Haji Demon
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- Posted: Sun, 09 Mar 2025 23:43:14 +0000
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Well, I hope that person gets caught and it all gets fixed soon
I have suffered too many head injuries for me to even remember, my nose is bent and no one even knows what exactly did it. Weird thing is, I cant do the meditation part, but if I am working on some task, I still get hyper focused, I lose all concept of hunger and sleep, I often snap out of it because my sweat or drool hits the table or the sheet of stuff I am working on
Same, though it grew more than 4 times its size easily here
My body cant even decide if it wants to stay sick or not, every thing is confused
It may have already happened! This is the longest we've gone since it began after all deposits in and bills paid without unauthorized transactions. We can hope.
I don't know if you realize it, but that hyper focus is a form of trance, a meditative state. Biofeedback is a task so yep, it may be just the thing you're looking for. I hope your days of such injuries are long done.
1/4 size to present is the same as growing 4 times it's size since we moved here.... The only reason it slowed down for awhile was the housing bubble bust and now there is a huge shortage of housing and apartments and they're building like crazy. HOWEVER, they have NOT added any new roads and have instead taken lanes out of commission for "traffic calming" projects that just result in gridlock.
IKR? I just keep telling myself, we'll survive this too... and muddle through somehow. Speaking of weather patterns, I always suspected solar activity has a greater impact than is being discussed. This article on how it triggers earthquakes shows it does that and much more. Earthquakes...huh. We are at solar maximum right now and have been for a bit over a year.
Ready to join the eyeball brigade over in Red's thread?
Phew, I hope it all gets resolved soon
I can do it when I am working on something, but it fails me in meditation, plus it takes a huge ton of energy out of me. And I hope so, though the back injury says otherwise XD
Oh damn, thats horrible honestly, and yeah, that happened here too, traffic is horrible right now
I really hope that the correlation isnt huge here, cause a major earthquake or volcano would hurt us severely in this day and age. THough speaking of solar activity, if it werent for my back, I would've traveled to Canada in winter to watch auroras, hell, a friend even invited me to Russia which could've given a nice opportunity
I just rushed through that challenge, only one of those avis I made up from scratch. Getting enough time has been a challenge these days. I am loving what others are making though
With a bit of luck it already has. Only time will tell.
What, you expect fresh injuries on top of what you're already dealing with? eek Trying to focus on nothing at all is likely what is hanging you up. Having something hold your full attention is the first step. I have a funny story on how I found out I can focus on nothing at all..... for a few years I was playing poker in casinos. Early on, I decided to do a full bluff and the person who was betting against me was trying to figure out if I was or not. He studied me for tells for quite a few minutes and I let myself think of nothing at all except my feeling of amusement. It worked, he decided I wasn't bluffing and I won a pretty good hand. I later found a better way to keep people from getting tells off of me at another game with different people; place my full focus on the person reading me and showing my feelings in reactions to him trying to read me and sharing that was what I was doing. It totally unnerved the person reading me. lol The key to meditating is much the same as to keeping from giving tells during a poker game or other situations where you don't want to give away your thoughts and feelings. I have come across meditative techniques that focus on sound or music. None of those appeal to me but they work for a lot of people. There are so many different approaches because no two of us are wired the same way. Anyhow you may as well keep trying different things that may help and won't hurt; just don't go in with the expectation it will fail; your subconscious will insure it will. Why is hyper focus draining to you? Finding the answer to that may also be a key to getting around the block.
It's one reason we plan to leave this region one day. It is nightmarish, very dangerous. We have one of the highest auto accident rates in the country and it's only getting worse. So is road rage. But it could be worse....like Wash DC...*shudder* That was a thousand times more dangerous and I recommend that if you ever visit there to not take a car.
Did you read the article? The research points to a specific kind of quake. The correlation appears to be solid though, long observed. As for such events happening in modern times; it has many times already regardless of solar activity. I can remember offhand at least 20 such events in my lifetime with huge impacts, some global. We live on an active planet; it has allowed for life to thrive but also has these side effects. One of the most recent....remember the huge quakes in Japan that caused huge tsunamis and the meltdowns of several nuclear power plants? I'm just glad that when the resulting radioactive plume reached us, it was fairly diluted and the tsunami waves caused minimal loss of life along coasts near us. They even brought salt water way inland, into my region a long ways from the ocean.
I would love to see the aurora some day. We actually had one here, a rare once in 500 year one last year but I missed it because the news and NASA said it might come as far as southern Ore. and so we didn't look. It showed clearly all the way down into Baja CA and into Mexico across the continent! I kept hoping for a repeat but when it happened, it was cloudy and rainy a week or so later. So I've yet to see it. Going north to see it one day would be wonderful.
It is handy sometimes to have a copy of all your past creations; I have years of mine too. I have used them on occasion when I didn't have time to make them from scratch, at least one or two, never all of them though. They're handy when there is a creative block too. You could later in the month create new ones and swap them out for the older ones too. Fortunately Red is cool about us using older avies if they fit and we actually made them. I love what everyone is coming up with too. Why so little free time?
Right now I am hoping to be better enough to be out for long enough, but once I am, I am quite clumsy.
Focus on nothing, or just focusing on one thought is hard, my mind races around too much. I suck at poker kind of stuff too XD But if its something like you asked me a question and read me the 4 options, if you know the answer, I can tell which one it is by focusing hard on tiny variation of your voice. That kind of focus and concentration is draining both mentally and physically. Meditation is sort of relaxed kind of focus, mine is what you would get in a fight
I am a bit more understanding of Taylor Swift taking private jet everywhere in that case XD
Honestly, I dont understand quakes enough to tell the 2 apart and which part happens where. Damn O__O and yeah, major ones of that magnitude happen quite a lot, but I am more worried about the ones waking a volcano and changing weather for a whole year if not more kind of thing sort of major
Apparently it was visible here too, but light pollution is so much that we could never see it in city. Hell, we've trouble seeing stars some times. Going north in the winter is the way to do it honestly
I mostly save basic templates instead of complete avis, but my storage is full and gaia wont let us buy more closet space, that has been the biggest hurdle to my avi making. Life is busy in general, studying, physiotherapy, exercise, that combined with me being sleepy cause of it, and still recovering from being sick so more sleepy than usual....and had a pokemon go major event and with everything else going on, time spent there can take weeks to recover from and get to normal schedule
Spinal damage can cause that, but it may not be the only thing contributing to that. Check your center of gravity, is it centered properly? An easy test is to stand with your eyes closed and see if you sway or tilt in any direction. Common causes if that happens are fixable; your skull sitting on your neck alignment is off (PT or chiropractor can help) or there's an inner ear problem or the spinal damage is pressing on some key nerves in your spinal chord. I know if my axis is off, I get very clumsy, bumping into all kinds of stuff, jamming my hands reaching for stuff and this is all without feeling dizzy. I do that test to see if that is the problem and it usually is.
Oh I see. I didn't even think of that, but yeah, in crisis mode I go in to a very sharp focus to get through it and yes, that is draining as the adrenaline is flowing full. Doing that to simply read a situation that is not an emergency is something I wouldn't do. Your block seems to prevent you from focusing without the adrenaline rush; it is something learned though and could be unlearned. So it's difficult for you to fully focus say on a good book or movie or music, to immerse (without the adrenaline rush of a thriller that is)?
LOL, yeah, we all wish we had those kind of resources to avoid the mess.
The part of the continent I live on is volcanically active, on the ring of fire. So it makes sense I'd learn all about this kind of thing. There are two not too far away (within 700 miles) that are not quiescent. One is giving off bouts of sulfur dioxide which is deadly, and the other is active but underwater, just off the coast. There is the potential for 4 more to erupt in my lifetime and one has, Mt St Helen. But like earthquakes, there are always a few volcanoes erupting at any given time on earth. In the past 35 years there have been at least two that did change the weather worldwide; one in Iceland and Mt Pinatubo in the Philippines. I seem to remember vaguely one or two more that had a smaller impact on global weather. But why worry about inevitable but infrequent events when there are just as damaging and deadly events happening much more frequently, like many times a year?
I don't save templates but use my journal to take notes on what I did. This way I never run out of closet space. Only avies not yet used or in active use are in the closet and I only use an avi 2 to 4 (if there are more than 1 version for that many times) times. Then it's never used again. Also not relying on templates means new designs show more often. Even the basics like components of the face shift over time. Lanzer is talking about allowing a place for notes in favorites. That would be fantastic; right now I am fav. my avies and then copying that in journals along with the equip list and date used, plus other info at times.
What are you studying? Yeah, already injured and then recovering from illness; you do need a lot of extra sleep. And medical stuff always takes a huge amount of time from limited energy resources so you need even more. But you did a Pokemon Go event and got through it? Impressive; I'm not sure I could.
There is huge light pollution here plus being in a big valley, we have an inversion layer keeping particulate matter in and the light bonces off of that. So seeing even 1 star is rare and only on very clear nights. So it was a shock to learn that night the aurora was clearly visible everywhere in the region, no matter how much light pollution there was. I never would have expected that. It must have been super bright indeed!
Damn...right now its in bad condition but now I am thinking that it has always been off. the sway when eyes are closed thing has happened to me
Yeah, like I am reading a book, my eyes keep going through page while my mind is making its own scenario of what I would've done or how things should've went and its about time to flip the page and I realize that I didnt actually read most of it. Similar stuff happens with movie and music too. I think I've never seen My dinner with Andre without my mind just wandering off
Honestly, I think I would prefer Keeanu route, even if I had money, just take subway like a normal person, but in that what I really wish is that things werent as crowded, that things were a bit easier for everyone
I mostly fear a big scale thing cause I have lost confidence in our ability to endure. Like a world ver of living from paycheck to paycheck and spending it all instead of having some savings, one major crisis and we would suffer immensely
Dont we have a comment section in favorites already?? Closet just is a lot more convenient, I used to save extras in a guild, but I looked at them less and less and I used avatar builder stuff which just lost images over time
I am trying a few things just so that I dont totally waste my time career wise. For pokego event, I mostly played it on my way back from hospital and from home, but still, it took a huge chunk of time I dont usually have
Damn, lucky, nothing was visible here, even the 2 comets that were visible to naked eye in recent years werent visible here
I did get to see planetary alignment somehow, usually even that isnt very visible here