If You Really Knew Me...

[Anhelitum]

If You really knew me You would know I see the world as a net where everything is connected, so it's hard for me to make definite decisions while I have no possible way of kowing what would all the possible consequences be, that's why usually I just listen, observe and don't get involved which irks some people quite a lot.  

[Infinite Euphoria]

If you really knew me, you'd know nothing about me.  

[QuantumT]

If you really knew me, you would probably know more about me than I do. But, yeah, no one here even remotely knows me yet. D:  

[Myliu Sakura]

If you really knew me... You would think I was crazy and would run for the hills.  

[The most hygienic greeble]

If you really knew me, you'd know I wasn't supposed to live this long. Beat the predictions. smile  

[pockyrage]

if you really knew me, you would know that I ... have layers rofl it takes a lot to get under my skin, whether you are insulting me or trying to be my friend  

[pockyrage]

LittlexLostxOne

If you really knew me, you'd know that I haven't come out to my family because they are homophobic. You'd know that I am left at home all the time by myself because I hate shopping with my mom (she always brings up my weight).You'd know that I've never once been skinny, and grew up being teased all the time for my weight;it is something I've struggled with for a long time.You'd know that I may never be able to have children.You'd know that I have considered gender change surgery several times in my lifetime. You'd know that I was afraid of heights,tight spaces, and the down side of any escalator. You'd know that I think about ways I could end my life because I feel inferior to everyone around me, and like a waste of space. You'd know that I don't have very many ambitions because my goals are too far out of reach.You'd know that I'd be afraid to get too close to someone I liked, and would wind up pushing them away for fear of rejection and being cheated on. You'd know that I love anime, horror films, and comedies.You'd know that I play Soul Calibur V all the time just to see if I could get any better. You'd know that my favorite type of food is ramen, or noodles in general. You'd know that I always hide the truth behind a giggle and a smile. You'd know that I try to please people more often than I should. You'd know that i have been used for money, rides, and for so called "friends"sneaking over in the middle of the night after hooking up. You'd know that I was adopted. You'd know that the easiest way for me to be your friend is to be silly,childish, and to have a lot of laughter.


I think that says enough about me....xD

often times, I was teased and bullied because of my size. However, I was very small. I was barely able to kick a ball two feet (always picked last in kickball) and I was always "it" during tag because my legs were too small to catch up to the other children. Although we are on different sides of the body size spectrum, it surprises me that we experienced the same thing haha  

[mooffinmilk]

Dr. OCD

If you really knew me, you'd know that I am a phenomenal actor.

Brava. There's more than what you choose to see in me.  

[Odin Moon]

If you really knew me, you would call me crazy. You might even think about trying to find the rabbit hole you fell down to meet me. You might get swept away in the wonder that fills my world. You might see it as a vortex of infinite want for something more, or you might simply scoff at the shallow roots my bondings have to one place. You might see someone hurt and broken, or someone full of life. You might see a boy and then blink to see a beautiful woman. You might see a half blind mental case that is far beyond saving , or the starts of a beautiful hero that has yet to come into there own. You could see a million different things or you might see nothing at all. So is the ever changing tide in ones soul. But you ask what do I see, what do I know. I know I have love for every person in my heart I know I care about people and nature. I know that in my creative soul there is a fire that burns bright for equality, and I know that I want to help people. You see what you want to see weather I am a human, a demigod, or even a demon. But I know that if my convictions are strong enough I can show the world something amazing. And that is what I truely am.  

[Kuro the Unicorn]

...that I hate the city. Loathe it. Want to be anywhere but, and yet it's where the people I care about are.  

[ShalomTheStargazer]

If you really knew me, you would know that, at the same time as I believe I am the worst person in this world, I set higher standards for myself than anyone else alive. You might also know that I can see where this doesn't make sense, and though it troubles and confuses me, I haven't managed to change it yet.  

[Kuro the Unicorn]

ShalomTheStargazer

If you really knew me, you would know that, at the same time as I believe I am the worst person in this world, I set higher standards for myself than anyone else alive. You might also know that I can see where this doesn't make sense, and though it troubles and confuses me, I haven't managed to change it yet.

And do you also find that the longer this goes on the more you loathe yourself for being unable to do something so simple? Because I do.  

[ShalomTheStargazer]

Kurohimemiya

ShalomTheStargazer

If you really knew me, you would know that, at the same time as I believe I am the worst person in this world, I set higher standards for myself than anyone else alive. You might also know that I can see where this doesn't make sense, and though it troubles and confuses me, I haven't managed to change it yet.

And do you also find that the longer this goes on the more you loathe yourself for being unable to do something so simple? Because I do.

Yeah. I feel like if I can't change my own mind/how I think, how the hell am I supposed to change anything outside of me? How am I supposed to change anything in this world?