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 Posted: Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:51 pm
I'm a bit worried I will forget something before I board the plane tomorrow...:/
I hate the anxiety I feel before I fly off to another country. Makes sleeping near impossible.
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 2:01 am
I think I should have just pulled out of my courses for this semester and stayed up in the North Island.
Every night I start shaking violently - it's my fight or flight response. I don't dare tell my girlfriend about it either, as the quake left her very shaken and she needs to think I'm holding it together.
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 1:22 pm
DIE, YOU ******** b*****d.
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 1:42 pm
Some people should be banned from ever owning an animal. Including a goldfish.
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 2:44 pm
Are you friggin kidding me?! There's a vitamin which has the sole purpose of softening the skin and my doctors thought chemo sounded like a better idea. stressed
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:32 pm
Admittion was a success...sort of...I think.
Sushi's heart's aflutter. heart
Wait a minute...Oh jeeze, how often does she read this thread? >///>;
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:57 pm
Okay, so something new happened today. I was awoken to a phone call (it was 9:30, class was at 10 xD) from my case manager/counselor. See, my school has a psychiatrist that comes in, but in order to see the psychiatrist, we have to see a therapist to touch base with and stuff. So last week, I went to see the therapist, Angel, and I told her about my stuff. She's a grad student at Marywood, doing her practicum in the center. Anyway, I get a phone call this morning. She asked if I would be willing to come down and take an MMPI-2, which is a psychological test. So I go down in the afternoon and talk to her and the director of the counseling center, who is also her advisor (that is, he monitors what she does and is her teacher, sort of). He asked me if I'd ever gone to an audiologist and I said no. He also talked about the prospect of getting a neurological exam. I was sort of surprised, because nobody has ever taken an acting interest in my hearing thing before. Anyway, the MMPI-2 is a very in depth inventory exam. 567 true and false questions. 567. D: I'm gonna go back on Friday.
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 6:16 pm
GAH! I'm probably gonna have to pay for all this driving crap by myself by myself. My sisters didn't pay for their permit test, their driving school, their license test, OR their first car. Britt and Teresa are in their 20s and are still using dad's car insurance! But I'm gonna have to do this all myself. Five daughters and the youngest gets no help at all. She gets things she never wanted, like a cell phone, and now I don't have one after two years of constant texting...and I still don't care to get another one! I don't want to live with these idiots anymore and me living here is one of the reasons my dad hasn't left the psycho woman yet.
I never wanted a job because I never needed to buy anything because I didn't want anything and my parents would pay for things I needed. Now they can't even do that because mom is a ******** idiot who wastes money on like $100 curtains. She could've bought me shoes, since I haven't had new one in two ******** years and the old ones were starting to make me blister but curtains are WAY more important.
I'm 18 now, there is no reason to stay here. Sure it would make things much easier financially but that is not ******** worth their bitching every god damn day. My parents helped all my sisters get their first job, another thing I'm going to have to do by myself. The most help I've been given was advice to ask Jon to get me a job at McDonalds which is basically a vegetarian hell. Hopefully my advisor will know of something at the college or where I would ask that sort of thing. Job. Permit. License. Finding an apartment or something. Then leaving and never coming back.
This is going to severely suck.
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 6:21 pm
Pirate Captain Sushi Admittion was a success...sort of...I think.
Sushi's heart's aflutter. heart
Wait a minute...Oh jeeze, how often does she read this thread? >///>; Who is it, damn it? scream
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 6:29 pm
Kats Kokeshi Doll Pirate Captain Sushi Admittion was a success...sort of...I think.
Sushi's heart's aflutter. heart
Wait a minute...Oh jeeze, how often does she read this thread? >///>; Who is it, damn it? scream
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 6:30 pm
Kats Kokeshi Doll Pirate Captain Sushi Admittion was a success...sort of...I think.
Sushi's heart's aflutter. heart
Wait a minute...Oh jeeze, how often does she read this thread? >///>; Who is it, damn it? scream Yeah, srsly! scream And Shiori, I'm sure you can do it! Those who are met with the greatest hardships are the most successful.
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Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2010 9:42 am
Foam-Dome Kats Kokeshi Doll Pirate Captain Sushi Admittion was a success...sort of...I think.
Sushi's heart's aflutter. heart
Wait a minute...Oh jeeze, how often does she read this thread? >///>; Who is it, damn it? scream Yeah, srsly! scream And Shiori, I'm sure you can do it! Those who are met with the greatest hardships are the most successful.
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Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2010 10:26 am
CleoSombra Okay, so something new happened today. I was awoken to a phone call (it was 9:30, class was at 10 xD) from my case manager/counselor. See, my school has a psychiatrist that comes in, but in order to see the psychiatrist, we have to see a therapist to touch base with and stuff. So last week, I went to see the therapist, Angel, and I told her about my stuff. She's a grad student at Marywood, doing her practicum in the center. Anyway, I get a phone call this morning. She asked if I would be willing to come down and take an MMPI-2, which is a psychological test. So I go down in the afternoon and talk to her and the director of the counseling center, who is also her advisor (that is, he monitors what she does and is her teacher, sort of). He asked me if I'd ever gone to an audiologist and I said no. He also talked about the prospect of getting a neurological exam. I was sort of surprised, because nobody has ever taken an acting interest in my hearing thing before. Anyway, the MMPI-2 is a very in depth inventory exam. 567 true and false questions. 567. D: I'm gonna go back on Friday. Oh hey, I've had personality assessment things like that before. surprised I've done it twice, actually. The first time was in middle school for basic IQ stuff and to see if I had ADHD, and the second time was in the spring of '09 at my university's counseling center to look into me having social anxiety (second time was for free since I was giving grad students someone to practice on XD). It wasn't the exact same thing you're gonna take, but the second time, at least, had a component with a ton of true/false questions, and that part isn't nearly as intimidating as it sounds. You're probably just in for a bunch of no-brainer questions (maybe some trickier ones mixed in) that repeat themselves a few times, it's nothing too difficult. I'm glad you're taking advantage of the offer, though. It really helped me both times I took it, and even if the one you're doing is different/more difficult than what I did, it'll still be worth it. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2010 11:04 am
I'm exhausted. My poor out of shape body isn't used to working. My feet hurt and have blisters all over them =(
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