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 Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 7:15 pm
Well, here's what I wanted it to say:
*Whistles a high note then it slowly fades into silence, then one can here a "poof" sound.*
And that's the direction I feel like I'm heading. Lol, just in case anyone cared.
Edit
Mmkay, well, with the way things have been going lately, nothing's seemed quite the same. I mean, like, my thoughts crash and burn more often then they used to, and by that, I mean, they've been more depressed and just not good at all. I'm finding it harder to hide my feelings, which is something I'm usually pretty good at, well, I have been since the second sememster of junior high almost five years ago. I usually can hide my feelings, where not even my best friends know something is wrong, but lately (well, it hasn't happened for a little while now...but Idk), more people have been asking me if I'm okay, which hasn't happened since elementary (I was a very quiet kid back in elementary, in sixth grade, the whole first quarter, my teacher didn't really even know I was there! Lol, how many people can say that?). Things just seem to be getting worse, but most of the time, I don't really know exactly how things are getting worse, and I don't know what to do about it.
Well, that's all I feel like saying right now.
Edit Number TWO!
Well, today was odd. I usually go ampathetic or get depressed in the evenings, but today, it happened pretty much all a sudden in my 5th/6th period class.
Well, don't have more time to write. Laters
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 7:17 pm
why? are you tired of the nOObs? Well, anyways, I wish you the best ^^
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 8:20 pm
nOObs? No, just my life is basically heading downhill, I didn't feel like saying that in the first post, nor do I feel like explaining yet why, just not in the mood to talk.
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Posted: Mon Dec 03, 2007 4:00 pm
Lost-In-Words nOObs? No, just my life is basically heading downhill, I didn't feel like saying that in the first post, nor do I feel like explaining yet why, just not in the mood to talk. Just. Yeah. cry
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Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 5:18 pm
well, if either of you guy want to talk, or need to send me a pm heart
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Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 7:00 pm
I feel the same way. I've recently forgget who I am. I have decided I really need to work on rediscovering myself.
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 11:53 am
I think this time of year is awesome, but ALSO makes things harder, depression-wise. You know?
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 4:36 pm
Kipluck I think this time of year is awesome, but ALSO makes things harder, depression-wise. You know? I honestly don't think this time of year makes things harder, to me, it's the same as it's always been, depression-wise. Although, since my meds wore off, things have been just harder yes, but it's not the time of year that it is. But I do love winter.
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 3:09 pm
Lost-In-Words Kipluck I think this time of year is awesome, but ALSO makes things harder, depression-wise. You know? I honestly don't think this time of year makes things harder, to me, it's the same as it's always been, depression-wise. Although, since my meds wore off, things have been just harder yes, but it's not the time of year that it is. But I do love winter.
Just remember that there are always people there for you, and as a friend once told me: If life becomes too much to stand- kneel.
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 3:39 pm
RealityEscape Lost-In-Words Kipluck I think this time of year is awesome, but ALSO makes things harder, depression-wise. You know? I honestly don't think this time of year makes things harder, to me, it's the same as it's always been, depression-wise. Although, since my meds wore off, things have been just harder yes, but it's not the time of year that it is. But I do love winter.
Just remember that there are always people there for me, and as a friend once told me: If life becomes too much to stand- kneel.You already know that the meds won't help much. I'm just fine without mine. And why in the world did you do that? Did you wait to see how long that took? Or did you get told to take it off before that? You do know that if your mother were to find out, you might have to go back in.... And I really couldn't stand that... Yes, I will always remember that there are always people there for you. Which friend told you that?
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 3:43 pm
Lost-In-Words RealityEscape Lost-In-Words Kipluck I think this time of year is awesome, but ALSO makes things harder, depression-wise. You know? I honestly don't think this time of year makes things harder, to me, it's the same as it's always been, depression-wise. Although, since my meds wore off, things have been just harder yes, but it's not the time of year that it is. But I do love winter.
Just remember that there are always people there for me, and as a friend once told me: If life becomes too much to stand- kneel.You already know that the meds won't help much. I'm just fine without mine. And why in the world did you do that? Did you wait to see how long that took? Or did you get told to take it off before that? You do know that if your mother were to find out, you might have to go back in.... And I really couldn't stand that... Yes, I will always remember that there are always people there for you. Which friend told you that?
Which friend? You.
((That was supposed to be a 'you'. My brain died or something...))
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 4:24 pm
Yes. Experimenting by going off meds "just to see if I need them still"... I have done that. Level 20 on the Stupid scale. Those of us prescribed that stuff have them for a reason. Get a doctor you CAN trust and then TRUST THEM!!!!
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 4:59 pm
RealityEscape Lost-In-Words RealityEscape Lost-In-Words Kipluck I think this time of year is awesome, but ALSO makes things harder, depression-wise. You know? I honestly don't think this time of year makes things harder, to me, it's the same as it's always been, depression-wise. Although, since my meds wore off, things have been just harder yes, but it's not the time of year that it is. But I do love winter.
Just remember that there are always people there for me, and as a friend once told me: If life becomes too much to stand- kneel.You already know that the meds won't help much. I'm just fine without mine. And why in the world did you do that? Did you wait to see how long that took? Or did you get told to take it off before that? You do know that if your mother were to find out, you might have to go back in.... And I really couldn't stand that... Yes, I will always remember that there are always people there for you. Which friend told you that?
Which friend? You.
((That was supposed to be a 'you'. My brain died or something...))I didn't want to tell the truth! ...And sadly, I still don't, even though it's worse then it was then. Why am I not just fine? How long could you stand it? You better not of burned yourself. And why wouldn't you go BHI? Why would you go residential? And 1+ months??? I'm gonna kick your butt once you get outta there if you EVER end up in there.... Me? @ Kipluck: I'm not experimenting going off them, I ran out months ago. When I was running out, I told my mom at least once, but she never got more, and since I'm just a teen, I can't go get them myself, though I really don't want to. And I just have a pretty hard time telling adults anything, in any form. According to the test, I had Cronic Depression, I believe (I looked at the back of it)
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2007 11:20 pm
Lost-In-Words RealityEscape Lost-In-Words RealityEscape Lost-In-Words Kipluck I think this time of year is awesome, but ALSO makes things harder, depression-wise. You know? I honestly don't think this time of year makes things harder, to me, it's the same as it's always been, depression-wise. Although, since my meds wore off, things have been just harder yes, but it's not the time of year that it is. But I do love winter.
Just remember that there are always people there for me, and as a friend once told me: If life becomes too much to stand- kneel.You already know that the meds won't help much. I'm just fine without mine. And why in the world did you do that? Did you wait to see how long that took? Or did you get told to take it off before that? You do know that if your mother were to find out, you might have to go back in.... And I really couldn't stand that... Yes, I will always remember that there are always people there for you. Which friend told you that?
Which friend? You.
((That was supposed to be a 'you'. My brain died or something...))I didn't want to tell the truth! ...And sadly, I still don't, even though it's worse then it was then. Why am I not just fine? How long could you stand it? You better not of burned yourself. And why wouldn't you go BHI? Why would you go residential? And 1+ months??? I'm gonna kick your butt once you get outta there if you EVER end up in there.... Me?
Um.... what do you mean by "burn".... If I actually wanted to burn myself, I'd just get a few boxes of sparklers... twisted
Dr. Christensen said that next time I'd be put into residential. And yes, a minimum of one month, but almost always more than that. And I assure you, I have no plans of getting put in there....
Yes, you. In an IM or text or something. Email, maybe? Who uses email, though. It's soooo slow. xD
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2007 6:17 pm
Well, on a related note, I just started Therapy again because things are getting BAD right now. I like him a lot, though, so it's okay.
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