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 Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 8:58 pm
I like to make sure I start all relationships letting the other person know that I'm ******** up beyond what they can imagine. Usually helps that I try to date people after I've known them a couple of months. That way they can't say they didn't know better. They do.
I feel like I should get a god damned warning label stamped on me somewhere.
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Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 9:29 pm
Lady Pyre Jahoclave Lady Pyre Jahoclave Worse yet, I have a feeling that this is crap is the result of some s**t one of her more religious friends put into her head. Ugh, I just hope actually having a sit down conversation will straighten this crap out. I just want to have a decent relationship for once. This s**t is why I don't date Christians, anymore. Yeah, I think I'm going to have to revert back to that rule as well. She was perfectly ******** fine with my views the first few weeks. And to be honest, the what if we have children line kind of unnerves me. For somebody who hasn't even had a relationship last more than two weeks the whole thinking about what if we have kids crap... Seriously? About the only way this isn't going to end with me being rather pissed off is if she really is just having a lot of anxieties for no good reason. But if it's all about religious differences I may just start punching every conservative christian blow hard who goes about trying to treat atheists as subhuman. Also, apparently the zoo makes the penguins go outside for walks in the winter. One tried to snatch away my dad's camera. xd Hey, at least she's aware enough to realize she has some dumbass issue with it within the first month. The last guy I dated waited until nearly our one year anniversary, and then all of a sudden, it was a big effing deal I didn't share his beliefs. Gee thanks. As if I didn't have enough issues with trust before you more or less told me our entire relationship was built on a lie. rolleyes Yeah, well, if that's actually the problem I am going to be damn well pissed off. It'd also just be nice if she'd stop f'ing dancing around whatever her problem is and just come out with it. It's kind of annoying. But in reality, I've already been pretty ******** sick and tired of being screwed with over things this year.
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Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 11:03 pm
I'm a pretty crappy person to even be friends with, the dating thing is definitely not happening for me. >__>
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Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 11:15 pm
Soranoko I'm a pretty crappy person to even be friends with, the dating thing is definitely not happening for me. >__> Meh, is probably everybody else. I'd say it's me, but they keep telling me what a great ******** guy I am. But I think I'm going to give up on people for quite some time. Sorry for being so down, but I can't sleep and this is rather bothering me.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 5:52 am
Soranoko I'm a pretty crappy person to even be friends with, the dating thing is definitely not happening for me. >__> Stop being a crappy person. dramallama
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 10:18 am
Back from Arizona everyone. biggrin Fun times! I love my cousins and my aunts. My cousin seemed a little more jaded than usual. Maybe because it's vacation time and she's tired from school? Aw well.
Also did 50 laps in the pool with her. omg. You know, it didn't hurt that much but my legs felt VERY heavy when I was getting out of the pool. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to walk on solid ground. XDD
Also, still have remnants of that horrible cold. D:<<< I hate it! UGH! The pool didn't help that either. Also, my grandma gave me pills to help it but they were drowsy pills so I didn't want to take them right away. Then when I did want to take them they were on the night stand somewhere and I didn't want to get them in case I fell over a few billion things on my way there (it's pitch black at night in that house). In the morning the pills disappeared. Then when my grandma hands them to me later I thought I put them in my pocket but they were on the table...already taken. gonk Apparently my cousin took them (this is my guy cousin) and my brother took the other. ASAS;LDASD' YOU DO NOT HAVE COLDS! D:< I think my brother took it because my cousin snores LOUD and he wanted to get to sleep. I seriously could not sleep in that house. The first night I woke up 5 times! 5! I was like...."It's STILL night?! WHAT?!" XDD But ugh my nose still bothers me. Oh well. It will heal. @____@; Right?
And then I checked the pill container cupboard and of course all the night time cold medicine is GONE! I seriously couldn't believe my bad luck. Feh.
Lots of food at the house too. Lots of good yummy food! <3 We also did a puzzle and my cousin hid a piece in my hat and I took it home with me because I didn't know she put it there! gonk WHY?! Haha.
Now I have to finish my game and play the Zelda one. I got a lot of good gifts this Christmas (lots of shirts, hats and scarves). I've never been much of a hat person but I've been wanting hats this year. XD; I love the scarf my brother's gf got! It's sooo pretty! <3
Anyway.....I guess that's it. Haha. <3
On the Gaia side, it looks like I got back all of my losses from this holiday season. biggrin YAY! Sora! Sora! I have to pay you 50k again if you'll do Chimaru this time (My friend's character). Can you do him, plz? kthx! Hehe. heart
Unless you're busy. Then that's fine.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 11:33 am
Aldo Soranoko I'm a pretty crappy person to even be friends with, the dating thing is definitely not happening for me. >__> Stop being a crappy person. dramallama You make it sound like I kick puppies or something. sad
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 12:13 pm
Soranoko Aldo Soranoko I'm a pretty crappy person to even be friends with, the dating thing is definitely not happening for me. >__> Stop being a crappy person. dramallama You make it sound like I kick puppies or something. sad Well apparently I do, just because I'm not religious. Honestly, I think I should be able to sue for damages any person who claims atheists to be subhuman. Gays should get that right as well. Probably women as well. It'd put a stop to a lot of this intolerant horseshit real quick.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 12:19 pm
Soranoko Aldo Soranoko I'm a pretty crappy person to even be friends with, the dating thing is definitely not happening for me. >__> Stop being a crappy person. dramallama You make it sound like I kick puppies or something. sad Can you do art for moneyz Sor? crying I would only kick a puppy if it was messing with my dog. D:< It's annoying when I'm walking my dog and puppies start yapping at it as it comes barreling across the street. Seesh. Oh well. My dog doesn't care though. He's soooo jaded. XD
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 12:44 pm
Jeeze, Jaho, did it really bother her that badly, that fast? gonk That sucks.
Sorry, Sevi. I've been feeling really down lately. I'm not up for drawing anything at the moment.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 1:34 pm
Soranoko Jeeze, Jaho, did it really bother her that badly, that fast? gonk That sucks. Sorry, Sevi. I've been feeling really down lately. I'm not up for drawing anything at the moment. Well, I'm not sure that's the whole thing since I can't get a hold of her. However, if it is the reason I'm going to be doubly pissed and have absolutely no respect for her. My ex may have been a crazy b***h, but at least she was an honest crazy b***h who let you know why she was upset. But no, it's not just her on that one. I live in Springfield, MO, which is basically the buckle of the Bible Belt. It's where the Assemblies of God headquarters are. It's super conservative on top of that. So basically everybody I have to deal with hates who I am without even getting to know me. There actually already is a theoretical concept for the situation, the creation of the Other, which you find a lot in post-colonial, feminist and queer theory. It's part of one of the reasons I want to just move to a highly liberal area. Not so much that I want to live in a highly liberal area, but just so that I can actually be who I am without fear of harassment. We can't even be free of this s**t on our own damn campus. Just about once a week when the weather is nice this group of assholes comes out with this loud a** sound system and goes on and on and on and on and on. I really hope they actually do some defamation so we can actually get them kicked the ******** off campus. But it's just, I'm tired of being told I'm a horrible person, subhuman, not American, that I'm stealing the country, that I don't have the best interests of the country at hand. I'm just so ******** sick of it, and I think that's one of the things that pisses me off so much about Palin, Beck, these tea part assholes, and Fox news. They just don't ******** get it. They don't have a god damn clue about what they're saying does to people. It's one thing to disagree with policy, but it's a whole nother thing to claim that anybody who disagrees with you isn't even entitled to live in the country and voice an opinion. <********, I'm moving to a Caribbean dictatorship. We're pretty friendly with Latin American dictators anyways, and then I don't have to give a s**t about partisan bullshit. I'll just live in my beach house and chill in a hammock. Hum, I suppose I can engineer a system to fill up my coconut class so I don't have to get up.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 3:32 pm
I don't technically live in the Bible Belt, but some parts of Ohio are just as bad. I've had the same issues. It's probably why I'm such a damned hermit.
I don't know if I'd be any happier living in a more liberal area, though, as those tend to be larger cities. I'm not a country girl, by any means, but I can't see myself living in the city, either. I guess I'm pretty suburban. Actually, if living in the middle of nowhere didn't mean driving an hour for groceries, I'd probably be cool with it... But it does, so I'll settle for having a few trees in the backyard in place of a forest.
Honestly, I try not to even bring up religion, since I hate the way so many Christians do a complete 180 on you the second they find out. Like that one thing total erases everything you thought you liked about me before. But sometimes, they say such damned ignorant things that it's hard to keep my mouth shut. Like the reason so-and-so is a klepto is because he doesn't have God in his life. Or my very favorite, "If you don't believe in God, you must be a Satanist." LOLWHUT? Logical fallacy!
And I'm not really an atheist so much as I think the Bible is a load of balogna and "organized religion" is another word for "cult."
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 4:27 pm
You guys should try living on the West Coast. I don't think I've found a real "bad" area much of anywhere up or down it.
I mean, the only thing I ever really get s**t for is having long hair. I mean, well, look at me. I look and act the way I am but pretty much everyone rolls with it, and I lived near several churches and the lutheran university nearby.
No one really gives a s**t, and even the pastors and such are generally pretty cool guys. Hell, even the mormons and the like are pretty understanding about it all.
The downside is dealing with ******** hippies all the time, which is just as bad in the other direction, And then they expect you to side with them on any issue they happen to care about this week because you're nearby so it's "obviously your problem ******** hippies.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 6:21 pm
Well, on the plus side, everybody will benefit from the new world order.
The downside, grow a pair. Seriously, if you're going to break up with me, break up with me. Don't go around giving me cryptic messages and ignore me in hopes that I'll break up with you. I shouldn't have to drag the reasons and what not out of a friend. And it gets worse. She's been meaning to do this for weeks. F'ing weeks. Gee, Merry ******** Christmas to me. I'm glad you still had me take you out shopping and what not without ever mentioning a ******** word.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 6:24 pm
Jahoclave But it's just, I'm tired of being told I'm a horrible person, subhuman, not American, that I'm stealing the country, that I don't have the best interests of the country at hand. I'm just so ******** sick of it, and I think that's one of the things that pisses me off so much about Palin, Beck, these tea part assholes, and Fox news. They just don't ******** get it. They don't have a god damn clue about what they're saying does to people. It's one thing to disagree with policy, but it's a whole nother thing to claim that anybody who disagrees with you isn't even entitled to live in the country and voice an opinion. Thank you, thank you. <3 But I think they know exactly what they're doing. Can people seriously listen to that crap and live without sense of fear or loathing of others? I just....ugh, nevermind. Wolffy: I agree. Nothing really goes on around here. And yeah hippies. D:< Haha. My friend use to joke around about hippies (Like, "You're such a hippy!") I miss my friend. ): And, aw, Sora okay. I hope you feel better! <3
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