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Is that what you mean to say? 0.29219143576826 29.2% [ 812 ]
Before I rise to my defense, 0.049658150413818 5.0% [ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear, 0.054695933789133 5.5% [ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words, 0.042101475350846 4.2% [ 117 ]
Tell me: did I really hear? 0.1007556675063 10.1% [ 280 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls, 0.097157250809644 9.7% [ 270 ]
They sentence us, or set us free. 0.060813242173444 6.1% [ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear, 0.029507016912558 3.0% [ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me. 0.273119827276 27.3% [ 759 ]
Total Votes:[ 2779 ]

Bashful Bookworm


                I need to do an LC run sometime

            football on the tv
            basketball on the computer

            pizza
            gin & tonics

            board & card games
            & a lazy puppy in our laps


            it's a good night
im starting to not feel okay right now.
i need to do opposite action.
the bill of 41,000 dollars,
mixed with thinking about how my psychiatrist stopped seeing me,
mixed with me having to call him tomorrow...
im starting to not feel okay.

i dont want the suicidal thoughts to be there,
but here they are....
i need to work through this.
i cant self harm, kill myself, or dissociate.

FOCUS.

Loved Marshmallow

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Got a nice phone. :]
@anon,

lol yeah i know.
lol

i didnt care though.
i was too lazy to take another pic.

            the only thing that would make this better


            is if G&Jk broke out some weed to smoke

Beloved Phantom

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Is it sad I want to get either high or drunk as hell right now.

eponas's Partner

I will never not be sad that my tits look like triangles

D O U 3 T's Queen

Magical Senshi

a n a l a i g h
i just want to disappear.

D O U 3 T's Queen

Magical Senshi

sad
i just want you back/

eponas's Partner

I wish I had those perfect breasts
that just sit on your chest
like the kind u don't need a bra for

Beloved Reveler

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RIP Leelah
i'm sorry that your parents were so awful to you

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Wealthy Genius

I am so tired of this.
Why am I so ******** broken?
I'm so tired of feeling so stupid.
Having no control over my emotions anymore.
Having to hide in a ******** bathroom to cry.
I miss the days when I could at least pretend to be okay.
I'm hungry... Just laying on my bed with extremely chapped lips.
They hurt, so I put bag balm on it.

I just..
My parents let me take most my pills to my friend's house.
They're supposed to be watching my pills, and I don't know why she didn't take them away when I got home.
It's tempting...

I need to be strong. I still haven't given up yet.
I need to actually try.
SO TIRED
i've been workin my butt off
its paid off though
they're sticking me in the pharmacy next week
c:

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