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 Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2013 6:49 am
Alrighty... I have an announcement to make. I'm going to re-apply to the guild. No, I'm not leaving. I'm just going to submit a new application, in the OoC or something. Seems ridiculous at best, I'm sure. But it's important to me, for several different reasons, not least of which is my need to be an actionary person. I hate the fact that everything I've done over the past eight years of my life has been a reaction to something said or done to me by someone who doesn't give a flying flock of flamingos about me. I hate myself for it. And I'm done. I'm soooo ******** done. I'm done crying over nothing. I'm done taking for granted people who've had my back. I'm through with causing a scene.
The main reason would be... I don't deserve y'all. I don't deserve this guild. I don't care if you disagree, this is the way I feel. I need to re-acquire that magic I felt back in '08 when the mods granted me passage into this place, this place I've loved like another home, and set to work on joining VU. I'm always gonna be a VU Veteran. I'm going to cling to those memories with my dying breath. But I need to move forward, not sidestep while glancing back. Being of action, not reaction. I need to see for myself if I can deserve this beautiful place again. If I don't, then so be it. But I'm not going to ride on the coattails of what I once did, only staying in the guild because a few of you still remember and like me. No, ******** that noise. I've ******** up way too much for any of that to count. True, my disappearing act during the first year or so of being in this guild, wasn't my fault, for the most part. Natural disasters and moves and death and.... Okay, the death part was my fault, but I digress.
WHATEVER. Point is, I'm gonna post some hopefully awesome bullshit for you guys to look at. I'm asking (not quite begging, but almost) Sory and the Crew to review it and tell me if it rocks or sucks. If it rocks, I'll stick with you guys like I used to, and I WILL participate in SOME kind of RP'ing with SOMEONE, and I'll try my damnedest not to fail like a failing... failer. I can tell you all ahead of time that during November, I won't be around much, because NaNoWriMo is gonna be kicking my a** all that month. But other than that, I'm yours to command or something. Phenomenal cosmic powers, itty bitty living space. So... Yeah. I'll be getting that application ready now. I hope you all understand why this is so important to me.
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Posted: Fri Oct 18, 2013 9:58 am
Hello people, just leaving a message here to let you know I'm going to Anime Banzai this weekend *is super excited* So yeah basic rules of cons apply, will have access when at home but not too likely to be too active too busy having fun at con, bye guys see you when I see you.
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phoenixianCrystallist Crew
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Posted: Fri Oct 18, 2013 3:30 pm
Whelp, in case my disappearing off the face of the earth wasn't hint enough, my internet situation is still iffy. But yeah, figured I'd post this here in case for whatever reason I'm unable to purloin myself any more intarwebz, especially considering I don't know when I'll be able to afford to turn my own back on again. Food and rent kind of take priority, y'know? But when I do get my 'net back, oh man, you guys are going to be subject to a very excited little Mizu. I've been going absolutely ******** insane without you guys, srsly, it's pretty bad. o_O Wish me luck! heart
I will be posting whenever I can. Working on an HA post right now, actually. Yay, tabbed browsing~
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Posted: Thu Dec 05, 2013 6:56 pm
I'm not gonna be posting in HA for a while. I can't find time to catch up, and even when I do have time I spend it doing other things, like making sweet passionate love to my hot, sexy husband.
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Posted: Sat Jan 18, 2014 12:51 pm
Hai guys. I am sorry for being such a stranger. Since my move to NJ things have been crazy. I have been working for a job. I am going to be away still until I get things together. I am sorry for any worry I've caused. I love you all and missing you.
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2014 3:08 am
Hello my dears,
Well...I
Ah..y'see..
Jee.
I've been a bit lost for words. I've been skulking around the guild for awhile now, not really sure how to announce my return, not really sure how to express how much i've missed everyone in a single paragraph, I guess it's like waiting outside the house whilst its raining looking threw the window of a family sitting warm by the fire.
I'll give you a rundown on what's been happening in my life so far:
* Intermittent from uni - a horrible experience, a lot of depression, a lot of counseling, i'm intermitting because of those reasons.
*My mum has been going threw radiotherapy for her cancer
i'll be sculking around alot more but i'd like to make a return to roleplaying :')
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Je suis a toi Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2014 6:04 pm
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2014 11:34 pm
*runs into suis's arms gross sobbing* I missssssed you Suis, thank you thank you! crying heart heart heart heart crying  heart heart heart heart
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Posted: Fri Aug 08, 2014 12:16 am
Quick computer update: keyboard my tech guy found was messed up in transit so he had to order a new one. Plus side? It'll be backlit for no additional charge to me!
In other news, typing this post on the Wii U was a bit harder than expected.
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Posted: Mon May 18, 2015 7:20 pm
Psalm Grasshopper I'm not gonna be posting in HA for a while. I can't find time to catch up, and even when I do have time I spend it doing other things, like making sweet passionate love to my hot, sexy husband. I had a different reason, but then I saw this, and thought, "2013 Amy is awesome, like 2015 Amy is also awesome, and this is acceptable." I'll be gone for a month, maybe two. Please tuck my character away with Anthony and John from Cleveland, and make Charlie's Angels out of us, if it gets to a point of needing to do something with her.
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Posted: Tue May 19, 2015 12:36 am
Jeimuzu Kuro Hello people, just leaving a message here to let you know I'm going to Anime Banzai this weekend..Hello people, just leaving a message here to let you know I'm going to Anime Banzai I'm going to Anime BanzaiAnime Banzai ♦ What road do I take?
♣ "Where do you want to go?" Sorry for interrupting this, and I know it's old but... did you just mentioned a convention I just went to last year?
Just, like, you know, curious.... (Derp) ♥ I don't know.
♠ "Then, it really doesn't matter, does it?"
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Posted: Tue May 19, 2015 12:46 pm
Fandom Melodies Jeimuzu Kuro Hello people, just leaving a message here to let you know I'm going to Anime Banzai this weekend..Hello people, just leaving a message here to let you know I'm going to Anime Banzai I'm going to Anime BanzaiAnime Banzai ♦ What road do I take?
♣ "Where do you want to go?" Sorry for interrupting this, and I know it's old but... did you just mentioned a convention I just went to last year?
Just, like, you know, curious.... (Derp) ♥ I don't know.
♠ "Then, it really doesn't matter, does it?" Yeah I had been in Utah until October of last year from 2012-2014. Not anymore though. I wasn't there last year though since that was when we moved XD
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Posted: Mon Aug 17, 2015 4:05 pm
I will be gone from the 19th to the 25th.
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Posted: Thu Aug 27, 2015 8:43 pm
This little ghost of a nobody can't remember if she ever posted a notice of absence, but I'm here now.
After so much time spent dealing with personal struggles and a soul crushing amount of writer's block, I am proud to say I've finally come back. I'm finally capable of sticking to an rp of any length.
If I never mentioned an absence, I offer my deepest apologies. I spent so much time dealing with graduation, college, being in and out of a job... I got so busy so quickly, I really had no time to react to anything.
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Posted: Mon Oct 05, 2015 3:30 pm
I'm super sick. I'll be back later next week I think. emotion_puke
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