I Doubt It

[Enlil_Prime]

I hate where this is going,
Its not me, its not me.
Inside I am breaking,
Its not me, its not me.

I can only hope to find
Wake up to be the first in line
Get off my chest what's on my mind
Then maybe it will be fine

I doubt it.

I hate where this is going,
Its not me, its not me.
Inside I am breaking,
Its not me, its not me.

Something about this isn't right
It tells me this is not my fight
I've got enough of my own plight
Can't stand it when you're in my sights

Can't you see, I can't relate
Too much confusion on my plate
For me to focus as of late
Maybe I can walk in a straight line

I doubt it.

I hate where this is going,
Its not me, its not me.
Inside I am breaking,
Its not me, its not me.

Obtained a muse, it ran away
Said it might be back again someday
For that event I hope and pray
Before six feet down in ground I lay

If I can not till then survive,
If by then I've not the drive,
Though my very best I will strive,
I may not that day still be alive.

I hate where this is going,
Its not me, its not me.
Inside I am breaking,
Its not me, its not me.

Its not me, its not me;
Its not me, its not me.