But the thing is - or was - I had disappeared because of RL. Sad, but true. My actual life has caught up with me.
Now, the reason I was gone for around a month was my huge trip to Europe. Very fun, yes, beautiful and cultural and all that. Want to know about it, PM or comment me. But I wasn't around and that annoyed me.
But now, it seems, I have contracted something that the doctors have no idea what it is. I've had insomnia, very bad. So bad they've given me sedatives and antihystamines to stop it. I haven't slept for a week before this post, and fitfully for the week before that. Coupled with that, I have exams coming up soon, and my grandfather's bowel and kidney cancers have come back threefold. It's not very good.
I miss everybody, especially all my wonderful friends. Audy, Jack, Kel, Alma...
And my tarot cards foretell pain. Every single one of them are negative - if there are any tarot readers out there, I salute you! - and the major arcana seem to tell me that this insomnia is a message, something to tell me that I have to do something in my future. But what is worrying, is I keep turning up Judgement, Death, The Star and the Ace of Swords. Together. All negative. Which means, together, that I will face a spiritual or inner death, be judged harshly from or for it, gain knowledge and a future from it and then feel intense physical pain and sorrow. Gah.
So now I'm not feeling too good. Terrible, in fact. And if I'm not around as much as I would hope, I'm sorry. But remember I'll always be here whenever anyone needs me. It may take a few days but I'll always make sure to keep contact with the clan. I'm perusing the pages while I can now, looking at what people have been doing. And when this thing goes away, I'll be back, blazing in all my glory.
I just hope you all aren't missing me too much. xD
-- georgie
Now, the reason I was gone for around a month was my huge trip to Europe. Very fun, yes, beautiful and cultural and all that. Want to know about it, PM or comment me. But I wasn't around and that annoyed me.
But now, it seems, I have contracted something that the doctors have no idea what it is. I've had insomnia, very bad. So bad they've given me sedatives and antihystamines to stop it. I haven't slept for a week before this post, and fitfully for the week before that. Coupled with that, I have exams coming up soon, and my grandfather's bowel and kidney cancers have come back threefold. It's not very good.
I miss everybody, especially all my wonderful friends. Audy, Jack, Kel, Alma...
And my tarot cards foretell pain. Every single one of them are negative - if there are any tarot readers out there, I salute you! - and the major arcana seem to tell me that this insomnia is a message, something to tell me that I have to do something in my future. But what is worrying, is I keep turning up Judgement, Death, The Star and the Ace of Swords. Together. All negative. Which means, together, that I will face a spiritual or inner death, be judged harshly from or for it, gain knowledge and a future from it and then feel intense physical pain and sorrow. Gah.
So now I'm not feeling too good. Terrible, in fact. And if I'm not around as much as I would hope, I'm sorry. But remember I'll always be here whenever anyone needs me. It may take a few days but I'll always make sure to keep contact with the clan. I'm perusing the pages while I can now, looking at what people have been doing. And when this thing goes away, I'll be back, blazing in all my glory.
I just hope you all aren't missing me too much. xD
-- georgie
