Heart. Love. Desire. Passion. For so long, I buried them. I didn't want to feel them. Didn't want to let them show. But when I met you again, they flooded me. I couldn't hide them. For the first time in a long time, I didn't want to. They spilled out and I couldn't hide them from you. I never could. You bring out my inner most feelings. You always have. I don't even know why I bothered. I love you. I love him. My heart is torn. And so am I. If only there was a way to have both of you. I guess I'll have to wait for my next life and hope this doesn't happen again. If it does... I think I'll be torn apart. My throat hurts, my head hurts, and my body hurts. You have no idea how I feel. You have no idea how hard this is. To care for someone who has so much of your heart. So much of your soul. Ok... Maybe you do. But even if you were to reject me. Ignore me. Even seem to have disappeared. Even if I never see you again, I will always love you. And you will always have my heart.
Sekushi_Kitsune16 · Fri Jun 12, 2009 @ 04:35am · 0 Comments |