Chapter One: The Voice of Skyrim
I woke up in a cart to the feeling of being watched. I really wish these things would stop happening to me when I get drunk... It usually ends up with me in prison, escaping the guards and the strangeness of the situation was never funny. Not only that; it almost always led to hard work and a headache.
And I was drooling...
I shook my head, moaning at the throb of my head and reached up to wipe my mouth. It was then I realized I was bound; the next were the men who sat with me. Yup, I think, doing my best to clean my face, seems the night was extra kind to me. I ignored the stares of the men I rode with and tried to find my bearing from the land around me. I didn't recognize it at all, but the chill in the air had told me I had gone North. There was a cart in front of us being led by a guard on horseback, and another guard behind us. Dealings with the Imperial Legion AGAIN? I sighed, and made a face as my stomach rebelled. Without warning the bile filled my mouth, and I coughed it out at the foot of the men, emptying my stomach until I leaned over my lap panting for air and wanting relief, knowing none would come. I watched as the vile liquid seeped through the cracks in the wood, my vision swimming every few seconds, until I felt I could sit up.
"I'm never drinking again," I muttered, my voice hoarse and thick with grog. I felt foolish, waking this way among Nords. They were probably laughing at me, calling me... what was it? A milk-drinker? Well, I do enjoy milk, and I am not ashamed of that. Drinking milk had never gotten me arrested, or thrown in prison... or wherever I was headed to now. Besides, every time I drank, I swore I would never drink again, yet I always ended up blacking out and running into trouble.
Situating myself and trying to look more presentable, I examined my whereabouts slowly. My hair was braided still, though some fell from their binding and framed my face. If there was one thing that could make me smile, it was my hair. The color of spun ruby, or some have said wet blood, and the softest caress on my cheeks, it was my favorite feature... or perhaps my emerald eyes. I blew it away and crossed my legs, and flicked my head so that the braid flipped over my shoulder. The trees were comforting, and the air smelled good, though I did not recognize the strange scent that cleared my head. It must be the Evergreens, I reasoned, as I carefully untied the thong that bound my hair. I ran my fingers through my hair the best I could until it fell about my shoulders and down my back. I wanted to scratch my aching scalp, but with my hands tied were tied so tight I couldn't even turn my wrists.
"Finally stirring, are you?" the man across from me asked. "You must have been trying to cross the boarder, weren't you?"
I shook my head, stilling under the gruffness of his voice and the throb my action evoked. I knew he must be a Nord, hearing him speak, and instantly was on my guard. The drink had made my mind idle, but luckily, I usually rebound quickly. It wasn't because of his race; it was a rule of mine: never trust anyone. Usually because every time I let my guard down, I ended up in situations like this.
"You've been out for a while. That Imperial guard cracked you on the head pretty hard. Not sure where you came from... but you walked into the same trap we did, along with that thief. They had us tied up when they noticed you. Wrong place, wrong time, I suppose. The guards weren't treating you so nice, and tried to grab you. You fought back, so they clubbed you. I think the thief made his entrance then and distracted them... so I suppose we can thank him for something."
The dark man grunted, looking at me, then looking away quickly. "Damn you Stormcloaks... Skyrim was fine until you came along! Empire was nice and lazy..."
My mind buzzed. Skyrim? SKYRIM?! There was no way I had run to Skyrim! What had I done in the last couple of days? I knew I had been to the shambling ruins of Bruma recently, so the cold hadn't surprised me... but to have run to the boarder was... well, among many things, pointless and stupid. I knew nothing of the land, save it was a frozen tundra full of Nords. Pity, if I had known I'd end up here, I might have dug through my library first.
"If they hadn't been looking for you, I would be halfway to Hammerfell right now," the thief continued, looking back to me. "I am, however, grateful I could help. You and me, we're not supposed to be here... It's these Stormcloaks the Empire is after."
"We're all brothers and sisters in binds now, thief," the first man growled.
My breathing had stopped for whatever reason, and when I forced myself to inhale, it sounded strangled, rushed and short. The two men looked to me, and I looked away, ashamed. I berated myself in my mind, trying to breathe normally, listening to my heart beat wildly in my breast. I was startled when the Imperial guard driving the cart spoke up.
"Shut up back there!"
I had assumed since he hadn't silenced us earlier we were allowed to speak. I was grateful; I didn't want to say anything right now. It was the worst thing I had gotten myself into in a while. I knew I was in trouble. I had obviously stumbled into something very serious.
"What's wrong with him?" the thief asked, looking to the gagged man next to me, ignoring the orders.
"Watch your mouth!" the one across from me piped up. "You're speaking to Ulfric Stormcloak, the true High King!"
"Ulfric?" the thief asked, surprised. "The Jarl of Windhelm? You're the leader of the rebellion! But, if they've captured you... Oh gods, where are they taking us?"
My stomach dropped, hearing those words. I didn't know what Jarl meant, but I knew what happened when the Imperials caught a rebel traitor, King or not. In my mind, my resentment towards myself turned to amusement. Sick, twisted amusement. Well well, what have you gotten yourself into this time? I asked myself, staring at my bound hands lying useless in my lap. So, let's see if I understand correctly: You got drunk three days ago, go running through the mountains and somehow cross the boarder into Skyrim, stumbled into a rebellion and get captured... didn't you say once that Skyrim was for drunks and the lazy? Perhaps this is the end of your carefree lifestyle. And you thought Cyrodiil was bad... I looked down the hill and saw a town coming into view. I had never had the urge to go to Skyrim... and here I was, stuck with rebellion captives. I was going to my doom!
I don't know where they're taking us," the first Nord man replied, sorrowfully. "But Sovngarde awaits."
I smiled softly and nodded. Well, they had their comfort then. I would not go to Sovngarde; it was not my people's custom. At least I could see a forest before I died, I thought. That simplicity was enough for me.
"This can't be happening!" the thief exclaimed.
"Where are you from, horse thief?" I heard the man across from me ask, looking over.
"Why do you care?" the man shot back angrily.
"A Nord's last thoughts should be of home..." the man answered.
I understood. They wanted to bond, in the last moments they had. They wanted to feel a connection beyond what they believed and fought for. They wanted comfort. I did not. I never traveled with anyone for very long, and nor did I care to. My whole life I had wandered alone, why stop now?
"Rorikstead..." the man said weakly. "I'm from Rorikstead."
It was a name of a town I'd never seen or heard of, and while I couldn't tell if he held the town fondly in his mind, I knew he must have left for a reason. As we rolled near the over-passing bridge, I heard the guard standing above call out.
"General Tullius, sir! The headsman is waiting!"
"Good. Let's get this over with!" came the reply from the man addressed. So that's who was leading us...
The man who had stolen the horse began to pray to the Divines, gods I had only just come to accept and one unknown named Shor. I doubted they would help, but I've been blessed by the gods several times before. Who knew, they just might pull one for the injustice of the situation. The headsman... I sighed sadly and looked up at the pure blue sky. It was such a beautiful day... A good day to get one's head removed, I supposed.
It was in his bout of rage that the man across from me began to speak out against his captor. "Look at him, General Tullius the Military Governor. And it looks like the Thalmor are with him."
A stab went through my chest, and I was grateful my hair covered the point of my ears. I almost missed the rest of what he said, and wished I had.
"Damn elves. I bet they had something to do with this."
I nodded, keeping silent. If he knew I was a Bosmer, he might accuse me of setting them up. Obviously untrue, yet it was my business to keep a low profile. Like that's ever worked... As he spoke of a girl from the village we were in, Helgen, I tested my bonds. Tight as could be, and I was unable to struggle free, which left me in a sour mood. I'd never been hopelessly trapped before. Trapped, yes... but always with options available! Even when I was trapped in that cell a while back, I had options... So perhaps it ended in the death of the Emporor... but I got free.
It was then a small voice broke through my silent rage.
"Where are they going?"
I looked and found it was the voice of a small child, sitting on the porch of their house with his father as they watched us roll on. The father saw me staring and shook his head. "Go inside, little cub," he growled, prodding him towards the door.
"Why?" the child whined. "I want to watch the soldiers!"
"Inside the house! Now!"
I hung my head and stared at the floorboards of the cart. A few moments later we were slowing.
"Why are we stopping?" the thief asked in a slight panic.
"Why do you think?" the man across from me asked, looking to Ulfric worriedly. "End of the line."
While the guards unloaded the prisoners from the other cart, I searched for exits. They had brought us to an intelligent spot. Guards everywhere and only one way out. Fighting wasn't an option. They had us.
"Let's go," the one across from me said, looking at me. "We shouldn't keep the gods waiting."
The thief panicked as we stood and shouted. "No! We're not rebels!"
"Face your death with some courage, thief!" the man behind me snarled.
"You have to tell them!" he insisted, looking back over my five measures tall frame. "We weren't with you! This is a mistake!"
I looked up at him and hissed for him to be silent. If I was really going to go out, I didn't want my last sounds to be of him whining. I jumped down after him, wobbling delicately, and stood behind the King, leaning forward ever so slightly as the Imperial Captain called out to us. The fur smelled sweet and earthy, like the forest and the snow. "Don't worry, sire," I breathed. "We'll get through this... somehow."
"Step towards the block when we call your name. One at a time!"
"The Empire loves their damn lists," the man behind me grumbled, jumping to the ground.
I rolled my eyes and spoke quietly. "Some of us are luckier than others. We'll make it out. Just don't do anything stupid."
Ulfric was called first, and he strode forward without fear or hesitation.
"It has been an honor serving you, Jarl Ulfric!" the man beside me called.
"Ralof of Riverwood," the man called out.
The man beside me, the one who had served under Ulfric, followed his leader. So, his name was Ralof...
"Lokir of Rorikstead," the man barked.
"I'm not a rebel!" the thief insisted. "You can't do this!" And without another word he fled!
"I said not to do anything stupid!" I muttered, watching him run. Hands tied like that, he wasn't bound to get far. Sure enough, the Imperial guard let fly an arrow. I watched the man crumple with a scream and looked to the Captain compliantly. I felt nothing, and honestly that frightened me a little. It had been a long time since a death failed to stir me. I had faked many emotions for all sorts of creatures for many years, sometimes finding true emotions took time. Some took no time at all. While I felt other emotions... the thought of death brought nothing but emptiness, and scared me very little.
"Anyone else feel like running?" she asked, looking to me.
I shook my head and shifted my weight, grinning at her. I wouldn't run. I would rather have my head cut off than die looking like a pincushion, I thought. The man next to her noticed me and frowned.
"Wait. You there. Step forward."
I did as he asked, putting a useless, unsteady wobble in my walk. My head did hurt, but there was no way to rub it, so I winced and looked up at the man, trying to look pathetic. Harmless.
"Who are you?" he asked, confused, looking over his chart again.
"I'm Yoshomika, a Bosmer from Valenwood," I said softly. Mostly, it was true... I hadn't seen my homeland in quite some time. I had lived in Cyrodiil for the past few centuries. "I was attacked by your men in the woods and wrongfully captured," I added. For good measure, I supposed.
The man muttered something, then looked to his superior officer. "Captain, what should we do? She's not on the list..."
I knew the answer wasn't going to be good... I could tell my words had angered her, and I braced myself for my sentence.
"Forget the list," she snarled. "She goes to the block with the rest of them."
The man gave me a sympathetic look, but nodded. "By your orders, Captian." To me, he said, "I'm sorry, but orders are orders. We'll see that your remains are returned to Valenwood. Follow the Captain, and don't try anything."
"Don't apologize, good sir. You can't help what you allow." With a parting, albeit sarcastic, smile, I followed the woman over to the group. Secretly, I hoped they'd burn my body and dump the ashes somewhere secret. Not that it was my preference, I just couldn't stand the idea of my parents receiving my body. They were still expecting me home, or so I like to believe. What was two hundred years to elves? With that mental image in mind, I joined the group and stood with my chin high.
They all looked like Stormcloaks and gathered together like brethren. I felt honored to be among such fine men. Even if I didn't deserve my punishment, at least I was with fearless men who fought for freedom. My father would have been proud to see me here, I thought to myself with a sad smile.
"Ulfric Stormcloak," the General said, loud enough for all to hear. "Some here in Helgan call you a hero. But a hero doesn't use a power like the Voice to murder his King and usurp his throne!"
The gagged man made a muffled grunt, but whatever he was trying to get out was lost in the cloth. He stood tall, and from where I stood, I saw his sharp eyes twinkle. They were making an example of him, and it didn't even faze him. I frowned. Either this man knew something I did not, or he had lost his mind. I hoped it was the former, mad kings had gone out a style nearly an age ago.
"You started this war," General Tullius continued, in an accusing manner. "Plunged Skyrim into chaos, and now the Empire is going to put you down, and restore the peace!"
I growled, but mid-snarl a noise like one I've never heard before came from a distance away. It sounded like the cry of a wounded animal... or one that was as enraged as I was. As everyone looked to the Heavens in confusion, I stood quietly, as still as a statue... the only change the slow smile that spread across my lips. That sound was an omen. Whatever it meant, I hoped it bode well for me. Perhaps I could keep my oath to the King...
"What was that?" the man who had read off the list for our cart asked, hesitant and obviously shaken.
"It's nothing," General Tullius snapped. "Carry on."
I knew he was scared. They all stunk of fear. Reeked, in fact. And his expression as he turned away confirmed it.
"Yes General Tullius!" the Captain exclaimed. "Give them their last rites!"
The priestess who had been summoned there nodded and raised her hands. "As we commend your souls to Aetherius, blessings of the Eight Divines upon you-"
As the woman spoke, a man broke rank and strode forward, interrupting her and drowning out the rest of the rites.
"For the love of Talos, shut up and let's get this over with!" he exclaimed, walking up to the block.
"As you wish..." the priestess said softly, looking to the rest of us. She sounded angry at the interruption, but said nothing else as she sauntered off.
At first I was enraged... if this was to be our last moments, perhaps some of us needed these rites! I didn't believe in them, but some of the men might! However, it dawned on me he might be protecting his king. It made sense the instant it came into my mind. To make an example, the Imperials would kill the head first and make his followers watch. This way, perhaps they could stave off his execution! It was genius!
"Come on, I haven't got all morning!" the Stormcloak soldier exclaimed, forcing a chuckle from my throat. The man was brave... and honorable perhaps, from the sound of him. He allowed the Captain to force him to his knees and slam his head down harder than needed onto the block. He even laughed and ridiculed them! "My ancestors are smiling at me, Imperials. Can you say the same?"
I let out a whoop without meaning to, relishing the look the Captain shot me. His words had stirred something in me, and I wanted him to know he had the support of someone in his final moments as the headsman hoisted his halberd high. It was brought down with a sickening thud, and the man's head slid wetly into the basket as his body fell lifeless beside the block. I'd seen a lot of blood on my adventures, and I had drawn most of it... Yet, I'd never seen anything lose its head. The spurt of the blood fountain out of what remained of him and stained my memory. I felt ill, and thanked the gods I had already emptied my gut.
"You Imperial bastards!" I heard a woman cry, which I echoed only with a shout. They may not have been my kin, but I felt for them. And my anger was flared once more when I heard a man shout his joy at the justice served.
"Death to the Stormcloaks!" someone else shouted.
"As fearless in death as he was in life," Ralof said quietly, confirming my assumptions about the man.
"Next, the Bosmer in the rags!" the Captain shouted, pointing at me.
I suppose I deserved it, and perhaps she chose me next for my attitude... but I was glad. For Ulfric's sake. While I didn't know the man, anyone brave enough to stand up against the Legion had my support. Before I could move, the strange, eerie noise we had heard before echoed across the valley once more. It was an omen for sure.
"There it is again!" the man next to the headsman exclaimed. "Did you hear that?"
"I said next prisoner!" the Captain demanded, ignoring him.
He sighed and looked to me. "To the block, prisoner. Nice and easy."
I scowled at them, but tossed my head and strode forward. I didn't mean for it to happen, but for a split-second I became self-conscious and I wondered if the men were staring at my a**. I knew they weren't, but it brought a smile to my face, which I quickly made sardonic as I looked at the Captain. I nodded to the headsman as I turned my back on the woman. It was something I don't normally do... but if I was about to have my head chopped off, worrying about being stabbed in the back no longer mattered.
I was shoved down, almost on top of the decapitated body of the last man, and I stared up at the headsman who gave me a second before he raised his weapon. However, by time he had it up, my gaze had drifted behind him. A creature glided through the air around the mountain into view. A creature I had only seen once.
"What in Oblivion is that?!" I heard a man call out as I watched the monster shoot up and over the tower.
"Sentries! What do you see?"
How could she not see it? I wondered as it flew over us. I looked up to the headsman, suddenly afraid. Finally a distraction, and he was ready to land the final blow! He hesitated, looking up with the others for only a second, then returned to his task at hand. However, when the creature landed, it sent out a roar shockwave that knocked the man off his feet!
I ignored the shouts of the guards and stared at the beast. It seemingly grabbed the tower and leaned over. I could feel it's eyes on me, as if staring at my very soul. The smoke from it's maw framed it's snout and lingered in the brisk air. The clouds swirled and as I stared in awe, fire began to rain from the sky!
"It's a dragon!" someone shouted, as if reading my mind.
I saw the headsman struggle to his feet before a blast of sound from the dragon's mouth knocked him back again. It opened its mouth once more and someone tripped over me in their attempt to get away. I smashed my head against the block I had been hovering over to avoid getting blood on my face. A flash of light, and then darkness.