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Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2008 2:28 am
Well, DARS finally sent me to a seminar for the surgery. I'm going to have it at Scott and White. They said, once the tests are all done, I could be getting it in as little as two months. Bad news is, it's been about a month with no word from them, because DARS won't send the paperwork lol. But still, can't complain. Free surgery, free college. Nice deal to me. I've decided that I want to major in education, so I can go into teaching special ed. Gavin left me on the 7th of Feb. because he said we wanted too different things in life (yes, too, not two), and that I was bogging him down and making him suck, basically. I was heartbroken, but I am feeling a lot better now. It was just very sudden, and he was like my only support system from ages 15 to 20 so yeah heh ^^;; Hmm. I guess nothing else is really going on. I got a horrible sunburn yesterday that's still cooking me in the wee hours of this morning. But it was for a good reason! I was out in the backyard all day helping my parents haul off metal lol. Too bad I can't lift my arms too much now, though crying Oh, and I voted in my first presidential primary and caucus! x3 I voted for Hilary, if you're curious :3 But I plan on voting for whichever democrat gets put up for the general :3 Very excited! x3
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Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2008 4:37 pm
Mimisi! *glomps* whee
Free surgery and stuff? Sweet deal. 3nodding Good luck with everything. So you want to teach special ed....interesting. May I ask why you decided to take that up? I mean...not that it's the same, but I'm sort of a makeshift tutor for my autistic brother sometimes, and it seems like a job where you'll need a lot of patience. surprised
Aww, I'm sorry to hear that he left you. D: *hugs* But I'm glad to hear you're feeling better about it now. :D
AAAAHHH SUNBURN. That's exactly why I don't like staying outside for long. xd
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Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2008 7:08 pm
*glomps back* whee heart
Yes, very sweet deal! =o Thank you heart I really need the good luck lol. I'm terrified ^^;; The other night I had a dream that I was taking a tour of the college campus, and everyone was having wild ___ with dead carcuses, and when I said I didn't want to, they tried to eat me o.o So yeah >.> Having some anxiety issues ^^;; heh. One of my cousins is very severely mentally handicapped, and the school she went to just wouldn't deal with her, and didn't have a good special ed program. It was more like a daycare than an education place. (And I've been to other schools where they actually tried to teach not babysit, you know)? And they ended up expelling her for bad behavior and things like that. Just it's rally hard to find people who are willing to work with people like my cousin, but I have the patience to deal with her, and not even just deal, but have fun. I love her and I love spending time with her, and to think that there are so few special ed teachers that they would hire pricks who beat and molest retarded kids, then expell them for being retarded, just gets my blood boiling ^^;; So yeah ^^;; Sorry I sorta ranted at the end, but I'm very passionate about it. *Hugs back* Thanks, I think is the right thing to say? lol I'm still sorta sad, well, really sad, but I'm eating again and not bawling 24/7 lol. And I'm starting to see the good side of things, too. I feel a lot more free now, but I was only bound by myself, if that makes sense? On the other hand, I feel wasted. He keeps telling me that I wasted all my good years on him, so now I feel all old and used up, like I'll never have another shot at love lol. (He's still emailing cause he 'really wants to still be friends'). Yeah, I normally don't even go outside (literally), but they were really needing help, and I love when I can actually help out the family lol. But yeah, this is TERRIBLE >O<;;
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