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BUZZZZZ! BUZZZZZ! BUZZZZZ!
Zii groaned and rolled over to smack Rowland's alarm, which lay on the floor beside her. She needed to start remembering to make sure that it was Rowland who fell asleep next to the alarm clock instead of her.
The apartment Zii shared with Rowland was small, cold, and smelled like mildew. They had no furniture, unless you counted the mattress they shared on the floor, the TV that only played shows in shades of red and gray, and the piles of dirty clothing and trash that lay strewn about the place. The apartment had come pre-equipped with a clunky fridge that made rattling noises in the night and an oven that both Zii and Rowland had been too afraid to use for fear of a gas explosion. They had managed to scrounge up enough money for a microwave, which was where most of their meals were cooked.
Zii rolled back over to wake Rowland. Rowland was a big man, not fat, by her standards, but definitely not slim. He had the beginnings of a beer belly and a head of shaggy, reddish hair accompanied by a scruffy beard of slightly darker reddish hair. He reminded her a bit of Seth Rogen.
"Time to get up, lazy a**," Zii said as she shook Rowland's shoulder. He snorted and grunted and tried to roll over and return to sleep, but Zii was having none of it. Rowland was much bigger than she was, but with a few good shoves she managed to roll him off of the mattress and onto the cold, hard floor. He groaned loudly, obviously trying to elicit sympathy from Zii, and finally sat up.
"You're alarm went off, babe," Zii said. "You gotta get ready for work."
Rowland worked the night shift as a security guard at a nearby factory. It didn't pay nearly as much as it should, but it was enough for Rowland to have a small savings. He liked to talk about how, someday soon, he would clear out his savings and move himself and Zii to a better apartment in a better neighborhood. When Rowland got on tangents like that, Zii would sit there and nod and say how nice that sounded and sometimes even contribute to his plans. It was nice to play pretend, sometimes, and she didn't have the heart to tell Rowland that she wasn't in love with him, just as she didn't have the heart to tell him that his wasn't the only bed she had slept in over the six months they'd been together. Rowland was a nice kid, and someday he would meet a nice girl who would give him everything he wanted. But that girl certainly wasn't Zii.
As Rowland got ready for work, Zii crawled off the mattress and grabbed her pack of cigarettes. Only two left. Zii sighed as she placed one in her lips, reducing the number to one, and lit it, watching the smoke curl up toward the water-stained ceiling as she exhaled. She would have to get more smokes before going out tonight.
"Well, I'm off, babe," Rowland said, tying his tie as he walked out of the tiny bathroom and toward Zii. "Can I have a drag?"
Zii gave a half-smile and handed Rowland her cigarette. He took a puff, then bent down to give Zii a kiss. She pulled him in closer, tasting the smoke on his tongue. He smiled as he pulled away.
"Love you, baby," he said. "I'll see you after work."
"Yeah," she said, "love you too. See ya."
Zii watched Rowland walk out the door and shut it behind him. She pulled the shirt she was wearing--his shirt--over her knees and finished her cigarette. Poor Rowland.
When her cigarette was spent and extinguished, Zii got up off the mattress and went into the bathroom to get ready for work.