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 Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 12:57 pm
Hey everyone! How're you all doin'? It has been a long, long time since I have been in this guild, or on gaia for that matter. ><
How is everyone?
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 2:08 pm
I am well, I am doing what I do. Got a another job, very very very part time, I only work maybe twice a week with this job, but it is fun...and..good for the enviorment?? I suppose. lol. I get to be an artist nude model. It was loads of fun and not as easy as it looks, but I enjoyed it. heart
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Posted: Fri Apr 27, 2007 12:30 pm
Doing alright, I suppose. Mind has been restless lately and so have my dreams as it were. I'm finally getting things together for filming, but my film production teacher is a total bore and I think a pervert (the bad kind). stare Gaia and the internet in general bores me, and I can't think of anything worthwhile to do online anymore.
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Posted: Sun Apr 29, 2007 12:40 am
You know what really hurts me/ pisses me off the most? When I tell people the truth right to their face, and they basically think I'm full of s**t, and brush me off as such.
Example, today, I was looking for the keys to the mail, and they weren't in their usual place. I look around, and they've gone missing. My mom later does the same thing, and she keeps looking in the same place: my workstation. The first time I tell her I don't have it, she looks anyways. That's fine, she probably thinks I forgot it there, or something. a few hours later, I tell her I don't have it again, and she looks again, in spite of not finding them the first time. Repeat this several more times throughout the day, and I'm starting to get really ******** irritated, and super pissed. After she did it again just now, I tell her as clearly and audibly as possible I DON'T HAVE THE KEYS. After which she tells me I hurt her feelings and she'll treat me, how I treat her.
And after I try to explain myself to her, and explain to her what she does, when she constantly disregards my words, she GOES BACK TO LOOKING FOR THE KEYS IN MY WORKSPACE. I've honestly gotten sick of them treating my words like some passing breeze, and recently, I've become visibly angry at them(they being my sister and mother). Of course, it is a sign I'm letting go of my inner restraints, and making my feelings known to them, even if only a little. However, it feels like it's going unnoticed, and that it would take nothing short of my belongings suddenly going poof, along with myself, for them to get the ******** point.
Sorry if it seems like I'm whining or anything, but I'm just super PO'ed at the moment, and I need to vent. To think, all this conflict was created by a set of missing keys. *rubs forehead in massaging motion*
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 8:43 pm
It's fine, Koiyuki, people suck. Thats the bottom line. ><
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 11:30 am
Dude I soooooo failed Spanish 3
I think.
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 4:25 pm
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 11:26 pm
I'm quitting my job and I don't know if I can find another one quickly. I'm just so ******** sick of the supervisor's s**t, so I'm taking my week of paid vacation and then finishing out the week after and then I'm going away.
But on the flipside, my friend is hooking me up with a Wii.
>_>
I don't know how to feel about all this stuff.
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Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 6:40 pm
Happy. Wii conquers all. I'm sooo gonna Wii stalk you heart
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Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 9:20 pm
Everyone's got a Wii but me. I WANNA WII TOO, DAMMIT! gonk
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 7:02 am
Not me...but I have the Xbox360, Xbox live, and guitar hero so I'm happy.
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2007 7:02 am
Dude, you've GOT to check this out. http://sweetrelease.com/index.cfmAlso, your Japanese phrase for the day, is "Korikori suru kana..." [I wonder if your tents pitched...?] ('korikori' is the Japanese sfx for scraping, and in certain contexts, this can refer to what's goin' on with men down south, which I'm hopin' this translation gets at)
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Posted: Mon May 14, 2007 11:33 pm
Alright, this is emotionally troubling enough that I need another post to say it all. I've mentioned before how emotionally and mentally crippled my family makes me, but now it's come to a boiling point. Not only do I have 3 finals this week, two of them I had NO CLUE ABOUT AND NO WAY TO PREPARE. Why? Last week, my sleep habits got the better of me, and I couldn't make it to guitar class. I explained my situation to the teacher, and he understood and gave me a B on it. That one I was lucky. The next one, though, was the one that sent me into state of shock, because last week, my brother brought his baby over for the family to look at, and he happened to come RIGHT AS I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO MATH, and bone up for the finals.
Because the various things they got him and the baby blocked my path, I couldn't take my bike out, and I ended up staying with the baby, thinking I had more time than a week to prepare. Come to now, and I enter class, finding out I HAD FINALS THAT DAY, AND WITH NO CALCULATOR I WAS GOING IN WITH ONLY MY BRAIN TO SOLVE COMPLEX MONEY PROBLEMS. Needless to say I freaked; I panicked; I spent over 3 HOURS doing that one test, in part to my own laziness, AND MY FAMILY DISTRACTING ME, CAUSING IT TO SLIP FROM MY MIND AND ALMOST ASSUREDLY COSTING ME THE ONE SHOT I HAD AT GETTING A PASSING GRADE IN THAT CLASS.
A solid week or two of making up homework; a solid week or two of studying my brains out and building my grade up; a solid week or two of trying to make myself into something better, all probably down the tubes because of ONE ******** DAY OF MY FAMILY DISTRACTING ME FROM MY GOALS. I can never forgive myself for letting that get the best of me, and I'm not sure I can ever forgive my family for all the things they've done to paralyze me both mentally and spiritually with their mere presence(a large part of why I couldn't do the homework in the first place, despite it being cake for the most part). I want to just run away from it all, but I have no where to go, and no way to keep connected to the people I cherish online. And if I stay here, I know it'll be a while before I can break the mental lock they've put on me. Dammit, I just don't know what to do anymore...
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 4:51 pm
I'm applying for jobs like crazy. Dammit...someone hire me already! >_<
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 12:36 am
You're hired! Soooo... what are you gonna do for me again?
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