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 Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 11:56 pm
[I didn't see anything like this anywhere else, but if there is a duplicate or it doesn't belong here, please remove it. D: ]Confession box is for confessions, of course!
Have something on your mind?
Want to release?
Go for it, here. I'll get this train a'rollin.
Confession: I sleep talk. Sleep sing. Sleep eat. Pretty embarrassing.
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Posted: Mon Jul 26, 2010 1:01 am
I hate my period. We're talking 2 days of flash floods that are difficult to control even when I'm prepared that can start any time between 32 and 36 days after the last one, and usually come at the worst possible moment. Add to that cramps that physically pull me into a fetal position--it ain't just the pain, boys and girls, it's a muscle spasm I can't control. So not only do I need to carry a pack of super-duper-the-size-of-a-novelty-d***o-tampons, plus pads, plus Motrin (which does jack-crap, but when I'm about to scream in public, I'll try anything), I also have to wear more body-spray than I'm comfortable with or every dog and cat in the neighborhood wants to sniff my crotch. By the way, VS Love Spell + Blood = Peachs. WTF? PMS? Try b!tch-MS. I hate going to work or church or even to a coffee shop when I'm like this.
I hate being so out of control of my body.
Too much info?
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 26, 2010 2:43 am
Nah, just the right amount. XD
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Posted: Mon Jul 26, 2010 12:39 pm
i don't think anyone can stand such things. men have it lucky in that regard, and believe it or not, we know it.
not that we don't have similar issues to a much lesser extent. some recognition would be nice, but that always turns into an argument when brought up, which is why none of us ever do. >.>
but anywho, on to my own confession.
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i am a gods-awful hypocrite. i try not to be, but sometimes i just can't clamp my emotions as tight as everyone (including myself) would like. sad it sucks being expected to be perfectly stoic all the time just cause i'm a guy, and even worse when living with the extra Estrogen production for having Klynefelter's Syndrome! crying
this goes into yet another confession, that when i get too stressed out, i don't only suffer from Halluscinations and/or Hysterias, but also first from simple bouts of immaturity and adolescenthood regression. i do hate myself for it, which realy in and of itself does not help my mental situation.
i guess the worst part of it is that i am aware of it, technicaly able to correct it, and still end up feeling so powerless to it that i never do. sad
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 26, 2010 9:32 pm
Aw, I know how it feels to hallucinate. I do so, but mine is most likely brought on by insomnia. x_o
Confession: I constantly think about death. My death, to be exact. It's a rather curious obsession.
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Posted: Mon Jul 26, 2010 9:43 pm
I tend to be a self-preservationist, especially at work. If a co-worker screws up and someone else finds out I will throw them under the bus if necessary so no blame falls on me.
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Posted: Mon Jul 26, 2010 9:59 pm
I really want my boyfriend to do something romantic for me now that he's gotten his license and there's a month of summer left.
He thinks I'm crazy.
And maybe I am. I'm already planning his Valentine's Day present.
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Posted: Mon Jul 26, 2010 11:01 pm
My best guy friend claimed he had a 6 week testosterone cycle, and that's why some days he'd be a macho a** and others he'd be sensitive and emotional. He said most guys went through that, and the macho swings were often compounded by over compensation emotional swings. It made sense to me, considering a lot of the guys I know.
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 12:38 am
yup, it realy does happen too. o.o a combonation of excess Adrenaline and pent-up Emotion/Stress leads to eruptions of Rage, in the form of Violence, Verbal Explosions, and Emotional Instability. us men get just as moody, just as hysteric, and just as Emotionally needy as you women. the difference realy is usually only a lower chance of migraines, no cramps (unless some other effect related to our behavior causes them), and nothing bleeds or bloats.
this is why we yell, why we demand our personal space, why we say hurtful things that we claim at an indeterminable time later (possibly right after we say it, possibly weeks later) that we don't mean, why we go out destroying things, why we work out or punch the wall, why we pick fights, why we get into brawls, why we eat all the food, why we pace around grumpilly for no apparrent reason, why we do nonsensical things and just act grumpy and rude, why we sudden;y and inexplicably act selfish and/or do stupid things, and ultimately why we get accused of being gay or PMSing.
now, imagine what it's like for me, having to deal with BOTH genders' hormonal imbalances! o_O; gonk crying
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 12:39 am
sex.drugs.and.rock I really want my boyfriend to do something romantic for me now that he's gotten his license and there's a month of summer left.
He thinks I'm crazy.
And maybe I am. I'm already planning his Valentine's Day present. why is that such a crazy idea? neutral i don't get it... is he a realist or something?
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 1:33 am
Maybe preparing so far in advance? But depending on what you want to do, sometimes you NEED a lot of time to plan. Plane tickets, hotels, swanky restaurants, lots of places need reservations months in advance.
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 5:56 am
Chieftain Twilight sex.drugs.and.rock I really want my boyfriend to do something romantic for me now that he's gotten his license and there's a month of summer left.
He thinks I'm crazy.
And maybe I am. I'm already planning his Valentine's Day present. why is that such a crazy idea? neutral i don't get it... is he a realist or something?
As if playing video games while I read a book is romantic.
@Scarlet it's not even like I want to go to a fancy restaurant. Yeah, I'd like to go somewhere with a little more class than McDonald's, but it doesn't have to be high-end. I just want him to do SOMETHING for me.
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 6:08 am
Maybe you need to watch a chick flick with him and right at the most romantic part, say "THAT'S WHAT I WANT" because, let's face it, sometimes guy's have heads like coco nuts; there's something sloshing around in there, but....
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 6:30 am
...? Ooookay?
Confession: I am having the WORST case of writer's block ever! I don't have any good poems in my head anymore! I don't get it! How do I get back into the groove?
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 6:35 am
Sapphirianna ...? Ooookay? Confession: I am having the WORST case of writer's block ever! I don't have any good poems in my head anymore! I don't get it! How do I get back into the groove?Music helps me or watching a movie similiar to what I want to write about.
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