You talk to me, but you don't seem to care.
You look at me, but you see straight through me.
Am I invisible? Do I even stand a chance?
Will you push me away?
Not uttering my feelings is the only thing that holds me so far from you,
yet so near.
I don't know what to do!
You're so close, yet so far away.
It's almost like I have to stretch to touch you
But you're right in front of me.
I see you, then as soon as you leave
My heart cracks then mends.
Breaks then partly heals, roughly pulls itself together.
Come back.
Talk to me.
Smile with me.
My chest warms to your words,
you smile,
seeing you. . .
A wave brightens the moment
To talk to you makes my day
It's almost like I have to stretch to touch you
But you're right in front of me.
I see you, then as soon as you leave
My heart cracks then mends.
Breaks then partly heals, roughly pulls itself together.
Come back.
Talk to me.
Smile with me.
My chest warms to your words,
you smile,
seeing you. . .
A wave brightens the moment
To talk to you makes my day
It feels like so long,
Even when I know I'm going to see you tomorrow.
Just talk to me.
Be there with me.
Like me.
Love me.
Be my friend.
Be mine.
Show me that you actually notice me for me.
And care.
Even when I know I'm going to see you tomorrow.
Just talk to me.
Be there with me.
Like me.
Love me.
Be my friend.
Be mine.
Show me that you actually notice me for me.
And care.
I don't know what to do!
It's driving me insane!
This is how is feel, at this moment in time, for someone I met about two months ago because I took initiative to do something besides sit on my butt all day. And I just can't get over the person. I don't know if he guesses it, or if his friends guess it. Maybe they do. I hope that when I tell him, he won't ignore me or act weirdly.
I would prefer if he abandoned me altogether instead of one of the above, but I can't always have my way. Maybe it will work out. . . . Maybe.
This is invalid now, because I like his friend. And it's gotten pretty darn confusing. Although I love him, I can't be with him so I'm content sitting on the sidelines for now. I'm trying to make things change though.
