Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	28.4%	[ 1178 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 205 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	6.0%	[ 249 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.4%	[ 184 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 423 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	10.0%	[ 415 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	5.9%	[ 244 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.1%	[ 129 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.0%	[ 1122 ]
Total Votes:			[ 4149 ]

[cr0wchild]

Lmao I'm not allowed to stay upset apparently since everyone and their damn brother needs me to do s**t right the ******** now.

Go figure. Tell me/ imply that I'm useless and don't contribute, and then demand i do s**t for you. Okay.

[spud hut]

I'll always miss our goodnights.

[cr0wchild]

Thanks mom.

Already in a fragile headspace and you slamming s**t and stomping around isn't ******** helping.

You know that s**t is a ******** trigger.

[Smaller Skies]

Lol shes def avoiding me.

[no scheisse]

god that was so annoying, i want to ******** scream because of how annoying that ******** was.

[no scheisse]

i love her but sometimes she is such a c*nt and cant let me ******** calm down when she knows im stressing the ******** out. all you DO is say so much s**t to stress me tf out, indicate that you're angry at me all night, and then go "what? what did i do? are you okay?"

um....no. not when ALL you do is act like s**t, and i do EVERYTHING i can to help, and its still not enough to brighten your sour a** mood. and now its all what the ******** on me because your attitude is s**t more than half the time and you cant learn to chill the ******** OUT

GOD, GET ******** REAL

[no scheisse]

this, THIS, is what makes me MAD. the ******** yanking me around emotionally and then going "WHAT? WHAT?"

omfg. drives me ******** insane. manipulative as s**t.

[no scheisse]

jesus nothing i do is ever enough lol

all you can ever do is rant about how your family never loved you enough, never wanted you, that your mom probably hated you.

fine. okay. whatever.

is that all that matters in life..? get over it. im sorry, but PLEASE GET OVER IT.

[CYBERPUNK PANDA]

iunno what to think now. Too strong of input/effort I scare them away, too little I beat myself up for not trying enough despite knowing what trying too hard and being persistent can do negatively

[no scheisse]

like ik it ******** sucks but all you DO is rant and rave at ME for it. LIKE ITS MY FAULT....WHAT THE HELL?

[no scheisse]

it sucks when i keep swearing to myself i wont get into an argument with her, i wont get an attitude with her, i wont yell at her, i wont ******** anything to make the situation or her feel worse. but then she keeps straight up being ******** shitty towards me, and it just makes me lose my mind.

[no scheisse]

now i feel horrendous and jsut wanna kll myself. fcking feels amazing.

[no scheisse]

i hate that she pushes me to a point and then wonders why tf im freaking out, i just hate it and dont get WHY she does that. it makes me so ******** depressed.