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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 10:18 pm
Kestin Sha CleoSombra Your kitty won't forget you, I promise.
I can be gone for three or four weeks at a time and they remember me. :3 Thank you so so much. I can't...I can't stop thinking about it. I feel better knowing someone...someone who knows...but I still can't stop imagining it. I'm going to go cuddle with her...then go to sleep...try to sleep. Thank you everyone...I don't know what happened, I just felt completely miserable all of a sudden...I think it's going away...now... I'm glad you're feeling better now <3 I'd just like to reinforce the thought that your kitty will not forget you. This summer I was gone for three months, when I came home my kitty still remembered me and loves me. Now that I'm in the dorms whenever I go home on the weekend my kitty is really happy to see me, and of course still remembers me. :3
As for the point about being liked vs. loved, I think a lot of the people in this guild probably like you. I at least find you to be a likable person. And I think loved is a really strong word, wether people love you or not can depend on what you define as love. Though I can understand wondering about it, I often wonder if anyone actually likes me or if I'm just annoying. (That applies both here and IRL)
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 10:25 pm
  @Kestin: yeah, you're kitty won't forget you. We just got our puppy a few weeks ago, and at most I've seen her once a week, and she still remembers me. Also my uncle's dogs seem to remember me and I only see them a couple times per year.
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 11:37 pm
How the hell did we go from hating each other to this?
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 9:40 am
There are time like now when I wonder why I put so much effort into my relationship when my boyfriend can't even be bothered to text me when he says he will ¬.¬
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 9:44 am
Jikoniau As for the point about being liked vs. loved, I think a lot of the people in this guild probably like you. I at least find you to be a likable person. And I think loved is a really strong word, wether people love you or not can depend on what you define as love. Though I can understand wondering about it, I often wonder if anyone actually likes me or if I'm just annoying. (That applies both here and IRL)
This is my home. If people here don't love me, it would be like if, say, your parents just kinda put up with you from day to day. (Mine are like that, but I've long since stopped considering them family.) There's a huge difference between "Kestin's fun to hang out with...in large groups...when she's afk..." and caring whether I stay or go, live or die. I want people to care about my feelings, my well-being -- and I know for an absolute fact that almost nobody here cares about my feelings, because bgurejvfr crbcyr jbhyq fgnaq hc sbe zr jura v arrq vg naq v jbhyqa'g unir gb ercrng zlfrys, yrnir guernqf, be ibzvg arneyl nf zhpu. I want to be cared about, not just enjoyed. I'm not a toy. I'm not a problem to be dealt with. I'm a person. I need love, and I'm not going to get it offline, with a family that tolerates me and classmates who would rather avoid me. I want to feel at home in my home.
Maybe the problem is that most people online care more about their offline relationships and don't consider online friends important or close enough to love. It would be understandable, in a world where most people have parents who want them, and are capable of maintaining offline friendships that don't flicker out or fall apart. In a world where online friends are just imaginary internet people...words in a big glowing box.
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 9:59 am
Let's see, do I still hate AT&T?
...Yep, I do. scream
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 11:28 am
Help help save ********! I nearly soo close had everything sorted, everything was just seeming way to perfect and now ugh =/ I think someone just wants me to suffer. Here I go crying again as soon as i feel positive something big comes along and knocks me down
I just want to hug something and cry
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 11:32 am
My relationship with kittenbear isn't as perfect as some may think, we've broken up a few times, she recently lost feelings for me..but despite that I think she'll come around one of theses days. Wish me luck zOMG!
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 1:33 pm
Kestin Sha Jikoniau As for the point about being liked vs. loved, I think a lot of the people in this guild probably like you. I at least find you to be a likable person. And I think loved is a really strong word, wether people love you or not can depend on what you define as love. Though I can understand wondering about it, I often wonder if anyone actually likes me or if I'm just annoying. (That applies both here and IRL)
This is my home. If people here don't love me, it would be like if, say, your parents just kinda put up with you from day to day. (Mine are like that, but I've long since stopped considering them family.) There's a huge difference between "Kestin's fun to hang out with...in large groups...when she's afk..." and caring whether I stay or go, live or die. I want people to care about my feelings, my well-being -- and I know for an absolute fact that almost nobody here cares about my feelings, because bgurejvfr crbcyr jbhyq fgnaq hc sbe zr jura v arrq vg naq v jbhyqa'g unir gb ercrng zlfrys, yrnir guernqf, be ibzvg arneyl nf zhpu. I want to be cared about, not just enjoyed. I'm not a toy. I'm not a problem to be dealt with. I'm a person. I need love, and I'm not going to get it offline, with a family that tolerates me and classmates who would rather avoid me. I want to feel at home in my home.
Maybe the problem is that most people online care more about their offline relationships and don't consider online friends important or close enough to love. It would be understandable, in a world where most people have parents who want them, and are capable of maintaining offline friendships that don't flicker out or fall apart. In a world where online friends are just imaginary internet people...words in a big glowing box. When did anyone say we don't care about you?
I made online friends that I have kept for years now, and despite the fact that I haven't even seen their faces before, I still consider them to be very close friends, or even family members. When my friend told me his brain tumor had become malignant and that he might leave his 8-year-old daughter alone without her father, I genuinely cared and worried about both of them. When another friend didn't report back after taking a job in Mexico, I lost sleep over it. Eventually he had to be recovered by one of his coworkers, and he returned with his body mutilated nearly to death. I know I'm not the only person here who cares about online friends as much as offline ones.
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 2:04 pm
That may be. I know I'm not the only one who considers online friendships to be important. Just one of the few.
Shift the caesar and you'll find out what's really bugging me. I'm too chicken to say it outright.
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 2:07 pm
Oh, wow, I actually cracked that o.O I thought you were just spamming random keys when you did that XD
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 2:45 pm
Little Miss Fortune Oh, wow, I actually cracked that o.O I thought you were just spamming random keys when you did that XD >o what's the code?
Kestin: I hope you're not using this thread as your guideline, 'cause if people don't respond or don't respond heartfully in this thread, it's not because it's you. Most people don't come in here unless they have a problem weighing on their minds and they're really too distracted to think about anyone else. It's self-centered, but it's the way people are.
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 3:17 pm
CleoSombra Little Miss Fortune Oh, wow, I actually cracked that o.O I thought you were just spamming random keys when you did that XD >o what's the code?
Kestin: I hope you're not using this thread as your guideline, 'cause if people don't respond or don't respond heartfully in this thread, it's not because it's you. Most people don't come in here unless they have a problem weighing on their minds and they're really too distracted to think about anyone else. It's self-centered, but it's the way people are. Then how come so many other people get tons of huggles and attention all the time in here and I don't? I know what that makes me sound like and I don't care anymore, I'm sick of pretending to be ignorant of the fact that even for the more concrete issues*, nobody says a word to me when they would for others. I've seen it. I see every post in this thread. Everyone else ALWAYS receives comforting responses. I'm sick of pretending I'm okay with being ignored lest I come off as an attention whore. I'm not comparing to some ideal, I'm comparing to what I see.
*I've always had problems with the fact that most of my issues aren't really quantifiable, making me sound like a whiner among people who have identifiable (in both senses) problems that don't just sound like random wangst.
Shift it by thirteen to find out what's really bugging me. What the lack of attention in this thread is a distant second to.
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 7:24 pm
Kestin Sha CleoSombra Little Miss Fortune Oh, wow, I actually cracked that o.O I thought you were just spamming random keys when you did that XD >o what's the code?
Kestin: I hope you're not using this thread as your guideline, 'cause if people don't respond or don't respond heartfully in this thread, it's not because it's you. Most people don't come in here unless they have a problem weighing on their minds and they're really too distracted to think about anyone else. It's self-centered, but it's the way people are. Then how come so many other people get tons of huggles and attention all the time in here and I don't? I know what that makes me sound like and I don't care anymore, I'm sick of pretending to be ignorant of the fact that even for the more concrete issues*, nobody says a word to me when they would for others. I've seen it. I see every post in this thread. Everyone else ALWAYS receives comforting responses. I'm sick of pretending I'm okay with being ignored lest I come off as an attention whore. I'm not comparing to some ideal, I'm comparing to what I see.
*I've always had problems with the fact that most of my issues aren't really quantifiable, making me sound like a whiner among people who have identifiable (in both senses) problems that don't just sound like random wangst.
Shift it by thirteen to find out what's really bugging me. What the lack of attention in this thread is a distant second to. Because you make it abundantly clear that you don't want us to help. If we try to be honest, you tell us that you don't want to hear it. If we try to offer advice, you give a reason why you can't follow it. Therefore, we conclude that you don't want our input.
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 7:47 pm
Foam-Dome Kestin Sha CleoSombra Little Miss Fortune Oh, wow, I actually cracked that o.O I thought you were just spamming random keys when you did that XD >o what's the code?
Kestin: I hope you're not using this thread as your guideline, 'cause if people don't respond or don't respond heartfully in this thread, it's not because it's you. Most people don't come in here unless they have a problem weighing on their minds and they're really too distracted to think about anyone else. It's self-centered, but it's the way people are. Then how come so many other people get tons of huggles and attention all the time in here and I don't? I know what that makes me sound like and I don't care anymore, I'm sick of pretending to be ignorant of the fact that even for the more concrete issues*, nobody says a word to me when they would for others. I've seen it. I see every post in this thread. Everyone else ALWAYS receives comforting responses. I'm sick of pretending I'm okay with being ignored lest I come off as an attention whore. I'm not comparing to some ideal, I'm comparing to what I see.
*I've always had problems with the fact that most of my issues aren't really quantifiable, making me sound like a whiner among people who have identifiable (in both senses) problems that don't just sound like random wangst.
Shift it by thirteen to find out what's really bugging me. What the lack of attention in this thread is a distant second to. Because you make it abundantly clear that you don't want us to help. If we try to be honest, you tell us that you don't want to hear it. If we try to offer advice, you give a reason why you can't follow it. Therefore, we conclude that you don't want our input. I guess I just want a hug sometimes. That's why I post here...for support, not advice. I don't...I can't...I can't handle this. I don't...I can't...just leave me alone, I can't handle this, I can't handle this.
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