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I have nothing else to turn to this time. The man I love has said and done things that hurt me so badly. I'm being ignored and neglected.

I try so hard for him I'd vut back if he asked, why does he have to force me away? Say and do all these terrible things because I love him?

It's not fair, I'm selfish alright. I think just because I shared in all this pain, just because I had things grind on me too and I suffered with him, I think I deserve to be happy too.

It hurts that he's happy to be single, it hurts that he's happy to be away from me. It hurts when he wants me to leave him alone. He's hurting me a lot has been always, but as long as I was the one he was with it didn't matter.

I'm not even that anymore and I'm less and less as time goes by. Why, for the love of ******** why?

And don't you dare post and tell me it's my fault you take that s**t to me not here.