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Jonathan woke with a start in a cold sweat. His eyes franticly searched the darkness that filled his cheap apartment room. When he found nothing threatening he visibly relaxed as he swung his legs over the bedside and proceeded to the bathroom to take a cold shower, the dream had made a...Slight disturbance in his pants. ((xD))

He reached for the shower knob...

...Jonathan...

His hand froze as he looked around him quickly. "What the..?" He muttered as he dismissed it as he stripped and stepped into the shower cautiously. The cold water hit his hot skin and he sighed with relief as he let the water run completely over his head and body, cooling him down. When he felt calm enough, he turned on a bit of ho water as he went to the usual cleaning.

...Hmm, Not that bad Jonathan...

This time Jonathan almost fell as he steadied himself with the side of the shower. "Whose there? What do you want?!" He said loudly, getting spooked, sure he heard voices, but never had a voice been so clear, so familiar, so soothing, so...Feminine.


...Oh Jon, don't act shy...You know who I am...Or did your dream mean nothing...? It's me, Morticia...

Jonathan's eyes widened as he thought about the dream, the beautiful woman that touched him, felt him, knew him. It felt like she had touched his very soul. Nothing about her was human, it was more like she was some kind of beast trapped inside the body of some beautiful woman, creating a deadly seductive predator. "I...I cant believe this...this is so..."

...Weird? I guess, dont question it Jonathan, I'm here for you, you know that...I Love you...

Jonathan felt something warm bloom in his chest as he smiled instantly. "I...I..."

...Shh, I know you cant feel the same, yet...Just smile and forget about the pain, I'm here know that always...

Jonathan nodded as he turned off the water and stepped out to dry himself, when he redressed, he stepped in front of the mirror and gasped as he jumped, when he saw a tall woman, about 5ft9, with long jet black hair with bangs that touched the tops of her eyes, that had maroon tips, and icy blue eyes that seemed to bore into his very soul. She had pale skin, and full red lips along with a slender body, that was very well developed. She was inhumanly beautiful, and she had weird triangular shaped horns on each side of her head, they were small but they poked out of her hair. And she had a weird tattoo-like Chinese dragon that started on the sides of her neck and wrapped around her arms and the head and mouth were on the palms of her hands, her left arm's dragon was black, that had red trim, and the right arm was the inverse. Also on her right hand the Dragons mouth opened up around a crimson crescent moon, while her left hand's dragon opened around a black sun. She also had weird tribal like markings on her face, there was a crimson crescent moon with a black sun inside of it in the middle of her forehead, while she also had black stripes on each of her cheeks, right below her eyes. And her eyes had a crimson trim around the iris's and black trim around the whites of her eyes. In addition, she had sharp canines as well, and black claw-like nails. She was dressed in a simple black dress, that had a halter-top design and connected to a choker around her neck that had a circle with and upside down triangle in it hanging from it. The dress was backless and showed the many scars she had there, the biggest being a long thick gash that started at her left shoulder and ran all the way down to her right hip.

...Hello Jonathan...

He shivered as he felt her breath on his neck but when he turned around she was gone. Confused, he turned back to the mirror to see her again. "Why can't I see you without looking into the mirror?"
He saw her sigh as she explained to him.

...I'm from a different dimension...That's all I can say...I've probably said too much by just saying that alone, but you have to have at lease some kind of information...I can and touch you, but only if your dreaming or looking into a mirror...I can still talk to you whenever you want, or I want, but if you want to feel my touch you have to dream or be in front of a mirror...

"So...I can't touch you...?"He asked, going along with this, for some reason he believed what she said, he had a strange feeling of calm acceptance when he was around her, she made him feel wanted, and loved.

...unfortunately...No, not even when your dreaming can you touch me...but That's all I can tell you about this...

Jonathan nodded as he walked away from the mirror, and walked into his room to sit on his bed. "Sleeping is going to more interesting now..." he murmured as he heard a knock on the door.

"Jonathan! We got another show! In Huntington Beach!" Munky yelled through the door as Jonathan sighed. "another show, another emotional roller coaster..." he muttered in slight distaste. He loved doing live shows, but he also dreaded it, he had to dive back into the painful parts of his past whenever he was on stage but he had a drive to keep going, he wanted to make sure people knew about his struggle, not to get people to feel sorry for him, but to open people's eyes to the wrong in this world, to give kids and adults release from their pain, to let people know that they're not alone, that he understands their pain, and he's with them!
"Yeah but...Who's there for me...I seem to break all alone..." He murmured sadly.

...Your not alone, I'm with you Jonathan...

Jonathan felt his heart lift as he heard this and stood up and walked out the door, ready to shock his audience once again, with his powerful lyrics and raw emotion.

Jonathan woke up with a start in his new bedroom, in his new house in California. With all the fame and money coming in, he had decided to buy a new house. The other KoRn members had done the same as well. He sat up and walked out of his room and into the kitchen, where he proceeded to make breakfast. When he sat down with some black coffee, and a slightly burned bacon&cheese omelet, he felt as if something was off. It was quiet...so very quiet...When he realized what was wrong he had eaten a piece of his meal and choked on it as he drank his coffee to help.

"Moritcia!...Morticia...?" He called to her, when he got no answer he panicked as he ran to the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror. To his despair, there was nothing in the mirror, nothing aside from his horrified face. He couldn't figure out why she had disappeared so suddenly. Then he gasped as he felt a sharp pain in his chest and he fell to his knees. He looked down at his chest but there was no wound, but he felt as if someone had poured acid into his lungs, and he couldn't breathe. Jonathan curled into a ball and fell to his side, wrapping his arms around his chest, as if trying to hold himself together. "...Mor...ticia..." He gasped as he lost consciousness from the intensity of the lonely pain.


Jonathan's eyes fluttered open as he looked around him, there was nothing, there was no kind of scenery, just white, bright, blinding white, all around him, and it felt as if he were floating. When he looked down he nearly screamed when he saw a huge, gaping, bloody hole in his chest. He stuck his hand through it and saw that it went all the way through to his back. "......!" His eye's widened when his hands flew up to his face and felt for his mouth, which was gone. Smooth skin was what meet his searching fingers as he screamed inside his mind. He looked down at himself again, and saw that his whole body was dressed in and off white, with black trim all around his body.It was like he was a floating outline of his body, with his face on the head. He looked around him again and searched desperately for something, anything, that seemed like life.



...Jooooonaaathaaannnnn...

His eyes widened as he turned toward a soft, melodic voice that had sung his name softly. That's when he saw it, he saw the beast, the monster, that beautiful creature that had claimed his heart, that figment of his imagination that held him in the palm of her hand. He saw Morticia. Suddenly a burst of energy exploded inside of him as he broke out into a dash, running through thin air as he raced toward her. She had a smile on her face as her hands were outstretched toward him, beckoning him toward her.


...Joooonaaathaaaan...I Looooveee Yooooouuu...

Her voice went through him and touched his very soul as his heart sang in his wounded chest. How badly he wanted to tell her he loved her too, after all this time without being able to say it, he wanted to tell her now. Then his eyes flipped open wide with horror, as some kind of huge beast appeared behind her, with long dirty talons, and a hideous massive head, it's leathery skin pulled taunt against it's skeleton, it's ribbs showing as it's beady red eyes were set on Morticia, it's mouth salivating as it opened it's mouth to show long, sharp fangs, ready to tear her apart and eat her. Suddenly Jonathan opened his jaw with such force it ripped his face in two, making a bleeding rip that acted as a mouth. "MOOOORRRTTIIICCCIIIAAAA!!!" The roar ripped from his throat just as his hand touched her, really touched her for the first time, and even though she was about to be eaten, his soul sang as he felt her touch. But just as his joy started, it ended as the monster lurched down and everything moved in slow motion. Just as the Beast's teeth were about to latch onto her body, her eyes became soft and her voice pleading, as a crystal red tear ran down her face.



...Save...Me...

And just as those words left her lips, everything moved back into normal speed and it's jaws snapped around her frame and devoured her completely. Jonathan's world crumbled away as his soul felt as if someone had set it aflame and he died inside, as his world faded to black.


When he woke, he stood up and looked into the mirror frantically hoping she'd be there, laughing, saying "Haha! You fell for it! you should've seen your face" But to his dismay, there was no laughing, no Morticia teasing him. Only him, staring at his broken hearted face. His body slid to the ground as the loneliness consumed him.

After she explained where she had been after all this time, he walked into the bathroom, where she was sitting, waiting for him as he sat on the counter, his back resting against the wall. Jonathan ran a hand over his tired face and sighed deeply, he was so happy she had returned to him, but at the same time exausted from his little episode. He looked back over at her as the lights seemed to flash, her smiling face was replaced by glowing red eyes, and the grotesque face of a white rabbit, "You. Your the one" It hissed, bareing it's yellow buck teeth at him as the light flashed again and the rabbit was replaced by a dark brown horse, wearing a tux. It's honey colored eyes boring into his as he felt the contents of the room swirling around him. 'What...Whats going on...?' his mind screamed at him as the mirror turned black, the only thing he could see now was the horse's glowing eyes, they seemed to be sucking him into some sort of vortex as his body shut down.

...STOP! Greggimor! STOP IT...

Everything stopped at once, the things swirling around his bathroom, smashed to the floor as his body was thrown back by the force of Mortica smashing her head against the mirror. He realized that she had broken their connection as his world faded to black, his last thought was of what the Rabbit had said.
'You. Your the one.'