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The mask i originally took off. Came back on not long ago. Those who know me know why i hid behind this mask for so long. Some may even know why i took it off, or at least tried too. But now this mask is back on though it is beginning to crumble. I am not sure if this is good or bad, because i am so used to hiding behind it i was hoping it would never fall apart on me, that I could always have something to hide behind. I am scared, but maybe its for the best, for the real me to come out.My friend gave me some good advice, to let things fall as they wish and where they wish. I am taking this to heart, and no longer want to take the bull by the horns but to sit back and let it come, I am done fighting who I am. But I will not force the mask off. I will let it come off when it wishes how it wishes. May it crumble or dissolve. I am my own person and no one else's i Refuse to be controlled
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