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I have a ridiculous crush on someone currently.

They've like me for years and i finally (after bottling it up forever) told them i liked them a few months ago...
but im too scared to act on anything.
I've never liked anyone this much before. I suck. Lol.

That must have been really hard. :[

I just wish i would have known sooner about them liking me because i feel so much time was
wasted not knowing. Xp

I have a crush on my best friend but I know for a fact that if I did anything about it except ignore it she would flip out and completely drop me as a friend considering she borderline lez phobic (she doesn't mind gay men though).

She doesn't mind talking about my sexuality with me but shes always making cracks about how weird and wrong it would be if we were to date and I do my freaking level best to just laugh them off but it still sorta hurts whens she makes comments like I'd turn lez for this actress or character but then goes into one of the comments about who wrong it would be for us to date.


Shes my best friend but I'm tired of watching as every boyfriend she has breaks her heart. Only for me to help her thought it constantly listening too these comments. The when shes finally over the guy that hurt her this time she gives her affection to another dead beat brushing off all of the warning I give her about said guy and his personality. Then proceeds to put our and another friendships she has on the back burner for this low-life that just ends up hurting her its such a vicious, endless cycle.

It also doesn't help that I have slowly over just the last year or so I have been coming out fully to the people around me little by little.

What Can I Do?
PM me with suggestions please crying

GOD IT FELT GOOD TO FINALLY SAY(TYPE) ALL OF THAT