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it's not good when you realize that you spend a lot of time worrying about how you've ruined someone's life or day or just generally ******** things up for them, but they spend approximately zero time worrying the same about you.

Cannot sleep. Need to cram for quiz in the morning. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.

Oh hello fellow over-thinker. gonk

I was just coming in here to complain about something similar.

I hope I am done with this mess soon. I cannot handle this stress anymore. D:

Ditto.


Dad got another External Fixator put on his leg on Wednesday. It's one of the worst yet but it's suppose to realign his bones perfectly. I wish I could show you guys a picture cuz it's a MONSTROUS thing. I guess you can wiki "Taylor's Spatial Frame" and see an Xray of it. I should really get something to extract pics out of my phone...

Anyway, I've been dead stressed for a while and this kid I pick up has his parents paying me to pick him up....but they took 3 WEEKS to pay me. neutral So on top of my dad's surgery I had this crap to deal with....they finally paid me today so w/e.

Also have to finish 50k but people are beating me and THAT'S stressing me out too. gonk I don't know why! I'm just competitive! Haha. But I have 25k at least and I want to get to 30k by tonight if I can. omg.....it's only been a WEEK of Nanowrimo....

So hopefully I can finish 50k by next week. @__________@! Isn't that crazy guys? Last year it took me 20 days and this year even shorter. AND it's better so it's not all random like last year. Craaaaazy. <3

Yeah. I'd say over half of them need shut down for eyeballing shitty poses from shittier anime. It's why I never go in there. Best to stalk the journals of artwhores and find out who did theirs.

A family came through the food bank today. They had two little boys, who were around 2 or 3 years old. One of them had a black eye and the other had a large purple bruise on his cheek. And I am becoming increasingly unhappy working there.