I ******** hate this project.
Not everyone is beautiful, not everyone is special, and your objective is to... make the adjective "beautiful" synonymous with... "average"? Well, alright. But the adjective "beautiful" will just be replaced with a new word in time. It kinda defeats your point, I think. As the term "beautiful" becomes "average", people will simply replace it with another word meaning the same thing above average... and still use the opposing words for everything "unbeautiful", the opposites: ugly, not pretty, horrendous aesthetically, aesthetically unpleasing.
I've an unintelligent mind, a dirty personality and an ugly face. Sub-par IQ, shitty mind and a beyond-broken moral code. I support my comrades killing minorities and my art is pretty ********' ugly. My style is SHAPED to be ugly. I like when my drawings make people cringe and pause.
Let people who harp on themselves to harp upon themselves. Nine times out of ten, they've done bloody nothing to deserve 1 million asspats. I know sure as hell I've not done anything for asspats. Believe me, and I think I speak for most people here, when you've bad self esteem, you may also have an ego underneath. I'm think I, and everyone, is worthless s**t for my own reasons.
But on the other hand, I can be god.
Furthermore, bad self esteem allows me to poke both at myself and other people. And because of my sub-par IQ and bad self esteem, I feel as if I have to prove myself and go to unnecessarily far lengths. Learn multiple languages [Russian, German, in that order, then Icelandic, Swedish, Norwegian and Welsh, not in that order] and just generally try harder than my peers. And if someone can genuinely like me despite all this, then it's most likely truth, if they say they love me.
I don't think most people can say that. Most people don't have awful personalities, "awful" ideologies... most people have a pretty okay moral coding. I've none of that. On one hand, it makes me inferiour, on the other, superiour.