I see. You went through the sibling war. My brother use to pick on me. When I was younger until I stood up to him. Then it all changed. He use to lock me in the dog kennel, hit my arm, and drag me when I didn't wanna go with him. When he wanted to show me something. It took me until I was in middle school in my last years. Until I stood my ground against him. I yelled, hit him. After all the standing up against him. He stopped hitting, dragging. Now he just annoys me, gets mad when I say no, walks off. I also give that look to say back off, ignore him.
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive? Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
I've been dealing with that my whole life, sadly... >_>;; It doesn't help that my brother has ADD, Aspergers and probably some more autistic disorders so he doesn't even understand that hitting people like that is wrong =n= I used to be able to stand up to him too since I'm 2.5 years older and used to be bigger, but now he's a whole head taller and he used to take jiu jitsu classes so I can barely even hit him back ._.
It's pissing me off badly because I hadn't gotten that bad in a while... I'm usually a very quiet/sofspoken/sensitive girl IRL, almost to the point of being weak... But when I'm angry, it's like I completely lose my mind >n< There's only a few people who get me that angry, that I end up screaming and hitting them and just wanting to break everything around me including them... My brother being the worst offender >.> If it weren't for the fact that he's stronger than me, and well, he's my BROTHER, I probably would've snapped his sorry neck years ago :/ Which scares me because when I get that angry, I become a lot more like Nanzzy... Completely crazy, not knowing my own limits and hellbent on revenge... >.<;; It's been years that I got so bad because of anyone.... emotion_facepalm
Would it have been any other person, I probably would've bottled it up and let it out when I was alone, but my brother totally deserved the punches he got in return >_> My freaking lip still hurts and it's all swollen, which isn't exactly ideal when you work a job where you have to talk all the time and also have to look somewhat decent... I look like a freaking domestic abuse victim and smiling even slightly hurts rolleyes
Hmmmmm Since he has a disorder, not truly aware of what he is doing. You could maybe give him chocolate. Chocolate is known to calm stress. Chocolate makes you feel happy. When he gets in that mood. You run, get chocolate, calmly tell him to calm down, offer him the chocolate. He can probably sense your upset, then it fuels him more. Just have to learn to control those emotions, remember he can't help it. The chocolate might be useful as a tool to avoid being hit.
Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 2:28 am
Nanzzy-chan
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive? Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
*is slowly going crazy inside the coffin, getting hallucinations from a lack of oxygen*
Come on... This isn't funny anymore... gonk
I'd almost wish my body were as weak as a regular human so I'd be dead already... almoststare
Hmmmmm Since he has a disorder, not truly aware of what he is doing. You could maybe give him chocolate. Chocolate is known to calm stress. Chocolate makes you feel happy. When he gets in that mood. You run, get chocolate, calmly tell him to calm down, offer him the chocolate. He can probably sense yourself upset, then it fuels him more. Just have to learn to control those emotions, remember he can't help it. The chocolate might be useful as a tool to avoid being hit.
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive? Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
He gets plenty of chocolate already, since that's usually what he spends the last of his money on lol Besides, why would I reward him for being an a*****e :/ Even my mother said I was right to hit him back lol He just won't learn if you don't hit it into him emotion_facepalm It gets to the point where even my mom can't really control him anymore... If she even so much as tries to get him out of bed in the morning, it's drama immediately and he starts kicking and hitting her and screaming... He has to learn that people won't always be as patient as my mom and that we won't deal with his s**t forever =.= He's been threatened to be taken out of our home by social services several times already, and I don't think anyone would really mind if that happened... Hopefully he'll pass his finals this year and then move out to the school that he was looking into... It'd be nice and quiet for once :/
Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 2:34 am
-Yuui-TR-Flourite-
Your avatar looks interesting.
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive? Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
((Poor Nanzzy, for once her durable body is just a pain in the a** instead of useful dramallama)) It's gonna get worse.... xD
Hmmmmm Since he has a disorder, not truly aware of what he is doing. You could maybe give him chocolate. Chocolate is known to calm stress. Chocolate makes you feel happy. When he gets in that mood. You run, get chocolate, calmly tell him to calm down, offer him the chocolate. He can probably sense yourself upset, then it fuels him more. Just have to learn to control those emotions, remember he can't help it. The chocolate might be useful as a tool to avoid being hit.
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive? Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
He gets plenty of chocolate already, since that's usually what he spends the last of his money on lol Besides, why would I reward him for being an a*****e :/ Even my mother said I was right to hit him back lol He just won't learn if you don't hit it into him emotion_facepalm It gets to the point where even my mom can't really control him anymore... If she even so much as tries to get him out of bed in the morning, it's drama immediately and he starts kicking and hitting her and screaming... He has to learn that people won't always be as patient as my mom and that we won't deal with his s**t forever =.= He's been threatened to be taken out of our home by social services several times already, and I don't think anyone would really mind if that happened... Hopefully he'll pass his finals this year and then move out to the school that he was looking into... It'd be nice and quiet for once :/
Oh, I see. Never mind. Ummmmmm You could use pillows has shields. If he comes after you to protect your face or yourself while hitting him back. With a pillow. If you did get mean, snap. Using the pillow. Won't really hurt him or you. Your mom could wear armor to were if he does kick, hit. It'll hurt him more than it does her. That football armor, helmet. The football armor is made to protect against hits. Like tackles.
Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 2:52 am
Nanzzy-chan
-Yuui-TR-Flourite-
Your avatar looks interesting.
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive? Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
((Poor Nanzzy, for once her durable body is just a pain in the a** instead of useful dramallama)) It's gonna get worse.... xD
Hoorah! emotion_kirakira *clings to* How've you been, my lovely? emotion_kirakira
”Must it take a life for hateful eyes to glisten once again Cause we find ourselves in the same old mess, singin' drunken lullabies”
Ups and downs, ups and downs... But overall I guess good? emotion_yatta And you~? emotion_kirakira *hugglesnuggles*
Well that's good~ <3 I've been pretty good emotion_kirakira A bit tired from a few reluctantly early mornings to help out at a local primary school, but good. rofl Although the latest episode of Supernatural did put my emotions through a meat grinder today as usual emotion_awesome
Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 3:43 am
Amu Tsukiyomi-sama
xx..Badwolf..xx
Aaalriiiight emotion_awesome A little tired though, as always with Tuesdays. I did a lot of colouring-in today rofl
And how're you, love? emotion_kirakira
Ooooo! I bet they look really nice! ^_^
Oh, I'm doing pretty well.....have a bunch of papers I need to write that I keep forgetting I have... Plus, I'm making a friend of mine, who is back for their spring break, actually find a way for us to hang out, which has been kind of fun. They told me to "make them make hanging out work" so they gave me license to (politely) pester them! XD It's been kinda fun, actually...
This is what I was working on on Tuesday xD I'm supposed to be making stuff for a display in the junior side of the school of different phrases they've been learning.
Oh, that's nice! emotion_kirakira Me and my friends had a bit of a thing like that last year when they got off school XD It was super nice to be seeing them regularly again~
Oh, I see. Never mind. Ummmmmm You could use pillows has shields. If he comes after you to protect your face or yourself while hitting him back. With a pillow. If you did get mean, snap. Using the pillow. Won't really hurt him or you. Your mom could wear armor to were if he does kick, hit. It'll hurt him more than it does her. That football armor, helmet. The football armor is made to protect against hits. Like tackles.
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive? Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
Problem is I never see it coming when he hits me xD And then he's prepared for me hitting him back, so I never get to land any good hits emotion_donotwant I doubt it'd work, and it's kinda hard to come by around here anyway O3o Besides, she shouldn't even have to, she's just trying to help him and get him to make it through high school and pass his finals...
But, he does have his sweet sides, and it seems I got through to him yesterday after all... 3nodding When I got home from work just now I found a bar of chocolate on my doorstep with a little note saying 'Shouldn't have hit you. Sorry!' He knows how to bribe me xdemotion_bigheart
Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 5:45 am
xx..Badwolf..xx
Well that's good~ <3 I've been pretty good emotion_kirakira A bit tired from a few reluctantly early mornings to help out at a local primary school, but good. rofl Although the latest episode of Supernatural did put my emotions through a meat grinder today as usual emotion_awesome
”Where is the edge of your darkest emotions? Why does it all survive? Where is the light of your deepest devotions? I pray that it's still alive”
Oh wow xD But at least you were helping people with it, that should make it worth it~ emotion_kirakira Oh fandoms, always toying with our feels like that emotion_awesome
Doesn't seem like you actually have to pick a side. ^_^ Just a hunt for eggs both anti and cute. Though that flipped achievement looks like its going to be a pain to get. v_v
It's pretty tedious so far. Who has time to collect 100 eggs?
Or 200 if you want all the items. >.> Or like 600 in my case so Fen and Vel-chan get theirs too. I think I almost wish the egg hunt where you had to look all over for tiny eggs. At least then you weren't doing all sorts of spam hoping an npc would post.
ugh... that's too many eggs. I have 9 accounts.
Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 8:24 am
xx..Badwolf..xx
Amu Tsukiyomi-sama
xx..Badwolf..xx
Aaalriiiight emotion_awesome A little tired though, as always with Tuesdays. I did a lot of colouring-in today rofl
And how're you, love? emotion_kirakira
Ooooo! I bet they look really nice! ^_^
Oh, I'm doing pretty well.....have a bunch of papers I need to write that I keep forgetting I have... Plus, I'm making a friend of mine, who is back for their spring break, actually find a way for us to hang out, which has been kind of fun. They told me to "make them make hanging out work" so they gave me license to (politely) pester them! XD It's been kinda fun, actually...
This is what I was working on on Tuesday xD I'm supposed to be making stuff for a display in the junior side of the school of different phrases they've been learning.
Oh, that's nice! emotion_kirakira Me and my friends had a bit of a thing like that last year when they got off school XD It was super nice to be seeing them regularly again~
「 That is really pretty! emotion_kirakira
Yeah, though they've had stuff suddenly come up again... rolleyes Though they are at least appearing to be trying harder than normal... 」
