitable locking up of all of Taym's emotional and physical gates was ending in the same way it had before: he sat upright on the edge of the bed, all uniform-and-scarf-and-hidden-scars again, and he had pulled her hand into his and into his lap to run his fingertips over the backs of hers. At some point he would let that go, too, and that would be it: with ritual finality, he would once again be isolated. He had a book in his free hand--he always did, at this point, or a phone, just somewhere to look that wasn't at her--but this time a reluctance marked the whole process. He was disrupting his own rites with his unwillingness to let go. He didn't look up from the page, but he laced his fingers in hers. "Peyton's watching the cats," he informed her suddenly, "but you should visit them. I think they've gotten attached."
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 6:08 pm
She'd already known all this, they'd been over it before, a couple of times now, but it was easier to talk about the cats, than him leaving. That was a topic that both seemed equally reluctant to initiate, but this was it, he was really leaving, there was no more putting it off. The knot in her throat grew, and she had to swallow it back before frowning down at that bony hand extended out oh-so politely. It made her blink, brows creasing, before she looked up again to peg him with a look that said clearly that he had to be kidding. She took his hand, but only so she could give him a tug as she herself stepped in to wrap thin arms around him. "You're kind of an idiot sometimes, Obadiah Thompson." Her voice had that gentle thickness that meant emotions were high, but being kept at bay. Face against his skeletal chest, she breathed him in, squeezing tightly, and finally let herself accept the fact that he was leaving, and would be gone for two months. "You come back, you here me?" There was no arguing with her tone. "Promise me." If anything happened to him... She didn't finish the thought.
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 10:09 pm
Gratituderejam Text to Obadiah Thompson: If you die, make sure it's for a worthwhile reason.
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 10:39 pm
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She was still only partially dressed, laying in a boneless sprawl that curled to accommodate him, even his slow but inevitable need for space. Getting dressed was always a haphazard venture, it was a low priority that meant she put on what was nearest at hand, without thought for the order of things. It meant Taym had an odd sort of control in this, as he was always first up and the pace at which he handed them to her (or in the case of too many buttons, helped her back into them) dictated how long she could linger, how soon she should leave.
America watched him toy with her hand, and resisted the urge to wrap all her limbs around the man and soak up his everything until goodbye truly came along. She was greedy and unashamed of it, and her desires ran along the lines of take and take and take while this man had only so much he was willing to give. Being with Taym was a constant act of restraint, and she didn't do that for just anybody. It wasn't her nature and it wasn't her preference, but she couldn't say he wasn't worth the chafe of limitations. The laughter, surprising and happy, tended to make up for it. But that part had since past, leaving only a hand that would let go only to leave a distance that would not be bridged again soon, it ever.
He talked about his cats in lieu of goodbye and she smiled, voice and expression truly fond as she answered, "Well obviously, as they have good taste. Maybe you should write them little notes while you're away. I can read to them in your voice, I've gotten pretty good at it you know. Maybe smoke a cigarette too, so they know you haven't forgotten them, either."
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2014 3:09 am
PetsittingHe was tense and uneasy; he was a coiled spring under her arms and that at least hadn't changed. If it wouldn't have been too unkind even for him to recoil, shivering, he would have. "Don't," he said roughly instead, pushing her gently away, keeping her at arm's length and trying to temper the cruelty by ruffling her hair, not without a note of fondness. "It's just a ******** mission, don't you dare get all emotional and theatrical at me. It's not even that long." He hesitated, and tucked a curl behind her ear, absently, unthinkingly, one of the only safe physical gestures he knew. "Do not," he repeated, "get emotional at me. It's only two months."
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2014 3:13 am
BrosiloveyouDIE Text to Bix: I ship out tomorrow--back in two months. Thanks for all your help, for this and the rest of it. I won't forget that you tried to put that ******** pendant in my hands. I love you, man. iloveyouDIE Text to Bix: A single word about me being sappy or the POWER OF FRIENDSHIP some s**t and I will find a locker big enough to cram you in and leave you there for the whole two months. iloveyouDIE (do not feel obligated to reply although I'd love if you did, just wanted to throw it out and keep missing you on AIM xD)
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2014 3:25 am
Attachment" Pretty good at it," he echoed, and there was skepticism in there but indulgence, too. "Anyway I'm sure Peyton would be happier if you didn't smoke up her room, even though you should absolutely take up smoking." It was not the first time he had voiced this opinion. He had once attempted to sell the vice as a social lubricant before realizing halfway through the sentence that 1) America didn't need the help and 2) she was probably going to be childish about the word "lubricant." "I'm leaving you my key," he said, and he hesitated over saying more, but didn't, and instead said: "No crazy parties while I'm gone. Like, maybe the sexy pillowfight kind, if you document it photographically, maybe, but otherwise--" He lifted her hand, kissed the backs of her fingers almost distractedly, like it was the oldest and most comfortable habit in the world and not something that he'd almost seemed like he wanted to ask permission to do, a week ago. "You are welcome to supply me with sappy emails, or sexy ones, or whatever. You'll have a lot of time to put punctuation marks in," he added drily.
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2014 6:26 am
rejam NAKAMA. KOKORO. BRO CODES. jkjk Srsly good luck. Be careful. <3<3! rejam how bout i'll get leslie into a clown suit or something to greet you when you come home ;D
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2014 3:20 pm
AttachmentGive it four more days and I'll give you the ******** key, and then you can both use it as much as you ******** want.Her smile turned wry at the mention of the key, but it was a sort of trust, and one she wouldn't dismiss or abuse. Sitting up, America couldn't help but lean toward him, drowsy and not a little sad behind the smile. "Mmmm, but I probably still won't. Punctuation's boring." The girl stared at him quietly, studying the profile that so often turned away from her. Quietly, America repeated the words she'd sent him months ago, "I don't want you to go." Because she'd accepted it, she'd stopped trying to convince him to find a way out, she'd even tried to help him prepare, but it still wasn't okay.
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2014 6:08 pm
PetsittingShe felt the tension singing through him and that was okay because it was normal. She held on as long as he allowed her, but didn't fight him when he drew her gently back and held her at arms length. It had been expected, not welcome, but expected, and she looked up at him with sad eyes as he ruffled her hair and tried to make light of the situation while trying to reassure her. It earned him a frown, one that hardened just a touch as he repeated himself and reiterated the length of time he would be gone. He said two months like most people said next week. Like it was some small, insignificant stretch of time. It wasn't, and she let him now by unhappy eyes that he was still being an idiot. But she did what he asked. She didn't try to close the distance between them again. Instead she reached up to the back of her neck, fiddled for a second or two, then came away with her fish necklace hanging between her hands. Transferring it to one, she reached out catch his fingers so she could turn his hand palm up. "No arguing," she insisted preemptively, narrowing her eyes up at him as she pulled the charm and the chain into his palm. "You give it back when you come home." She closed his bony fingers around it, pushing his hand back to him. "That's your claim ticket for your cats. No necklace, no cats." She sounded serious, maybe even a little haughty, but it was better than the thick, heavy voice she'd spoken with a moment before.
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