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I need help. I have this major crush on my best friend. I call him tyrant and we have been best friends for as long as i can remember. Last year i had a boyfriend and Tyrant didn't like him at all. Some of the tings he does makes me thing he likes me more then a friend. But then i remember he doesn't want a long distance relationship and he says he doesn't like anyone and when i think that,it makes me think the stuff he does is more like brotherly. For example. I was on vacation with my ex boyfriend last year and he had said i was heavy (im pudgy and im kind of sensitive about my weight). Not really thinking about it i told tyrant and he got mad at my ex. So im not sure if he thinks of me as a sister or if he likes me the way i like him. Im to scared to tell him though. I tired telling him once but i chickened out