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I love how you always have something completely random to say.
Though I suppose it isn't random if we were in your shoes, but taking in the fact that it has absolutely nothing to do with the current conversation {or anything to do with my life at all}, it seems completely out of place.
But anyway, what causes you to say this?
{Not that I think it's easy.}
Well, all through high school, I went around with this dream of putting together a band. I was sorta half-way serious about the matter. Most other people were like "yeah, that's a cool idea, I'm in" but only said that just to say it, they weren't serious, and I guess I wasn't either for the most part. Now I'm in college, and I just so happened to come across some other guy who's into making something. We're both serious about it. So he made this beat, it's pretty industrial-esque, has a nice flow, so I'm like, "this mess is dope." I wrote lyrics to it, and I said by Monday, if I have time, I'd rap over it. I tried rapping, and it went pretty well, but I hate the sound of my voice, so every time I played it back, I was like "bah, delete." So I'm recording and deleting and recording and deleting. Sometimes I'm not following the beat in certain places, other times I stumble over my words, sometimes it doesn't sound like the way I want it to in my head, sometimes I feel embarrassed for actually trying to do it while I'm doing it, whatever the case, it's crazy. This is something I really wanna do, and it's really cool to do, it's just the matter of
doing it that seems to be the problem.
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