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Black_Rain
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2005 @ 07:16am
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Poetry
Contemplate
Beautiful but deadly; Sinful, yet pure
Hearts beat steady but still so unsure.
The subject of care and habitual self-harm
Painfully she will bear her unloved left arm
Her life force so strong under weak skin
Self love never wrong, but difficult to win.
Falling into submission, she refused to compete
The touch of a hand, speak words so sweet.
She's so content with a simple delight
Not so innocent was her kiss goodnight
Her smile so sweet, a curse that still lingers
Razor in hand, seductive were her fingers
Self harm so destructive, drowned out by the lies
She's so vindictive with those sharp steel eyes
Across the highway and down the street
Never will know the people she could meet.
To show you my pain, would it make you cry?
If the truth should hurt you, should I tell a lie?
Everything happens for a reason, a stab in the gut
Time heals all wounds, I sew you tightly shut
Alas, she could make me finally complete
If our love wasn't so bittersweet.
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2005 @ 06:32am
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Black_Rain
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Black_Rain
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2005 @ 06:18am
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Poetry
Everlasting
The soul, the mind, the things you left behind.
Your kiss, your touch, is all that will remind.
Of the love I lost when I couldn't let you in,
When you had to feel the pain of hurt again.
Tonight I feel cold as if I'm dead,
Fighting the memories in my head.
Despite my fears I cry myself to sleep.
The emotions you wrought run too deep.
All the painful words I have said to you
Won't ever take away my love so true
I wonder if it was meant to disagree,
Or if you'll ever come back to me.
My love for you everlasting.
My desperate affection is entraping,
The scar that you left forever in my mind,
I reject all your love, that was so blind.
But my love for you everlasting.
Could never be the first thing.
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2005 @ 05:46am
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Poetry
Imperfection
Poem I wrote after I accepted two very important parts of myself: My sexuality and my faith.
Imperfect this second in time,
Fill my soul with God's endless rhyme.
There's no chance better to realign,
Yet I still overlook His sign.
Still I spent my time living in sin,
Never able to conquer these feelings within.
Trapped by my lust for a curved muse,
In this He pains but will never refuse.
His love will shine always on me,
He has given me His love to see.
Never again will I reject his love,
My faith will lead to this Heaven above.
With his love I feel so purified.
All this from his touch inside,
Of my sinners soul, my very being.
Always showing me the path I was never seeing.
I can never be perfect.
In sin, I will always reject.
But I know I am redeemed by the knife,
In silent pain you gave your son's life.
To save my soul.
To make me whole.
To give me one last chance,
To live life by your worded dance.
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Black_Rain
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Black_Rain
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Posted: Sat Dec 25, 2004 @ 06:17am
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 @ 08:36pm
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Black_Rain
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Black_Rain
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 @ 08:45pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2004 @ 06:56pm
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Black_Rain
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