The Timer ღ Yaoi [[Profiles]]

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❝C h a r a c t e r x L i s t x S h o r t c u t s ❞
Blank Timers
Tomohiro “Tommy” Jones
Destin Tyrell Fournier
Nicholas “Nikki” Shepherd
Brandon Raphael Fox
Carmine "Karma" Idris Jaworski
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Timerless
Rajesh Sanjay Deshpande
Colin Isaac Kinsley
Leithan Gaerik Rae
Song Min-ho
Victor Harlow Kinsley
Erskine "Ein" Fearghal
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Ashmayu Mallick
Kaicellus Marqee Boudreaux
Bernard Çelik

Soulmates
Dante Reginold Xavier III x Jaziel Felix
Emil James Hagan x Tulivarian Dresden Falor
Draven Fox aka "Miles Long" x Kyle Grey
Alex Swayze x Neil Briar
Luis Weiss x Yulian Maksim Zalesskaya
Jayden Devon Rickman x Tarik Niu Tieren
Samuel Lewis x Kamden Michael Page
Jaymie Michaels x Araris Isidore Renner
Jonah Elmwood x Devan Jones
Humberto Santiago x Breno Uxío de Araújo

NPCs
Damien Black
Carter Reginald Huddleston
Akiva Altman
Issac Davis
Lelitesania Marian Zalesskaya- Cardenil
Nanami “Mimi” Jones
Ezra Renner
Nicholas Çelik

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↺ I Am The 》Lawyer ↴

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☇ Full Name; Rajesh Sanjay Deshpande
☇ Age; 32
☇ Origin; Indian American
☇ Height; 6”2
☇Weight: 189
☇Sexuality; Cisgender - Bicurious
☇Hair Color;Black
☇Eye Color; Teal Green

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☇ My Life;
Raj was born and raised in Mumbai (formerly called Bombay. He became accustomed to the densely populated city on India’s west coast. In terms of his family, they were deeply ingrained in the financial center, of India's largest city. As a child he remembered going offshore, nearby Elephanta Island to the ancient cave temples dedicated to the Hindu god Shiva. Naturally, Rajesh was raised Hindu. However, his parents immigrated to the Americas and Raj was influenced by the westernized culture. As a result his religious devotion grew more relaxed as he got holder. Overall, Raj is often conflicted between his duel cultural identities of being both American and Indian. Due to the nature of being raised in the heart of the Bollywood film industry, he became accustomed to the movies, the music, as well as the dancing.

He was raised to believe in the highly patriarchal structure and that one day he would enter into an arranged marriage and have a liter of children. He was pressured to succeed and obtain a status that would impress. As a result, Raj was expected to have top grades, and attend an Ivy League school.
Raj was an honor student, and after high school, he devoted 7 more years to his education. He did 4 years of undergraduate study, followed by 3 years of law school. He achieved a 172 on his LSATS, was accepted into Yale, graduated and of course, passed the BAR exam for the state of Illinois.
As a newly hired attorneys he started associates and work on teams with more experienced lawyers. He offered his services as a public defender and took on cases for people who were assigned lawyers by the court. After several years, he advanced to working in the Distract Attorney’s office and prosecuted on behalf of the People and the Chicago Police Department.

However, his ambition pressed him to reach higher and earn more. After a time Rajesh signed onto a Private firm, and aims to make Partner.

☇ Personality;
As a Hindu, Raj believes that truth is eternal. Hindus pursue knowledge and understanding of the Truth: the very essence of the universe and the only Reality. He also believes everyone should strive to achieve dharma. Unfortunately, no single English word adequately covers its meaning. Dharma can be described as right conduct, righteousness, moral law, and duty. Anyone who makes dharma central to one’s life strives to do the right thing, according to one’s duty and abilities, at all times. Raja also believes in Karma and can be superstitious.

However, his profession of the law often makes him question his own stance on things. As a result Raj as perfected the art of compartmentalizing his life. He keeps the ideologies of his work separate from his own personal conduct. While he may stand and defend a man he know is guilty, he vows that his own conduct and life choices is will ensure him good karma.

Rajesh is infamously brisk, blunt, and to the point. Lawyers get paid by the hour and Rajesh believes it is good business and ethics to not waste time. Rajesh tends to be loyal to the ideals upheld by the bar and earnestly doesn’t deal in underhanded practices such as blackmail or tampering with evidence.

While Raj has a good head on his shoulders, he can be cocky and bold. Rajesh ’s confidence is imperative to his job. He is Charismatic, patient, and an extremely good listener. He can be competitive and assertive.

☇ Likes; His paycheck, a good scotch, and the thrill of a good win in court. He appreciates other people’s boldness, confidence, so long as it isn’t accompanied by blatant stupidity. He appreciates a good argument and adores the spicy food of all flavors.

☇Dislikes: Cheating. Those who bend the rules in order to win are not only poor players, but disgustingly desperate and pathetic. He hates when people mistake his character for being less than it is. Rajesh also dislikes Beer. He’d much rather have hard liquor or nothing. He dislikes his culture being mocked, as much as he dislikes people mistaking him for being another ethnic minority. “Rag Head” Is a term that will instantly infuriate him.

☇Fears; Above all Rajesh fears that his family will disown and shun him should he ever confess to be in a relationship they disapprove of. He also fears the consequence of following his traditions of ending up in an arranged marriage and being unhappy.
☇Anything else?;
Occupation: Rajesh started out as a Criminal Law Lawyer. However, Prosecutors and public defenders are usually paid a low salary while private criminal defense attorneys have big earning capacity because they are usually paid hourly for their work by their client.

As a result, Raj switched to being a private sector lawyer. This is a a broad category of lawyers that do not work for the government or nonprofits but instead work for private companies and law firms.

Rajesh Speaks Hindi, Urdu, Arabic and English,

Raj does not believe in the timer devices. He is a secret romantic who hopes someone will love him because their heart tells them so, not because a machine told them to love him.

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↺ I Am The 》Bartender ↴

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☇ Full Name; Colin Isaac Kinsley
☇ Age; Twenty-four
☇ Origin; Brooklyn, NYC
☇ Height; 5' 7"
☇ Weight: 140 lb.
☇ Sexuality; Pansexual
☇ Hair Color; Dull Black
☇ Eye Color; Gray-Blue

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☇ My Life;
Colin was born the fourth child of his family in Brooklyn, New York. The Kinsley home kept expanding after him, eventually leaving him the middle child of seven. He grew up accustomed to shared spaces and a lot of housework. He was never as disciplined or rough as his two older brothers, the more aggressive of which bullied him relentlessly. Nor was he pushy like his youngest baby sister, who learned from an early age that she could get anything she wanted if she threw a loud enough fit. His closest siblings were his older sister, who split much of his sibling babysitting with him, and the younger brother and sister he kept entertained with physical humor and terrible jokes. He picked up interest in juggling, balancing, dancing, and similar hobbies quite young, much to their delight and his father's dismay. His parents themselves were strict and never seemed quite satisfied with him, and he always dreaded the sound of grownup feet stomping over to give him a new lecture on something.

Both his parents were very traditional and showed wariness at their son's inability to be more 'manly.' Attempts to steer him towards more typical hobbies like sports failed. He proved a decent player, but he lacked the competitive nature to care about winning and withered too easily if an opponent invaded his space. The only hobby he loved that they approved of was piano-playing. Like with sports, he showed no interest in the competitive end, but he enjoyed playing and became quite proficient. He fared moderately well at school but often locked up at the prospect of upcoming tests or essays. More than once, he landed in trouble for goofing or slacking off, or becoming a distraction to his classmates with his antics.

As for the slow discovery of his pansexuality, he was too afraid to ever discuss it with his parents. While he could be more honest when he was involved with a girl, he never had the guts to tell them some of his male 'friends' were more than that. His secrecy created a romantic rift more than once, and he couldn't blame a boyfriend if it caused a breakup.

As he grew older, his lack of assertive behavior became an increasingly deep thorn in his father's side. Talk began of his future after school. His father was convinced he needed discipline and began pushing him towards the military. His oldest brother and youngest sister joined the bandwagon. It would be structured. It would be controlled. It would toughen him up.

Colin had nightmares just thinking of being under a drill instructor.

As soon as he hit legal age, he found someone desperate enough to split a shoddy studio apartment and moved out. The roaches and mold of a low-rent place were better than being hounded into boot camp. He also almost completely cut ties with both parents and several of his siblings. The next few years found Colin bouncing between jobs, relationships, and apartments. His friendly and easily bent nature attracted more than one control freak, lovers who strung him along for months at a time, or ones who blatantly proved unfaithful because he wouldn't be willing to fight it. His romantic life became a messy web of complications. He was never single for too long, or at least he was able to find physical attention if he played his cards right, but the strength required for lasting relationships proved more difficult.

For employment, Colin was usually stuck doing menial jobs in questionable parts of the city, made worse when he wasn't assertive enough to push for better options. One of the nightclubs, though, exposed him to bartending. That became his favorite. He was not quite nineteen yet: old enough to serve alcohol, but not old enough to legally admit he was trying the wares himself. But trying them he was, and he was quick to develop a keen personal taste and the ability to make cocktails the way a repeat customer liked. His juggling and balancing skills paid off to make service more flashy in the hope of extra tips. He was the bartender willing to crack bad jokes, unbothered when you ranted your entire life's story on him, and willing to loan a cigarette if you looked in need. Over the next few years, he gained a slight reputation as a good bartender among some of the New York nightlife. Did some patrons take advantage of him? Almost absolutely. He'd grown up trying to appease six siblings at once; special drink requests were easy in comparison. He never acted flustered until a patron grew angry drunk. Deflecting them was not so easy; he preferred to let bouncers handle that, if he could.

Working bars and clubs had its disadvantages, though. He was stalked or assaulted by customers more than once. He learned to hide his tips after being mugged multiple times on his way home. Worst, though, could be his employers themselves. Some of them were benevolent: low pressure, easy-to-follow rules, even free food if he was willing to admit he hadn't eaten that day. Others, the businesses turned out to be fronts for illegal operations. He was an unwilling witness to money laundering, illicit good trades, and worse things he preferred not to think about. He received verbal assurances that he would end up murdered in a gutter if he blabbed, but some weren't satisfied that was enough. The scars from the strikes and cigarette burns those ones doled out didn't always fade. Colin was already bad at sticking up for himself, but his compliant nature worsened as his treatment did. Maybe, if he scraped and smiled and made himself as nonthreatening as possible, they wouldn't feel the need to treat him with such a heavy hand. It was easier to roll over and let them do what they wanted, rather than risk worse repercussions.

He didn't have the courage to report anything, but he also felt increasingly certain that he wasn't going to live long if he stayed. When his sort-of-girlfriend found work hundreds of miles away in Chicago, he tagged along for the move. It didn't matter much if the two of them weren't very serious, or that there was already a 'friend' in Illinois she was spending more and more time talking to.... Colin left without informing some of his bosses, without informing most of his friends, even. He had been too afraid to risk word getting out until he was safely in another state.

Once in the Windy City, Colin found himself in familiar situations soon enough: apartments with various roommates, falling in and out of love (or close enough), and using his bartending skills to make a living. He did invest in the cheapest electronic keyboard he could to pick up his piano skills again. He also discovered a few consistent companions: an aquarium of neon tetra fish, and a red and blue Betta named Slushie. But the biggest self-help step he had taken recently was beginning online college classes. Business and management felt like a far cry from his normal self, but his interest in drinks had sparked one little dream. He knew what tasted good, what made it better. He knew how to distill liquor (and had even done so at home, much to his roommates' frustration). If he could develop a business plan, get a loan, and grow a spine to manage it all, he wanted to open his own distillery.

As for those new Timer items that had burst into pop culture? They caught his curiosity, especially the ones with flashy screens and colors. But his previous romances had not expressed interest in getting one, so he had not, either. Going by himself was too intimidating.


☇ Personality;
Colin makes the first impression of being friendly, non-threatening, and a little eccentric. While he has good coordination skills, he tends to move and stand in very loose and almost clumsy-looking posture. He loves bad jokes that either get a laugh or an eye roll. He tends to speak in an indirect manner, using a lot of metaphors or other roundabout ways to make a point instead of getting right to it. He's always willing to bend an ear to someone needing to vent or get pulled into an idea with people he knows. While his smile can get tight and nervous if someone makes him afraid, it's difficult to tell if someone ever actually gets on his nerves. At first impression, this niceness can make him seem naïve. Really, he isn't.

Colin's appeasing personality is half true, half defense mechanism. He's afraid of sticking up for himself and figures it's easier to bend to what other people want to avoid conflicts. It's better to try and get along with everyone instead of potentially pushing them away or making them angry. He gets pulled into other people's drama because he can't bring himself to say no...still smiling uncomfortably all the way. He's been taken advantage of plenty, and he's aware that people have used and abused him in work and personal life, but he still hasn't learned to draw hard lines. It's kept him from having many long-term relationships, especially when he's not willing to hash out a disagreement. A few of his ex-lovers have been overly controlling and overbearing simply because he didn't stop it.

Naturally curious and open-minded, he's easily pulled into new situations or trying something different, especially if someone else is excited about it. This includes innocuous things and experimenting when it comes to romance. Truth be told, he hasn't actually liked everything he's been involved in, but he hasn't admitted it much. He likes to search up answers to strange facts or questions when they're asked just to satisfy his own inquisitiveness.

He enjoys some odd hobbies like juggling and learning completely out-of-style dances, and he's a whiz when it comes to making cocktails with a little bit of flare. Those and piano-playing are some of the only things he has any real self-confidence in. He goes between being almost a shut-in to spending far too much time out with others, depending on who he's with or the mood his roommates are in. It's hard for him to find a balanced middle ground. Thankfully his fish don't care, as long as he comes home enough to feed them. He also spends too much of his free time in front of a screen. Mobile games and online videos are... not quite an addiction, but certainly a huge time waster. Colin has an active presence on a few social media platforms, too, especially anything photo-heavy. His own posts don't have a public reach: just friends and acquaintances.


☇ Likes;
+ Bad jokes
+ Comfy cardigans and sweaters
+ Liquors: clear ones like gin, vodka, tequila, etc. are his favorites
+ Experimenting with cocktails
+ Piano playing
+ Going on outings with friends/other people
+ Juggling/other skills requiring dexterity
+ Dancing (particularly retro 70s-90s and even a little ballroom)
+ Screen-based tech like smartphones and tablets (he's a bit of a mobile game junkie)
+ The occasional smoke (tobacco or otherwise)
+ His aquarium and pet fish
+ Friendly dogs/cats and quieter pets like fish/reptiles/mice
+ Stars and constellations
+ Hair braiding (comes from having three sisters, he supposes)
+ Indulging his natural curiosity
+ Most social media


☇ Dislikes:
- Conflict conflict CONFLICT
- Acting tough or too serious
- Loud voices or banging noises (he can tune out the thumping bass working at a club, but it's still not his favorite)
- Spicy food
- Scary movies
- Big and/or really loud animals
- His curiosity leading him into something bad
- The interpersonal dramas that can happen on social media


☇ Fears;
x Violence/threats of violence
x Any physical confrontation really
x Taking sides in difficult conflicts
x Big dog breeds, or being bit by an aggressive animal
x Falling into a 'bad crowd' again and being unable to escape
x Homelessness
x Being considered so lame or weird that no one wants to be around him
x Anyone from the illegal joints in Brooklyn happening across him

☇ Anything else?;
- Colin has some scars across his chest and shoulders from his time working in NYC
- He has a tacky flaming heart tattoo on his left chest - a previous SO convinced him to get it
- He's trying to teach Slushie the Betta some tricks
- He's very rarely loud, but he does have a particularly high-pitched shriek if you scare him bad enough

Theme Song: Dance Monkey by Tones and I
Small playlist for him: here

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↺ I Am The 》Criminal ↴

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☇ Full Name; Leithan Gaerik Rae
☇ Age; Twenty Six
☇ Origin; Spaniard
☇ Height; 6' 5"
☇ Weight: 196 lbs
☇ Sexuality; Pansexual
☇ Hair Color; Black
☇ Eye Color; smokey blue

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☇ My Life; I'd always been a somewhat of a brat, my parents just never caught on. They both were too preoccupied with their own lives to notice just what a terrible monster I'd become. Father was always tied up with some affair or another being a high status diplomat while the wench I called a mother was all about her own social life. With my upbringing left in the calloused hands of our house keeper or rather her rebellious thirteen year old daughter I was bound to be a handful. Lifting, and I mean the stealing variety, became an early passion of mine whether it be money, jewelry or other valuable things. I just couldn't get enough. Before I was even in my teens I was already hijacking cars. The police generally could not detain me or in the least not for very long. Either I was released due to lack of evidence,I made bail, or I just so happened to be under my father's diplomatic immunity. Of course it also helped having a judge or two paid off. There have only been a few occasions where I've actually expelled from the US but only for a sort amount of time that wasn't all that bad. I always find my way back prefering not to live under father's thumb in Spain and having to be the model son of a Diplomat. Supposedly Im studying abroad at least thats the nice neat cover to it all. on the plus side I've got plenty of company having become quite the familiar with the local precincts. Oh how they love to see my handsome face.

☇ Personality; .

◎ Stubborn: I'm not going to lie, I can be a total a** at times, but lets be nice and call it being abrasive. Nevertheless, no matter if I am completely and utterly wrong, I typically wont back down once I've set my mind regardless of the consequences. What can I say, I'm bit of a rebel.

◎ Temperamental: Uncertainty has ruled my entire life, so its no surprise that my mood is rather malleable. Admittedly I have very little patience to begin with so my temper is easily provoked. I can also be rather gullible and extremely easy to please so try not lead me on too much

◎ Impulsive: I don't always think things through before I act. I just do it or take it when I please. Call me self-indulgent if you will, but what can I say I just can't help myself.

◎ Forthright: You ask me a question I'll give you an answer. It may not be something you want to hear. If I've got a problem with you, oh you'll know Im not the type to beat around the bush or pussyfoot. Don't get me wrong I'm not rude, Im just telling it as it is.

◎ Stolid: In general I see myself as a rather calm individual or in the very least impassive to most. Well only so long as I am not being seriously provoked. Nevertheless, I'm not the sort of fellow to parade around purposely calling attention to myself. And while I might not be the loudest, brightest crayon in the box, I'll always be there somewhere. Like that grey one, its in all the standards sets, yeah that's me dependable (generally useless) grey.

☇ Likes;

+ Money: Especially the free kind
+ Fire: Burn Baby Burn
+ Rough Play
+ Spicy Foods: I love food in general but what's not to love about spicy food? its far from tasting even remotely boring
+ My Hair Being Played With: Its a secret, but I love when someone runs their fingers through my hair. Its a weakness of mine that I don't like anyone knowing because I just can't help but melt at the feeling.
+ Running: Whenever I am bored, upset or just whatever running is my outlet. Nothing clears my mind better and calms me than breaking into a full sprint leaving everything behind.

☇Dislikes:

- Repetitive questions
- Mirrors
- Getting Cold While Sleeping: Being too cold isn't very comfortable to begin with and getting a chill while snoozing is the worst. First off it disturbs my sleep. If its really cold gets me up to either turn off the air or use the restroom, hell even both at times.
- Sandals: Lazy and inconvenient things
- Surprises: I don't like to be caught of guard
- Authority: Obviously I have a problem with it

☇Fears; .

x Serving a life sentence
x Mid-air plane collision
x Jellyfish

☇Anything else?;Conscience Is A Killer - A Skylit Drive

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↺ I Am The 》Daycare Worker ↴

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☇ Full Name; Song Min-ho
☇ Age; Twenty-Seven
☇ Origin; South Korean
☇ Height; 5'7"
☇ Weight: 175lbs
☇ Sexuality; Homosexual
☇ Hair Color; Currently Blonde; Naturally Dark Brown-Black
☇Eye Color; Dark Brown

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☇ My Life; Song Min-ho was born on February 16th at 7:45 in the morning. His mother had suffered an aneurysm and passed away after birthing him. The devastation of loosing his wife had made Min-ho's father turn to the bottle. When the pain didn't fade though he took his own life. The fathers parents didn't want anything to do with Min-ho, seeing him as a bad omen. So he was raised by his grandparents on his mothers side. Even though his infancy was so tragic he never really ever felt lonely. Probably due to the fact that he never actually knew his parents so he was not sure what grief actually felt like. Plus his grandparents showered him with so much love he never understood what it felt like to be lonely. Sure he was an only child but his grandmother ran a small daycare out of her basement ever since Min-ho was about 2 years old. So it was like he had siblings growing up. Going to school was the harder thing, some of the kids asked questions he was not sure to answer. He had no answers himself to be able to give an answer. It was all quite confusing. When he was 14 years old he kissed Jimmy Blake. Jimmy had been a neighbor and a boy who his grandmother had looked after in the daycare with him. Jimmy had been one and a half years older than Min-ho when Min-ho kissed him.

It wasn't a bad situation either, Jimmy hadn't called him names or looked at him with disgust. Both boys were rather curious and the innocent kiss led to a heavy make-out session that Min-ho's grandfather walked in on. His grandfather was old school and didn't understand, but he tried his best to be supportive and understanding. He explained, rather awkwardly about what kissing could lead to between a male and a female. He tried his best to word things right for the part about what it could lead too between two men, but he just wasn't doing it very well and excused himself to let his wife finish giving Min-ho the talk. It was quite embarrassing to sit through his grandparents explanations and the like, but he did it. Granted when he was 16 he found out that his grandparents didn't really know squat but they had tried and that was what mattered. Through high school he experimented some more and by the time he was 18 he came out to his grandparents who technically already knew. Min-ho's grandmother ran the daycare in her basement until she got too old to run it anymore.

Min-ho had helped her out from time to time with the children over the last few years, but it had just gotten to be too much for her. He had found out that he really loved children though and that he wanted one. He started feeling as though he wanted to have one of his own, but he was happy with the body he had and didn't want to get a sex change. He decided he would adopt, but you needed to be married or in a common law situation to be able to adopt. Min-ho had gone to collage for his basic childcare licence, only to push a little bit further and ended up getting his teaching licence. Once he graduated he moved to an apartment and eventually got hired on as a Daycare employee. It was not full time hours, or even a permanent position but Min-ho had hopes to change that soon. On top of the job he joined a couple online dating sites, in hopes of finding someone that could be his significant other in the future. So far a lot of his dates have ended in disappointment but he is encouraged and revitalized every time he goes to work and sees all those smiling faces.

☇ Personality; Positive Traits
✭ Patient
✭ Passionate
✭ Caring
✭ Warm
Negative Traits
✭ Stubborn
✭ Loud
✭ Excitable
✭ Spontaneous.

☇ Likes; ✭ Chocolate
✭ Children
✭ Sushi
✭ Movies/ Music/ Singing
✭ Cooking/ Baking
✭ Animals
✭ Long Strolls under the Full Moon

☇Dislikes: ✭ Abusive Situations
✭ Large Crowds in small areas
✭ Last Minute Schedule Changes
✭ Heights
✭ Roller-coasters
✭ Overly hot days
✭ Cucumbers

☇Fears; Drowning, & Small Dark Enclosed Spaces.
☇Anything else?;Song Min-ho has a tattoo on his right shoulder blade.

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↺ I Am The 》Accountant ↴

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☇ Full Name; Victor Harlow Kinsley
☇ Age; 32 yrs
☇ Origin; Brooklyn, NYC
☇ Height; 5' 10"
☇ Weight: 151 lbs
☇ Sexuality; Homosexual
☇ Hair Color; Ash Brown
☇ Eye Color; Green

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☇ My Life; Victor was the prized first born son of the Kinsley family. The pride and joy of his father. For a short while little Victor was fawned on with much promise and favor until the charm of having the baby the couple had hoped for had wore off. Which was at most several months to maybe a year after which he was hardly paid any mind when he cried. His strict, no fuss parents wanted him to learn to cope on his own. Naturally from the start there was high expectations for him to be the like his father and soon enough an example to his younger siblings. It had been a lot of pressure to bare between looking after his rapidly growing number of siblings, maintaining high marks and for him to compete in every and all sports. For a short while he held it together. Of course to his parents it was never enough. He could always be better and do more. Feeling he needed even more of a challenge they sent him to the La Salle Institute in Troy, New York.

For Fifthteen year old Victor it had indeed been a challenge. The constant yelling and berating, intense physical regimen and coursework were all difficult to get used to in the beginning. For all he did to try to meet his father's expectations, he was in fact weak compared to what this program demanded. While he wasn't alone in that aspect, he was practically the bottom rung. The were some underclassmen who were far better than him having started earlier. A total embarrassment. For the first couple years it was a lot of blood, sweat and god-forbid tears as pushed to climb in the ranks. However once he'd learned the rules on how the system worked, it was oddly freeing from the stifled home life he'd previously known. Didn't make it any less stressful, but it was in fact something he looked forward to whenever he was home.

Victor only ever saw his family during mandatory breaks and holidays. Those visits were always the worst for him as they set him back in his father's sights. While he was supposedly proud of him in comparison to his other sibling it was never good enough. The man always had an opinion on what he could improve on and how he should be using his time home to teach his younger siblings to be more like him. Collin especially since he out of all of them was shaping up to be a huge disappointment. So he did was he was asked and pressured his younger brother to the point of bullying him. Victor made him do things over and over until he got it right. He forced him into being practically a punching bag as he rough housed with the squirt. Anything to toughen him up and let Vic blow off a little steam. Didn't Collin understand if he'd just went along with it they wouldn't be so hard on him.

So when push came to shove, Victor actually was for his little brother living the military school life he'd come to enjoy. It was far more freeing and advantageous than the other actually realized. The opportunities it opened that public school just couldn't compare to. All Collin would have to do was stay with it until he graduated the high school. It would be long enough to satisfy the family and leave him open to go to practically any college he could have wanted. He didn't have to follow his example and take the military Academy route into collegiate level. Contrary to what Collin believed was a nightmare, Victor had realized the dream of being under a drill instructor. Or on top, he wasn't picky.

Funny how something that was suppose to make him be his manliest of men, had in fact influenced his interest in men. Completely opposite of the hetero-manly male his father expected him to be. Yet years of being in an all males school definitely limits the attraction pool. His interested started as early as his junior year at La Salle's with one of his fellow cadets. For a place filled with supposedly good christian boy, there was quite a bit of non-christian like exploring. Sadly Vic had never gotten more than a kiss during his time there, but it certainly wet his appetite for more. His career in West Point Academy proved to be equally as frustrating. Lots of almosts and abort missions. There was just no time to really hit a home run as they say.

Upon graduation, he had to serve two year of active duty having already served the other 4 required years during his enrollment at West Point. It wasn't a terribly gig, while he did see some action, given his major in mathematics and economics Victor spent most of him time bent over a desk. In more ways than one actually. It was during this active term of duty he actually was finally able to indulge his sexual curiosity. Boy was it a wild ride. Years of pent up want turned into a bit of an underground secret among his fellow service men. If they were looking for a bit of stress relief, Vic was the guy to see. He loved it and naturally used each as an opportunity to collect intel and figure out what he liked. It was definitely men.

Coming out of his service years, he didn't bother going home, having cut ties once he graduated the Academy. He was his own man after all, just what his father wanted. Why should he stay around people who only dragged him down. Plus his father blamed him for not being able to convince his little brother in following in his footsteps. It had turned into a major shouting match over the phone, but Victor was done with that man. He moved to the bustling city of Chicago eight years ago and dove into utilizing his skills with numbers as an accountant. Though he didn't totally abandon his family setting up a savings bond for each of his siblings as he thought they deserved a chance at a better future. Of course they didn't know that and certainly wouldn't unless they'd sought out their big brother on genuine terms.

☇ Personality;
♢Anyone who knows Victor knows how meticulous he is particularly at work. Borderline OCD, he has a need to keep his hands busy whether it be compiling data or leafing through files. He is extremely competitive, opinionated in his views, hardheaded and bitingly polite when required. He holds himself to high standards and tends to value the proper procedures and etiquette so long as they play by his rules. When he isn’t buried in his work he’s a pretty laid back guy and enjoys the company of others. Vic isn't a shy one, sure he may play coy from time to time, but that's him having a little fun. He's a very outspoken, confident and playful individual.

☇ Likes;
⊕ Reading
⊕ Things going according to plan
⊕ A well earned glass of wine
⊕ Looking Good
⊕ Spicy Food
⊕ A Challenge
⊕ Being out in the rain

☇ Dislikes:
⊖ Dating Gimmicks: websites, apps, The Timer, ect.
⊖ Mushrooms
⊖ Being Deceived / Ill informed
⊖ Recklessness
⊖ Disorder

☇ Fears;
⊗ Making an error that causes a huge issue / loss
⊗ Never being good enough
⊗ Riding in an Airplane
⊗ Loud noises

☇ Anything else?;Did I miss something? Theme song?

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↺ I Am The 》Librarian ↴

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☇ Full Name; Erskine "Ein" Fearghal
☇ Age; 20
☇ Origin; ????, His birth record states he was born in Topaz, California.
☇ Height; 5' 6.5"
☇ Weight: 120 lbs
☇ Sexuality; Demisexual
☇ Hair Color; Blond
☇ Eye Color; Blueish Green

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☇ My Life; In hindsight, the ways in which Ein had lived as a small child should have turned him into a bitter, angry individual. Even someone who might have been more than a little psychotic, but as it stood the kindness of an individual, the one who became his father shaped and shielded him into a person of worth. Even if... Ein still end up a bit strange by the end of it all. To this day he has no memory of his mother, only the knowledge of her passing shortly after his birth which left him in the less than capable hands of his birth father. A man who was far more concerned with gambling than caring for a crying infant, and so the babe was sold. As his so called father seemed to think trading his child was a much better deal than losing a limb for being unable to pay off his staggering gambling debt.

That was how Ein became the fourth child of a man that most simply referred to as Hades.

Meeting him however, there was none of the fear that Ein associated with his own father. He was fed and bathed, most of his life passed in relatively quiet manner after that, this new father of his was kind, gentle and soft spoken. The blond learned of saints and was even allowed to pick his own, he even met his other siblings who affectionately called him ‘runt’ and 9 well into his adult life. What he never questioned and maybe should have was not only the way in which he was taught simple things; using teeth to teach him how to count, or red-stained bulging bags as archery practice. There was also the fact that as he grew Ein began to notice that wherever they traveled there would always be several individuals dressed in dark suits who seemed to be guarding his entire family, specifically Papa. Was it really something he needed to be worried about however? As he’d been taught alongside his siblings how to defend himself in a multitude of ways. Then again Papa’s business transactions took them all over the place, part of him had expected at some point to that he like his older brother would have to take over but instead he was in for a surprise.

Papa was allowing him to live on his own! In a place of his own choosing no less! His love of books is what lead him to be the new owner of Armadillo’s Pillow, a small space within was converted into a cafe as who wouldn’t enjoy a small drink or pastry with their book. Ein himself lives upstairs above the shop, his second job consists of working at Johnson’s Publishing Company. It wouldn’t be fair or right to not be able to pay for the his home on his own.

☇ Personality; People-Pleaser: He enjoys making other people happy even if its something as small as making them a small cup of coffee or tea.
Stubborn: While he is willing to make other people happy and comfortable, there are certain things he won’t budge on such as the things he doesn’t like or that make him uncomfortable. He will put his foot down and refuse to budge.
Polite: Ein makes sure to never forget his manners no matter who he is speaking with.
Jumpy: This ties into his dislike for loud or aggressive people, when other talk loudly or shout it makes him skittish and he tends to drop or break things because he’s shaking.
Eccentric: A lot of his so called habits do not only line up with one another but well, some could be considered illegal. Combine that with the family he belongs to now Ein goes by a much different set of rules than the average individual.
☇ Likes;
The number 9.
His charm of Saint Nicholas.
His family.
Deer.
Forests.
Music.
Dice.
Books.
Pomegranate Juice.
People (In small quantities)
☇Dislikes:
People in groups of five or more.
Cars and Buses.
Loud Noises.
Aggressive People.
Flashing colors.
Sweet, Sour, or Spicy foods.
Meat(Specifically venison and chicken)
Gambling
Coffee.
Tea.
Getting sick.
Arguments or being yelled at.
Hospitals.
Tile or hardwood floors.
The smell of wet concrete.
People making fun of his name.
Being told that he is strange.
Having his hair pulled.
Paper cuts or sustaining bruises.
Cats.
Dogs.
Doctor Appointments.
☇Fears; Something happening to his family. Being fired from his job. Being evicted.
☇Anything else?; 1. Ein is nearly a master when it comes to most languages, the most common ones that he knows are Turkish, Romanian, Latin, Mandarin, Greek, and Spanish. The one that he hates and is still struggling with to this very day is English, it’s a lot broken and mashed up sentences.
2. Ein has no formal education that consists of being within a classroom, everything he knows and or learned was picked up from someone else.
3. He is very good at picking locks, and makes a game out of it most of the time.
4. His Papa let his pick up whatever hobbies he wanted and one of the many he picked was ballet which makes him very flexible.
5. Ein did have a very long crush on one of Papa’s men, and while the relationship would have been allowed regardless of the age gap. They shared little more than a kiss and Ein still mourns what could have been.
6. Large groups of people cause Ein to panic and while he won’t remember it, he panic pukes when stressed out.


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[Isin]

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↺ I Am The 》Housekeeper ↴

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☇ Full Name; Ashmayu Mallick
☇ Age; 29
☇ Origin; Bangladesh
☇ Height; 5’ 3.5”
☇ Weight: 129 lbs
☇ Sexuality; Bisexual
☇ Hair Color; Brown
☇ Eye Color; Grey Green

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☇ My Life; Ash was a happy gift and a true symbol of his parents genuine love for one another. The young couple had overcome a lot of adversity to have him. Being from two different cultures, them even socializing had been frowned upon. Yet despite the obstacles the two eloped and started a life with one another back in his father’s home of Bangladesh. Though that life wasn’t the easiest with both their families constantly trying to force and shame them apart. As such they moved rather frequently in order to stay safe from persecution. Yet his mother’s family was very adamant and as such they found it best to seek asylum in the United States, far, far away from danger. In Florida.

It was a long process though eventually their case was accepted and they found themselves in the famous land of the free. Though the first year of that was rather depressing, it was worth the citizenship. Young Ash grew up a happy healthy child with such a beautiful romance story to aspire to. His parents had always been so supportive and encouraged him to pursue his passions. Yet as he grew into a young man and started looking for a romance of his own, they became less accepting of his choices. They often weren’t impressed with the young ladies he befriended and insisting he find a nice girl from their religious community instead. Growing tired of his parent's opinions, he gave up dating for a while instead focusing on school and sports.

Hanging out with the guys more was a refreshing break that took a surprising turn for him. Ash had never thought about forming a romantic relationship with another man until one of his basketball buddies had kissed him in the high school locker room. It had been a quick and nervous peck on the lips, but it sparked an excited curiosity in him. So after a few days thinking it over and doing a little research Ash took the chance. He dated his teammate, though they kept it quiet and relatively innocent. Nevertheless word eventually got around. All the way around to his parents who damn near exploded at the news. They forbade him from seeing his boyfriend, pulled him from the team and started to talk about an arranged marriage for him. Because he obviously didn’t know what he was doing and just needed the right girl to set him straight.

It was unbearable being dragged along meeting to meeting, paraded like a prized animal to be sold off to the right bidder. It really left a sour taste in Ash’s mouth as they planned his future for him despite once preaching about the freedom of love. Apparently that sort of freedom was only the straight kind. After the fourth forced dinner date, Ashmayu had had enough and stood up to his parents. They exploded in a big fight which ended up with Ash grabbing what he could and walking out. He hid out at his boyfriend’s for a few days but ultimately couldn’t stay. The stress of the whole ordeal was too much to endure and they mutually broke up.

Taking a page out of his parent’s own playbook, Ash decided to leave the state entirely to escape them. Leaving school before he could graduate was unfortunate and definitely limited his employment opportunities but he didn’t let that slow him down. He found his way to Louisiana for a while enjoying the fun, freedom and struggle that was adulthood. He worked as a busser/dishwasher cleaning up after all the drunks and keeping the bar stocked at a popular hang called Buddah’s. Working hard he saved, scraped, couch surfed and went for his GED so that he could find his way back on track.

Once he had that, Ash applied to several colleges and was accepted at the University of Chicago with a Grant of all places. While it wasn’t his first choice, he went with the best deal. Saying goodbye to his bayou buddies, he moved up north to start his new life. Of course life isn’t cheap and Ash had to hustle to find himself a new job. Utilizing his cleaning skills he landed a job with a housekeeping company and works hard to pay his bills.

☇ Personality; Ashmayu was always taught to take on responsibility and conduct himself with pride. He’s a very practical person who works hard to achieve whatever he sets his mind to. It’s not all work for him however as he does have a fun-loving side to him. Most find his company comforting as he has an understanding rather mellow go with the flow energy about him. Of course when push comes to shove he isn’t afraid to be assertive and can be rather single-minded in his pursuit of his goals. Yet it is that passion for life and adventure that most find attractive.

☇ Likes;
√ Reading
√ Organization
√ Talking on the phone
√ Multi-tasking
√ Romance- Candles, soft music, poetry
√ Home cooked meals
√ Warm sunny days
√ Playing basketball
√ Playing with his long hair

☇Dislikes:
x Doing dishes
x Criticism
x Being taken for granted
x Plain food
x Wasting time
x Not knowing what’s going on
x Boredom
x Broken promises
x Shallow relationships
x Being Mistaken for a girl

☇Fears;
◎ Being forced into the arranged marriage
◎ Not taking a chance
◎ Drowning

☇Anything else?;Ash doesn’t have a timer. He has an interest in cooking, but is majoring in Computer Science.

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[Isin]

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↺ I Am The 》 Computer Repair Technician ↴

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☇ Full Name; Kaicellus Marqee Boudreaux
☇ Age; Thirty
☇ Origin; Manchester, England
☇ Height; 5' 11"
☇Weight: 150 lbs
☇Sexuality; "Questioning"
☇Hair Color; Natural Black
☇Eye Color; Sky Blue

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☇ My Life; Born and raised in Manchester, England, Kaicellus is the oldest of five boys. The true pride of his grandfather who had nothing but girls and the only one of them to know the side effects of what drugs can really do to a person. Even though he was barley a year old at the time, he still remembers the trauma. Though it honestly hadn’t started out that way. Originally it was a young love. His mother and bio logical father met in a skating ring. His take on romance, attention to detail and thirst for adventure was what drew her to him, and it wasn’t long after that encounter when they officially tied the knot of matrimony. Of course, in even less time than that, about two months in, Kai was now on his way into the world. Everything was going great at first, until about a year and half later. Out of no where it seemed like her loving caring husband became a completely different person. Suddenly the man was paranoid, he would tie his wife down to a bed while he went to work leaving Kai to crawl around the house unsupervised from time to time. Other times, he accused her of cheating, followed her to work and costed the woman more than a fair share of a few jobs due to disruption alone. Eventually things had gotten so out of hand that Kai’s mother grabbed her small child and fled in fear of her life.

At first, she hadn’t gone too far, just a few cities away moving in with distant relatives she tried to start her life again. Yet, one day she nearly died when suddenly the man had shown up at her job. He had found her like he threatened he would if she had ever left him. But for the first time in months, he seemed normal again. This led to her forgiving him, moving back with him once again and of course bringing a second child into the world. Time revealed this change to be false though. She blamed her actions on being young and naïve but this time she knew that this was it. She told him flat out this was over and left one last and final time never looking back on what once was.

In time the man grew to accept the change, he finally left her alone and eventually she met another who charmed her in a different way. A complete opposite, more quiet type of guy. Though it took many months for her to finally accept this man. Having met him while pregnant with the second child and not officially bringing him around till after said brother was born. These two eventually got married as well. At first Kai and his brother was passed to their biological father from time to time as any parent with visiting rights would get. However, the father would leave the kids with a girlfriend and go party. Truly he didn’t much care for the two and eventually after trying one last time to win his ex-wife back over again and her standing firm to her "No, I have moved on from you." Before he finally signed away his fatherly rights to the boys and disappeared for good.

Six years passed and his Mother finally had yet another child. Kai was eight at the time and for once their new family was blending for a change. Still he could say he had a good life. His grandfather took over much of the manly role in his life, he spent hours upon hours and days after days with the man. He loved animals, being outside, playing dominoes even as these were also things his grandfather enjoyed. Even more so after another six years had passed and then two years again the family became even larger as it added yet another two brothers to the mix. Finally, at the age of sixteen, they were a large family of five boys. About this time and stage in her life, his mother decided it was time for an actual major change. Her and his stepfather moved them to Chicago, Illinois in America where he would finish out his last couple years in American High School.

Adjusting came easy for Kai, in fact it didn’t affect his studies at all. When it came to an aptitude test, he even scored high. Which lead to a job he never would have applied for to call him up. This was as an assembler of computers in a manufacturing type of company. After graduating, he accepted, and this is where his journey truly began. Now, after several years of fine tuning his skills, he considers himself successful. His hard worked paid off, Kai has now moved up in the company gaining the title as a repair technician as well as recently having purchased his first home. The only thing lacking now, is maybe some love. But what is love when your pretty content in all other aspects of life.

☇ Personality; Kaicellus is a normal looking guy with a tactician’s mind. He doesn’t like walking into anything without a plan and even back up plans for those plans. This tends to especially be the case because he doesn’t find that he can put trust in other’s so easily. Countless times throughout life he has been let down or found disappointment in what could of, should of and would have been scenarios. So, in other words, he has developed a I will do it all by myself type of attitude. When around other’s he tends to see much and often will discern other’s intentions even if good with a negative outlook. Not that this prevents him from being proven or having to admit he was wrong later. He is perfectly fine with that. The only downside is that when he finds out he was right about something this only further puts a barrier up between him and the said offender. He is naturally sociable and can be quite talkative when it comes to his success, in some cases he might tend to even come across as cocky or overconfident but, in more ways, than not he usually comes through, so it tends to work out for him and plays into his charm. Other times, he can get scary quiet, having nothing to say at all. But in either case, Kai puts a heavy weight on the words spoken by him and others. He does his utmost to never make a promise unless he can be sure to fulfill such a request and he expects the same in return. If one should not hold true to their word, then his bond becomes even more broken and he can become a cold-hearted b*****d. However, stay in his good grace’s and you will see a person that will go beyond what is required just to see you achieve in things you never thought possible.

☇ Likes;
- When his job runs smoothly
- Being ahead of schedule
- Learning new techniques
- Solutions
- Food
- Video gaming / dominoes
- Relaxing outside
- Animals
☇Dislikes:
- Bosses who hover over or try to micromanage him
- Co-workers who don't do their jobs or follow protocols
- The spreading of lies and rumors
- Lagging connections
- Extremely cold weather
- Reading
- Cigarettes (is Asthmatic)
- Owing any sort of favor
☇Fears;
- Others finding out his weakness and using that against him.
☇Anything else?; Honestly Kai has no idea what he likes. He is questioning himself because he honestly has never found a person he truly clicks with. Usually he was always consumed with the time he spent with his grandfather or later developing his work ethic and skill set to really give out much chances. Yet the few times he has tried to connect, people wound up showing a side of themselves that turned him away from pursuing or persisting with them any further and so those ultimately failed before ever going to bed. (Yes, this means he is a virgin.)

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[Isin]

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↺ I Am The 》Doppelgangers ↴

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☇ Full Name; Nicholas (NPC) and Bernard Çelik
☇ Age; 21
☇ Origin; Stuttgart, Germany
☇ Height; 5'9" ; 5'7"
☇ Weight: 145lbs ; 135lbs
☇ Sexuality; Bisexual ; Gay
☇ Hair Color; Chestnut brown ; Dark ash brown
☇ Eye Color; Medium brown ; Dark brown

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☇ My Life; Nick and Bernie were born in Stuttgart to a German mother and a Turkish immigrant father. Though they were very happy there, they ended up moving to the United States shortly before the boys turned five in order to be closer and more available to their father's sister, who was fighting breast cancer. Though it had been something acknowledged and discussed within the family since Bernie was two years old, it wasn't until they moved that they made the decision to raise him as a boy and keep his legal sex secret except to those who actually needed to know--including doctors, school staff, and the like. Since then, only family and close friends have been included in the truth, though they've dealt with their fair share of speculation and harassment.

They have become well-integrated into US American society, though they maintain and foster aspects of their German and Turkish heritage, including holidays that are not acknowledged in contemporary US society--meaning they often had more days absent from school than their peers, though they always kept up and even excelled in school.

Similarly, though their father is a devout Shia Muslim, neither of them is particularly religious. This aversion can be traced back to their youth, when their family was approached by their mosque's Imam, who condemned their acceptance of Bernie's gender. Though his parents protected him and immediately switched to a new mosque that was more open to LGBT+ individuals, the idea that his understanding of himself goes directly against Mohammad's teachings--literally the backbone of the religion--has turned him off entirely from Islam. Nick, having witnessed first-hand how much the experience distressed his brother and his family, has turned away from it, too, though his animosity is not quite as extreme as Bernie's. They still celebrate holy days with their parents and family but not on the same level. While this bothers their father, he understands their reticence and has openly stated that he hopes they will return but on their own terms. Their mother, an atheist who has always celebrated holiday and encouraged the boys in following their own path, has remained as neutral as possible in the matter.

Nick and Bernie speak English, German, and Turkish fluently and constantly shift between the languages, much to the confusion of anyone trying to eavesdrop on their conversations. Of course, they don't do this around friends, except to good-naturedly tease them or to communicate something urgent and private with one another.

Unlike many siblings, the twins never had much of a rivalry. They are equally intelligent, accomplished, and hard-working, but Nick is more charismatic and outgoing, so he tends to get more attention. Bernie doesn't mind this, typically preferring to observe than take part. When they were younger, he always did his best to imitate Nick's attitude, bearing, speech patterns, and voice pitch, but when others always reacted to him differently than they did to Nick, it affected his self-esteem and permanently altered his own level of confidence with others. Nick does his best to include Bernie, but he can get carried away with what he's doing and forget.
☇ Personality; On the whole, Nick is a more positive person than Bernie is. Much of this can be attributed to their experiences with Bernie's gender and the fairly frequent rejection he has received because of it over the years. Though he is generally not as pessimistic as he was when he was a teen, he does have days where everything seems unbearably bleak. Nick is great at drawing him out of this state, but Bernie has gotten better and better at hiding it as they've aged. Though Bernie struggles with patience during these periods, they both are quite patient people in general. They are strictly non-violent but have promised that this would never stop them from protecting the other.
☇ Likes;
✔✔ Going to the gym
✔✔ Napping
✔ Reading
✔ Socialization
✔✔ His brother
☇ Dislikes:
✘✘ Bigots
✘ Being dragged into socializing
✘✘ White frosting
☇ Fears;
⚠ Rejection
⚠⚠ Becoming victims of hate crimes
⚠⚠ Family injury and illness
☇ Anything else?;As yet unknown.

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[Isin]

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↺ I Am The 》The Cynic ↴

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☇ Full Name; Cazpricious Des Banes
☇ Age; 24
☇ Origin; San Francisco, California/ San Antonio, Texas.
☇ Height; 6'
☇Weight: 180
☇Sexuality; Demi/Pan
☇Hair Color;Black/Dark Brown
☇Eye Color; Blue/Gray

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☇ My Life; It was nothing special. Nothing at all. Two children left at a church in San Antonio after Sunday service. The pastor thought maybe their parents had absentmindedly left them behind in a hurry, but when he asked around, no one had seen them before, and no one had seen or heard of a miss or mister Coltz.

Thyamora and Cazprisious Coltz were 3 years old at the time they were found, two gorgeous children with reserved temperaments and eyes so deep sailors got lost under their eyelids. The twins had an unnaturally close bond at 3 years, and in such a forsaken state of affairs, Misses and Mr Des Banes reached out to captain their settling. The Coltz would never be found again, but the Des Banes became a happy family.

Cazprious and his sister were fortunate enough to not notice their birth parent’s absence. Misses and mister Des Banes were so loving and nurturing that Caz and Thya never cared to find out who their parents were or why they were left at all. They grew up well… relatively speaking.

Thyamore and Cazpricious had been reclusive and shy children; it was the church’s choir that brought them out of their shells and into the light of god. But this new world outside of their own company would be the start of Cazpriciou’s unraveling. Thyamore was beyond talented musically, just as Caz, but she was also sociable and charming, gorgeous and brilliant, the kind to go out of her way for anyone… while caz seemed to be awkward and clumsy with words, clever in the mischievous way… which was decidedly not the right way to be clever. He wasn’t abused or shamed, but the dark that defined his sister’s light was stark.

At every turn Caz seemed to be the other one. Few hobbies, fewer friends, he just didn't seem to get things right. It wasn't as though he didn't know better, he just… hated airs. There was a beauty in what was real, the grit and grime- god made this world with all it’s dents and damages, to accept it with anything less, was blasphemy. Thyamora didn't share this belief, she believed that love was the sword of truth, and so became the jester and the queen.

Thyamora was far from perfect, her ambitions to save the world kept a mask on her face. She was friendly with people she hated, she used people for help. While this had usually been a mutual cooperation, Caz saw this as manipulative. Thyamora could move people into action, following her lead, and this was simply dark to Caz, who valued independence and freedom over teamwork and structure. His beloved sister was the worst… and so very distant, surrounded by people who loved her, who would sacrifice their self-interests for her. When Caz looked to his side, there was no one.

There were his foster parents and there was god, but that wasn't the same, Caz couldn't place a finger on it, but he was lonelier than ever before, and he had been that way for a while. With all his dents, God had made him this way, and that was that. Thyamora was never going to be the sister he grew up with, he was a lone and perhaps he had always been, and as sad as that was, he could at least make sure others appreciate the ones at their sides.

Through college, Thya was the bell of the ball and Caz was the wasted potential. She began her career as a concert musician, and Caz tried a bit of weed he had serenaded some girl on the street for. When Thyamora was dumped by her stellar boyfriend of 3 weeks, to whom she lost her uh… to, Thyamora pretended all was fine, while Caz set fire to his car… Thyamora was not thankful.

It all seemed like one big missed high-five with them, even after highschool. When Thyamore would book siblings-duo recitals, Caz would show up wasted and pass out backstage, his violin in hand, drunkenly slurring that he could go on stage. That would not be the last time Thyamore would try and help her brother, but Caz always seemed to play the fool. He got high on the street and played for the pigeons, for the homeless, for the lovers in the park (sometimes off key, because that’s how love was to him).

You can find him in random bars, playing poorly on the streets where crowds collect, or playing well where no one goes. You can find him the the churches walking rows in silence, but
He never prays to God, except for those that pray for him.

☇ Personality; A cynic nihilist. Caz is a curious fellow, in more ways than one. Growing up as an orphan has affected him little, but it has made him realize the temporal nature of relationships. As a result, he’s often reluctant to get close to people, but deeply lonely at the same time. This mixed with his sense of courage and self-sacrifice, presses himself to help others realize the importance of treating others well, even if it isolates himself as a villain.

☇ Likes;
▶ His sister
▶ His foster family
▶ Ice cream
▶ Music, Concerts/loud base
▶ The company of others / Animals
▶ The cold air against hot skin
▶ Making people cry (but just a little)
▶ The check engine light
▶ "Girly" drinks at bars
▶ Bad impressions or puns/jokes
▶▶ The things he hates
☇Dislikes:
▽ His sister
▽ Making people cry (Even just a little)
▽ Getting what he wants
▽ Rhubarb
▽ The low fuel light
▽ "Girly" drinks at bars
▽▽ The things he likes
☇Fears; That he will die alone and no one will care or notice that he's died.
☇Anything else?;
Theme song:
Hearts & Colors - F**k It Up



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